me tooi would love to dote on him and cook him nice meals and his favorite foods and spoil himi would love to make him feel safe and let him be vulnerable around me and be a shoulder for him to cry on, to listen to him and be his rocki would love him so muchbut instead im a lonely khhv tranny boymoding loser
>>41458380you should date me nona
>>41459255my heart is already set on someone ill never havei cant even express my feelings to them because it would be absolutely inappropriate i hate myself so much
>>41459554do you think you must already date him? do you think he will regard you as less if you date others? sometimes the path forward to him is not a straight line. and as long as your honest with the others i dont see a problem.
>>41458380GIWTWM Your crush is so fucking lucky. I just want to hug you and never let you go
>>41458380youre such a loser and youll never have anything lol
>>41459849my heart wants him and that’s all that matters
>>41459933i wish someone could hug me and never let me goive never been hugged beforei fantasize about a man (him) holding me in a hug for multiple minutes and him maybe rocking me back and forth while whispering how everything’s going to be oki would be so happyinstead im alone and i cry all night
>>41460910i know im a loser i know im never gonna make iti know he will never love me
>>41460930you really are a loser then. what if i were to tell you the only way to his heart is through the heart of every man on the face of this earth? would you do it if you were certain it would land you this love interest of yours?
A guy smiled at me in the bottle shop the other day. it was nice.
>>41460993all i want is for him to be happyhes alone and it makes him sad and that makes me sadhe doesn’t view himself very highly i dont think and sometimes he calls himself a loserit makes me cry because hes not a loser and it hurts my heart so much to know that this kind, sweet man who never ceases to impress me and who has so much ambition and who i look up to feels this way about themself. hes such a beautiful, unique, and talented person and i wish i could tell him the emotions locked deep within my hearti dont care about mei just want him to be happy
>>41460997that sounds very sweet anon
>>41461028It was. Most people just avert their eyes or look at me with disgust.
>>41461050it sounds like there’s a lot of mean people around you but im glad you were able to come across a sweet manyou will make it nona i promise
>>41461019There's a 99% chance you're just baiting but if you're serious and you're both single and its obvious you're both desprate for somebody to date then WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU NOT DATE HIM? Considering you're a tomoko poster I guess he's your brother or something? If not every single time you're sad for him or your sake its 100% on you for being such a little bitch and not taking the first step.
>>41461453i can never tell him about the way i truly feel and its awfulhes not my brother or something weird like that but not to reveal too much information, its parasocial and creepy and pathetic, i hate myself so muchwe chat often in a discord sometimes late into the night and occasionally are on vc but i never speak because im a cowardhes such a kind lovely man and i admire him so much, hes been through hell recently and i just want to tell him it’s ok and that i care about himhes alone and i know it makes him sad and he doesn’t think of himself very highly, he calls himself a loser and it makes me cry because hes a talented unique man that never ceases to make me proudbut i can never tell him about how i feel because it would be completely inappropriate and awful and creepyi can never be his and i can never hold him in my armsi hate myself and my heart for doing this to meall i want is for him to be happy…
>>41458306me on the right after i tell a straight guy im a boy but i run on girl blood.
>>41461472Alright its obvious you're larping, if this was really happening you could just tell him that you care for him, that he's not a loser etc as just a friend.But you're just trying to get attention from people by acting like clueless idiot, which I suppose has worked.
>>41461519i wish i was larping. why do you think im larping? i dont understandmaking these threads are my only outlet because i truly cannot express it to him appropriately ill come clean though, hes a small content creator. that’s why it’s inappropriate. im a “””fan””” (hopeless stupid tranny failure loser) and it would be completely inappropriate to approach him and confess my feelings to him.and when he says things like hes a loser i immediately tell him hes not, one night when he did i said thats hes a unique and special person who’s very talented and he sent some things that didnt really make sense and i told him i worry about him. i always try to compliment him when appropriate and express my affinity for him in an appropriate manner. but i feel like it’s water off of a ducks back because he goes back to denigrating himself sometimes. and what i say could just be interpreted as a fan being positive.but its not just that…i care about him so deeply, it hurts…and hes been through so much in his life, and hes been through so much recently it makes me weep…and hes alone and i know he doesnt like it and it makes me so sad because i dont want him to be alone…i want to make him happy but i never ever will be able to…i promise im not larping, i promise, im just a pathetic creepy tranny boymoding loser who is hopeless and ill never ever be able to tell him how i truly feel and how much i care and pine for himi hate myself so much for this
>>41458306I wish i had a girlfriend, but we dont always get what we want do we anon. It is what it is. You deal with what you have. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>41461577but i want himall i want is him to be happy
>>41461595So?Realistically, there isn't much we can do, if we are on the outside looking in, We can dream anon, and fantasize but at the end of the day. We really cant interact with them, best let them be free, anti-stalk them, get a good feel for it, then give them what they want. Let them go anon, its for the best really, hopeless romantics don't really get to have the happy ending yeah'know. Don't get stuck on people who could care less about you. You will become stagnate and stunted. That's not what we want as people anon.
