>be me ftm college student>nonpassing and ugly>first encounter with titular pooner>clock him quickly, obviously dont say anything because im not retarded>second encounter with pooner>talking about trans stuff >he says hes stealth >think to myself "you sure bro" but dont say that because im not a pos>he says hes been on t for 9 years>22-9=IM KILLING MYSELF>diagnosed ptsd from transphobic abuse after coming out at 12, obviously unable to start hrt until 18>severe dpdr from 6 years of forced repping>even though my parents wouldve killed me still wish i started diy as a minor and hate myself for not at least trying>try to keep it together for a couple more minutes, excuse myself to go to the bathroom (aka punch myself in the head until i stop hating myself for not starting earlier) >third encounter with pooner>talking to a couple other trans people he knows when he shows up>were talking about diy>he starts talking about "irresponsible teenagers doing diy and not getting blood tests">"just get informed consent">"you can get serious health issues from hrt">eyelid twitching>try to respond calmly>barely able to resist snapping and telling him that someone who started hrt at 13 doesnt get to have an opinion on what people in abusive situations do to survive >excuse myself to go to the bathroom (aka go back home and cut myself while thinking of how my life is ruined)>after that avoid him like the plague whenever i see himi think i handled my experiences with the living embodiment of my mental illness pretty well
A bunch of lesbians clocking each otherhow magickal
idk how you didn't snap OP, I would've lost my mind
>>41455593Stop punching urself in the head and cutting
>>41455593why are you mad if he doesn't pass? doesn't matter when you transition, it's over before it even began
oof dw OP chances are he just has bad bone structure, plus as a pooner yourself you're more likely to clock him than the average cisoid. idk what he looks like so maybe there's a chance that he really is that clockable. as for the diy hate shit he sounds like a fucking idiot lol. dunno whats up with modern tumblr trannys saying stupid shit about the average trans experiences. blame the irresponsible kids who have to diy rather than their parents making that theyre only option
>>41455593wow so women really do cut themselves after they experience any small inconvenience
next time you see him show him picrel and some pooner comics you've found, i think he needs some brainworms in him
I am kind of in a similar boat man, try exercising at home and tell people like this to fuck off. Sure you'll probably be the "weird tranny" to a bunch of other trannys but who cares? People like that guy need a reality check
Suck his T-Dick!
>>41455593>self diagnosed mental disorders>cuttingholy womanbrained
>>41455593>anarchist symbolyou can tell this image was made by a fakecommie who just wanted to shoehorn in an insult
>>41455593Want to murder him together anon.
>>41458219He didn't say self diagnose ones, learn to read retard
>>41455593You should've told him that he's a privileged cunt
>>41459446I think he meant the trans part as self diagnosis, not the ptsd. As in if you DIY, you're basically self-diagnosing and self-treating, yk
>>41455593This is irrelevant but why is everyone in college? No one starts businesses or is self employed anymore?
>>41460776Idk about OP, but I'm doing college because that is the tradition of my family.
>>41455593Heck yeah dood you're so much more wholesome and valid yippieFr stop caring about a random babytran and just live your life
>>41460793Are you a bottom?
>>41460812For the record in case anyone doesn't know this person is mtftm amab
>>41460899No
>>41460946Wild lore bucko, I'm enby tho
>>41460963Are you sure?
>>41460946Wow. I didn't know until now, I always assumed it's just a ftm. They have become 22222 times more fascinating now to me.
>>41460977I am sure. Why are you asking that anyway?
i commend you op..... you handled that with a lot more grace then i would have that's for sure...... *unsheathes duel katanas*
>>41461017Not to the person who went to ask if you're a bottom but I don’t even really get why they would. Kind of apparent you’re not from the post. Also please dont cut yourself but punching yourself in the head instead of throwing a hissy fit is like platonically masculine. Can vent a lot more anger just hitting your thighs and forearms and stuff. Im also just sort of taken aback by all “haha womanbrain” comments because as a genuinely unfortunately woman brained individual I can certify this is all guy stuff. Also a post coming out and having life semi ruined for years ptsd diagnosee so I’m disposed to sympathy here but I’d agree you handled that all fairly well over all (someone needed to tell that guy off). Also post location maybe
>>41460700nah i think hes retarded
>>41455593you could have just snapped and told them what u thought , you probably would have been friends
>>41455593sounds like you got mogged you little BITCHnow bend over and cut your fat, girly thighs for daddy while i impale you with my disgusting, blood-engorged flesh rod, little boy
>>41455593I hate to break it to you, Anon, but you are the living embodiment of your mental illness. You need IOP or DBT.>t. a troon that used to punch herself in the head and cut
So even though he doesn't pass you still envy him because he started early? Weird but okayWoman logic I guess
>>41463402he probably doesn't pass because of his behavior, not because of his looks
>>41463337>thinks 2 inches is going to impale shit
>>41463240That's more likely, but I was just offering a theory. I have seen some people recently compare DIY to self diagnosis.
>>41463402Envying a retard who got the treatment you needed earlier is normal. People on 4Chan say "women brained, men brained" about anything at this point.
>>41455593Why are women so awful to each other?