This is just for your closure, treat this as a diary for you.It can be someone you can't have, or someone you broke up with. Or someone you're currently happy with. The feelings can be as nonsensical or delusional as you want, this is a safe space.She was a Japanese woman from Brazil. We played league of legends together and watched anime together. She was supporting me and she was a great support, expert level. She was a diamond level support and I was a mediocre gold level ADC that played the game on and off over years, and she was coaching me on how to be better. She was the best Janna player I've ever seen. We shared Spotify music with each other and she likes Porter Robinson. She was 5'3, very petite and slender, had milky pale skin and cascading black hair, and glasses. Was extremely beautiful, most beautiful woman I've ever seen. If I got a second chance, I would just marry her. She had absolutely no flaws and was effortlessly pretty. I miss her, but I have no way to find her.I miss you, Y.
He would be black and have a thick nasty BBC, I would be his little trans dom housewife. His nutsack bigger than mine. We'll read a lot of books about astronomy, virology, etiquette and go on summer hot trips.
>>41436096He's big and buff and he likes to listen to me talk about autistic things i'm interested in. Or else he has interests that I like to listen to him talk about. And he's not a chud. And he finds me hot in feminine clothing and wants to put his dick in me.t. twink
>>41436096Need a girly girl who gets stupid when I talk to her. I'll buy anything she wants and protect her. If I get a well paying job, I'll make her a housewife.
>>41436096They are a person with enough opium to kill me and a large fireplace to do it by
>>41436096Husband,I love you so much, and I know you were only worried about my health. That’s why for years and years, I didn’t hop on steroids—because you forbade it. But all those years, you were the only reason I kept on living—because I was just so fucking depressed all the time, with so much hate and disgust for my body. You saw the times when it would get acutely bad, but it was bad inside me pretty much all the time. Multiple times a week—every week—I thought about killing myself.I don’t care if it was “just” body dysmorphia. Literally the first week I injected, I felt better. I have not had a single suicidal thought or depressive episode since then—and it has been almost two years now. If I die tomorrow, at least I got to be truly happy and fulfilled for a moment. But my dose is low, and my bloodwork is consistently good. So it’s not even like that’s the tradeoff.The best decision of my life was choosing you, make no mistake. But the second best was standing up to you and saying that I’m taking testosterone, accept it or leave. You stayed. I’m sorry it had to come to that. But you have no idea how close you were to finding me dead on the floor one morning.
On God I only met this woman three weeks ago but she's the greatest goddamn woman I've ever met and we get along well. It's a shame she's so busy because we'd see each other more often. She has such little self esteem for herself but she passes so goddamn well she doesn't even know. I want to make her feel like the woman I see her as, and I am biding my time, going against what op's pic recommends, but I don't want to be misinterpreted as a chaser in any way. I'd have no qualms if she wasn't into me, I'd genuinely appreciate her friendship if she turned me down, and then once my crush dies out inside me. She is so fucking cool, like you all have zero idea. I don't even need sex, I just want to hold her hand.With love, from a bi guy who's taken dick up the ass.
>>41436096He is the sweetest man I've ever met and I can't get enough of his company or his time and I want to spend every second with him talking to him and learning from him and making him laugh but workplace dynamics means it'll never happen
Big, vascular tranny with a mighty penis I get to eat the cummies of, where she calls me, "thirstly little straight boi" and I honor her as my gigapenis transqueenDelicious, straight oral sex with a titantranny
>>41436096>whimsical, autistic, cute girl who wanted to yap at eachother about fixations for 5 hours and try to understand eachother. like paragraphs in my dms when I woke up about some cool things she did or read about>indoors enjoyer, but still someone who would go to events or concerts with me>wanted to hold and be held and have her head rubbed, but was also a vile pervert>strong connection to music and played with me >wore black 90% of the time >gentle demeanor but also kind of a bad bitch>hard to describe via greentext but just the coolest most understanding person I have ever been aroundt. chasoid
ftm punk who will conquer the world with my weird tranny ass. but sometimes i get nervous. and its okay if he gets nervous too.
