>transition>still can't have real sex, have to do anal which is inherently gross and degrading>Don't want SRS despite not using penis because vaginas are gross and SRS wouldn't give me a uterus>Can't ever have babies >The only men willing to date me probably have other issues >Still hate myself>Still traumatized >Still can't live as freely as women (cis or trans) do>Don't fit in with the "community">Can't befriend women without invading their spaces, don't>Befriending men is a disaster waiting to happen>Still flat despite good levels, prog, 5 yearsI'm happIER with my body I guess but I'm still such a far cry from a woman or even a gay guy and I'm acutely aware of it. Should I just give up on life?
why are bisexual men like this?
>>41417804I'm not bi. I'm a meta-attracted AGP with no interest in women.
>>41417815>meta-attracted AGP with no interest in women.why are there so many of us
>>41417822There aren't. It seems relatively rare
>>41417842No interest in women is rare, but meta-attraction is common
>>41417848Yes, hence why I specified both. The unique combination is very rare. Are you illiterate or ESL
>>41417799>transition>still can't have real sex, have to use a strap which is inherently cucked and degrading>Don't want SRS despite not using hole because phalloplasties are gross and SRS wouldn't let me get hard for real>Can't ever get someone pregnant>have to bind every day or spend thousands of dollars on surgery to not have disgusting tits everywhere>The only men or women willing to date me probably have other issues>Still hate myself>Still can't live as freely as men (cis or trans) do>Don't fit in with the "community">Can't befriend men without invading their spaces, don't>Befriending women is a disaster waiting to happen>Still dickless despite good levelsDo you ever try and get off this rarted website because you know being here is actively making all these thoughts worse, but normies telling you the obvious about how it’s all in your head doesn’t do shit so you just end up back here
>>41417815functionally you are a bisexual man with a strong preference for men
>>41417903I actually only come to 4chan anymore when I'm desperate with esoteric feelings like this. Unusable site now given that zoomers are functionally illiterate. I routinely browsed from 13-23 and haven't since. I'm 28.So yes. That actually doesn't help.
>>41417860It actually makes sense that meta-attraction is all you have after transition
>>41417913I have no interest in women at allEven when self-inserting as the woman, I instantly lose interest the second it escalates from foreplay in novels or erotic manga. I could not sleep with a woman. Even trans women without vaginas lack what is erotic about men.
>>41417923It's all I had before transition. My sexuality was never normal and it's why I didn't begin to unravel it until my mid-20s.
>>4141791999% of hopeless doomposters leave /tttt/ again right before they see the one post that will give them perfect clarity. Never stop sifting through pages of weapons grade brainworms
>>41417929you aren't gay stop stealing our valor
>>41417799Very similar. I just detransitioned though I was a hon as well so it was humiliating and pointless.
>>41417934>why I didn't begin to unravel it until my mid-20sHow did that go?
why not use your penis to penetrate
>>41417799Nobody that says troon is actually a trans woman. Glad you like the hon tits though, happy for you.
>>41418068Some people don't use it in the derogative way anymoreIt's an easier sounding tranny at this point
>>41418045Same, it's just a worse life. I still have to deal with intrusive thoughts about wishing I was a woman and feeling bad seeing women, but it's better than being trans tbhon
>>41418280No it isn't, it sounds very chud, which makes you a chud when you call yourself that. It's the same as all of this black pill shit that has been infesting this board. It's not cute, easier, feminine, or neutral, it's incel chud shit and you are a chud if you let it infect you.
>>41417799>which is inherently gross and degradingmassive skill issue faggot
>>41418345I'm nta but I've seen several trans women use it innocently from exposure, just as tranny was once an insult You're the chud arguing people aren't trans if they use a word you don't like, retard.
>>41417799The trooning industry claims another victim.
>>41418033You're illiterate. I never said I was gay. I'm not gay. >>41418066It was a frustrating and painful process, because I basically had to derive a lot of it from first principles. >>41418067I don't have that desire at all.>>41418444It has nothing to do with skill. It doesn't hurt or anything, in fact I love it in the moment, but I hate it besides. Reminds me that I'm never going to be normal. Lots of MtFs don't even like anal
Vaginas are neat and beautiful
>>41419173I wish I thought so, my life would be salvageable.
>>41418797>It has nothing to do with skill. It doesn't hurt or anything, in fact I love it in the moment, but I hate it besides. Reminds me that I'm never going to be normal. Lots of MtFs don't even like analeveryday I'm so happy that I can enjoy anal and it actually feels fucking amazing without any weird brainworms like some people have on herefuck I love men
>>41418797I don't like anal either but I've had srs so I can still have sex with guys
>>41419405What's your point in saying this? Rubbing in that you're a real woman and I'm not and will never be? How's that relevant to the thread.
>>41419434i was thinking you could get srs?
>>41417799>transition>Don't want SRSthen you didn't transition. you desisted.if you keep the dick, you're cis.
>>41417799girl, you need therapy. You have been in this crab bucket since before you even started transitioning and being here just makes you worse.
>>41419516I don't want it for the reasons I articulated in the OP. It's so hurtful and makes me feel subhuman when I'm ignored.>>41419525Okay. So I took HRT and got surgery. Every time you all want to split hairs ovwr semantics, but if I use other more verbose terms I get called a snowflake and attacked or ignored too.
>>41417799>anal which is inherently gross and degradingr u sure sister. when he come in you it supposed to feel ecstatic.
>>41419894Please read the thread before kneejerking. I directly address this.
>>41419728you don't fit in with the community because you don't have what they have. simple as. no srs means you identify as a man.transvestic fetishism is not the same as transsexualism. if you wanted to ge a normal boring woman you'd get srs. you don't want to be a woman, you want attention.
>>41420108I know this. I'm not denying this. Why are you attacking me, it doesn't change my point at all. I'm ostracized, hated, don't like myself on part because of this. So I'm born wrong and a freak. What do I do? Kill myself? Give me some helpful advice instead of throwing stones.
