if i'm permafucked and never going to pass (19 inch shoulders, 38 inch ribcage, visible stubble even after 9 sessions of laser (yes i have dark hair on white skin)) should i just rep and pretend to be a cis man for an insecure but cute trans girl? i've only been on hrt for a little under 9 months and i've shown zero changes beyond EXTREMELY mild gyno growth which on my build just looks like moobs and would probably go away if i lost weight
>>41450213Levels, regiment? Height weight?
>>414502736 mg een every week but sometimes i get lazy and then do 8 mg een every 10 days. this has left me with between 250-300 pg/ml on trough5'9 and 190-195 lbs. also i'm 22, started hrt at like 21 and 11 months
>>41450312Has your weight been the same since starting? I lost 10kg in the first year of hrt from shedding alot of muscle, so if theres no movement there, it might indifate smth. SHBG levels are also worth to look at.
>>41450523only like 10-15 pounds which is mostly from diet/exercise and not muscle loss. i have basically no muscle
>>41450213I’m not trying to say anything but if you ever do decide to be a cis boyfriend for a trans girl can I please be the one I’ll call you pretty from time to time and let you be the little spoon sometimes..
>>41452681this would just make it worse i need to totally dissociate into the role of cis man and have the girl never suspect i am anything other than a normal cishet male. because i think that would make her feel a lot more valid than knowing im a repper