>>41461618but i do interact with him? every dayit’s what i look forward to the most to be honestthe times where we text late into the night have been some of my happiestit is absolutely pathetic to admit such a thing but it’s the truth…i don’t know what he wants, i cant imagine he would want a stupid tranny failure like myself…but i know hes alone and i know that makes him sadand it makes me sad too…i just want to make him happy, to be his rocki dont want him to be alone anymore…he doesn’t deserve to be alone…hes such a sweet kind man and he deserves the world…
This any newbie anons, notice how this retard keeps switching prose with each post? Besides avatarfagging thats the most tell-tale sign somebody is larping.
>>41461633Do you work with them anon?
>>41461640why must you say things like this? i wish i was larping and i wish i wasn’t this patheticbut i am. i am incredibly pathetic and desire this man i will never be able to approach in a romantic sense.i will never be able to be there for him, to be his rock i will never be his shoulder to cry oni will never be his good girl i will never be able to make breakfast for him in the morningi will never be able to nurture him back to healthi will never ever be able to make him happyit absolutely breaks my heart into a million pieces
>>41461644no. they are a small content creator. that’s why it’s creepy and awful and weird and that’s why i cant tell him how i feeli hate myself so much. it hurts so badi just want him to be happy and i wish i could make him happy
>>41461663Oh, so its like a every time they post kind'a thing, but you must be #1 fan sorta thing? okay okay, i see now. Are they married anon? or do they have a S/O?
>>41461673idk if im #1 but i try my best to be supportive and to compliment him and to be nice to him and listen to him when he rambles about things hes passionate about and ask him questions and generally just express my affinity for him without revealing that i truly like himno hes not married and he doesn’t have a partner, hes alone and by his own admission doesnt even have any friendsand it makes me cry when he says that because hes such a sweet man who’s worked on himself so much…he doesnt deserve to be alone like how he is nowi just wish i could make him happy and be his rocki just want him to be happy
>>41461660nta but this whole thread is you complaining about a problem you refuse to solve. If >>41461561 is like you say and your compliments as a close friend just dont register with him why would they are his girlfriend? Either shoot your shot for a chance at being happy with him. (Despite what your brainworms are telling you most single guys would happily date a woman who approaches them first)Or keep being miserable but stop complaining, its really annoying and unsightly
>>41461693Thats sweet anon, and i dkwts about this issue. im kind'a sleepy now an ima go to sleep, Talk to you the next time i see you anon.
>>41461734thank you S, this isn’t the first time ive interacted with you. you are always very sweet, i hope you sleep well
>>41461722im sorry i dont mean to be annoyingits just im terrified of making him uncomfortable or stressed out by revealing my true emotions and i feel like he would just think im a weirdo creep and want me to go no contactand its very pathetic of me to admit but i dont want to lose him in the capacity thati interact with him currently. its so nice chatting with him and listening to him ramble and asking him questions and things like thati dont want to lose that, it would hurt me so much. and im terrified that revealing my true thoughts would do thati dont know….at some point i would want to come clean but…i dont know how to do so appropriately…i hate it all so muchi hate myself for being this way so so much
I don't know about all this fantasising about being a doting trad wife but god I want a man to make me blush like the girl in OP picrel is.
>>41461800anon, the longer you delay it, the potentially weirder it will seem for you to finally come clean. try testing the waters by showing interest and see if he's receptive to it.well shit, now I'm a bit bummed to not have a gf who sees me like this
>>41458380You are best not approaching him if your a boymoder, for your own sake and for his sake aswell.
>>41462005i know, because i doubt he would want a stupid tranny like me, his ex had a child, he probably wants a real woman so he can have a familyi hate being a boymoding tranny loser
>>41461947wouldn’t it be the other way around? wouldn’t it seem more normal if i did it later?how do i test the waters? what could i say thats appropriate? it’s hard for me to think this way…im sure you can find someone anon that feels this way, after all im just a lowly stupid pathetic boymoding tranny loser
>>41462224I suppose like the other anon said, boymoding could be the issue here. He's likely not bisexual and would prefer someone a little bit further along their transition (if a trans girl came into question at all), not someone he views as a "dude".Sorry you're dealing with this anon. It's very precious how you feel about him. I wouldn't like for this to torment you this way, transitioning takes time. Maybe you can stay friendly, but try to tone down the crush and be open to other possibilities.
>>41461800The guy you're in love with is going to end up with a confident girlfriend that just asked him out one day out of the blue and they'll probably get married and have kids while you kill yourself.That person could be you if you just work up enough course to ask him out and stop being such a whiny self-deprecating baby.
>>41462291it hurts so much but i think you are righthe wouldn’t want a boymoding loser even if he wanted a stupid trannyive been on HRT for almost 6 yearsi dont think im ever going to make itand it hurts so badbecause all i want is himi don’t know how to tone things downit just hurts me so badi cant stop crying
>>41462293how do i even do this appropriately? i would feel so much less uneasy and awful about the situation if it was a normal contextbut it’s parasocial and creepy and weirdi just don’t know how to broach the subject appropriately if such a thing is possibleand i really don’t think he would be receptivehe doesn’t even want people to DM himi think it’s over for mei just don’t know what to doi can’t let it goi cant stop crying
