here’s a recap of what my bf and i did last night. i was told i could post it here but if not plz delete. i hope u all enjoy my retelling1/3>laying in bed with bf>tell him i love how hard he pulled my hair earlier, and that’s he free to do it harder>he starts gathering my hair into a faux leash he wraps around his hand>”you ready? you sure? you’re positive. are you SURE you’re ready”>at this point i realize he’s probably sick of me asking for it harder and is about to really give it to me and reverse test my limits>yes i promise daddy>fucking YANKS my hair and drags me around the bed just bc he can>i whimper like a little bitch but he doesn’t give a shit>guides me back to the pillow >sits over me, he looks me in the eyes, i think he’s going for a kiss, so i pucker up>he slaps me HARD, miles harder than he ever has>my head starts spinning, my face stings bad, i make a girly wimpy gasp, im shocked but i fucking love it>all i can think is surely i’ll get a kiss now>he stares at me for a second before spitting all over my face>im disoriented at this point, my girldick is throbbing, im leaking hard
2/3 >he grabs my hair again, finally kisses me hard, i love it, i moan like mad>he pulls off, stares at me again>slaps me with the other hand, alternates it for a couple slaps, every time my face recoils he slaps it back to the other side>at this point im just stunned, my face hurts >he rubs me through my shorts, yanks them off after lifting me>puts his arm under my lower back, starts sucking my girldick and fingering me, lifting me up into him >lose my fucking mind, can hear him licking up my transparent thin leakage since i lost the ability to have semen long ago>embarrasses me but i love it so much>he lifts off of me, forces me into a mating press, and starts fingering my mouth>spits on my face again. at this point his spit has built up on my right eye so fucking much i can’t even open it>im looking at him with some damaged ass look with one eye open, smiling at how happy i am>he gets his phone and starts taking pictures of me, moving me how he likes, grabbing my girldick in the photos, spreading me>he throws his phone on the bed, jumps back on me, yanks my hair again, slaps my face
3/3>with my hair tight in his grip, he leans down, bites my ear, and whispers “you used to be someone’s son, and now all you are is my little cocksleeve” and slaps me again, my face so red and covered with his big hand print>hits hard bc part of me transitioning was to become totally subservient to men>at this point im leaking like a fucking faucet>all i can muster is a “yes daddy…”>he utters back “you belong to me, you know that right?”>yes daddy, i say. “good girl” he says back >he repositions me, pulls his underwear down, fucking SLAMS my head on his cock with my hair leash>my ass is in his face, he’s licking my taint and pussy, fucks my throat to the point i almost threw up multiple times and all he says each time is “that’s hot” making me conditioned to do it more>i leak all over his shirt the entire time, he slaps my ass, continues eating me out and licking and sucking on my taint, occasionally pulling my girldick back to suck it>he cums after about 10 minutes, pushes my head down, cums in my throat, i try to push off bc im low on air but he forces me down>im finally allowed off of him, i pant>we go to get a drink, he walks into a store with the same shirt that has all my girldick leakage on iti think im fucked i got what i asked for but now im addicted to the pain, he’s starting to do all this stuff even during non sexual stuff. i love it so much, but man, what a road it’s been, i feel like a degen at times
>>41458273hey you realize love isn't supposed to involve violence?
>>41458349LGBT people will never understand love.
>>41458349if ur as damaged as me it does, those hard slaps from daddy feel like kisses from god himself
>>41458273>>41458276>>41458284Glad for you I wish I had a sub like that jfc I'll go be sad and alone now
>>41458396you realize it's a maladaptive coping mechanism, yeah? there's really only one true physician (Jesus Christ) but people on this board don't want to hear it bc they don't want to give up the cross-sex hormones and BDSM. You'll never find fulfillment in lust though.>>41458365trvke
i am not really into this sort of violent play like slapping or anything like that i really like the idea of my boyfriend gently dominating melately i dont know why but i have been partial to fantasies involving my hair being tugged or pulled a bit, not super hard because that would stress me out but idk…the thought of my boyfriend holding me by my hair while im on my knees and he’s smiling down at me makes my stomach tingly…>>41458448we’re not all like that!!! some of us just want to gently be loved!!!
>>41458349my bf pees on mehow is he supposed to express his love?
>>41458448you sound like a prude, i’ll take my lifestyle of violent subdom any day
>>41458571op here love drinking my bfs piss
>>41458592it's really funwhy does pee make me so horny
>>41458630idk, for me it’s definitely just a dom sub humiliation thing. feels good to be marked by him too. makes me feel like im extra his.
>>41458349No shush it's hot and I'm jealous of op, you don't understand how good it feels to be objectified like this
>>41458979can’t tell if it’s a sneak diss or not, but i’ll be stupid enough to say thank you
>>41458276>starts sucking my girldickew is he gay?
>>41459064nay, cishet. he says he loves it bc it makes me feel good. not really any deeper than that.
>>41459090um alright I hope you’re bi haha
>>41459111nah, hetero mtf. only like cishet men.
>>41458284>part of me transitioning was to become totally subservient to mennice larp
>>41459180u don’t have to believe it, but that was genuinely one of my goals. overall it was to make me feel more like me, yeah, but is it far fetched to think a sub is having submissive thoughts about serving men? if that’s outlandish for u, i mean… maybe go get more dick or whatever ur into.