>>41437089Hey
pooner artist, tall redhead(?) with freckles whos extremely good at art and making stories, talks way too much but its okay because its what therapy recommended him to do, tends to push people away impulsively because he thinks he isnt good enough or a good person, possibly deeply traumatized because of some stuff that happened between us entirely online, will probably never want to be my friend ever again, but i hope he lives a happy life even without me around, just like every other person ive ever longed for and unintentionally hurt.i will probably create an image of him in my head to give myself the closure that i never got, because i genuinely thought this guy had killed himself because of me for many years (almost 6 now) until i recently found him again by pure casuality. but these lingering thoughts about him havent been doing any good to me. i began experiencing a feeling i hadnt experienced in many years, and its honestly been overwhelming me a lot. i keep reminding myself of how it was all my fault to the point where earlier today my brain kept telling me it was my time to go. but i didnt listen to it. i just dont know why it distresses me so much that people can just go on with their lives while i feel like ive been stuck at the same spot since ive fucked up and cannot move on anymore. maybe im just stupid
>>41436096He's a skinny, glasses wearing hermit with a soft voice and beautiful laugh. I saw him at a social function and thought he was cute, I just knew I had to get to know him better. I'm glad I did. He was the only one to laugh at my lame puns. We've been together ever since! He's had a rough past, and has some self esteem issues, so I spend my days making him feel loved and special. Dine in or take out, snuggling up in my chest during movies or duking it out in video games, whatever it is, I try to make it a great time for him. I can't tell whether he is bad at games, or just likes seeing my face when I win. I don't really play much, anymore. He's funny and quirky in ways I admire. He sees the kitchen as his laboratory, I never know whether he's whipped up something delicious or experimental. He enjoys reading and telling me about the latest book he's fallen into, he's a total bookworm. Things did get a bit strange when I learned his reading included a lot of occult books, but I thought he just liked the supernatural. More and more often though, I would awaken hearing some disturbing sounds that seemed to come from his reading room, and well, he wouldn't be in my arms. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary in the reading room during the day, just books and notes. But I noticed he was a lot more moody, basically clingy and subsequently withdrawn when I couldn't spend time with him. After being scared shitless hearing some definitely NOT-him sounds from that room, I finally got curious enough to ask him what was up. He told me he wanted to help him with some occult thing and I was happy to, both because I'd do anything for him and also to get some answers. I won't speak much about what happened in that room that night, but now I'm a revenant top bound to my occultist bottom. Yeah we live like hobos now (I didn't need that pesky job), but at least we're together. My greatest love, thank you for making this the best unlife a guy could ask for.
>>41436096My older brother
>>41436096we hardly got a chance to really know each other but the few months i was with him were heaven.ironically we found each other cheating on our partners. mine an autistic tranny cuck and his an autistic tranny cuck (in chastity).he was the first person to ever truly make me cum, he'd pull my hair, slap me, and bully me into submission, he could hurt me but make me feel safe at the same time. our chemistry in and out of bed was electric but i wanted him for than just the sex...i wanted to be his wife, i wanted him to whisk me away from all this bullshit.i still spend my time thinking about what could be if he didn't go back to his home country
>>41438173Totally transcore>>41436096Wholesome
>>41437689dang it i need this bad
I just want a pooner best friend who is nice and funny and maybe lets me see his tdick every once and a while why is this too much to ask :(
>>41436096he has a small mustache above his liphe'd be a leader of a white nationand he'd murder all of the fucking KIKES
>>41436096There was this girl in my class that had some kind of neurological disability. She was very girly and she was very talkative. She told me to stop doing things that were not allowed during lessons by poking me and she laughed at the fact that I didn't have a TV at home and that I didn't have a phone with a touchscreen, and at the time I found it all annoying. Sometimes she would invite me to hang out with her and I'd go. I stopped talking to her after she got a new friend to talk to instead.Around 3 years ago or so I have realized that I probably have fumbled some kind of relationship that I might have had with her if I wasn't what I was back then. I acted coldly towards her because I thought that it's the cool thing to do. And I got easily annoyed at her girlishness or her poking at me, which probably hurt her feelings when it continued being a constant pattern.
you broke my heart but i still miss youi would take you back if you askedfml
>>41442431I feel this exact way about him :/
>>41437182hi. what are you like
>>41436096my ex bfnothing else to say. he was perfect for me, and now he doesn't want anything to do with me
>>41442431MoodHalf the reason I browse this board I think
