>>41459586
I don't believe in ghosts!!
but I am literally a ghoul with peeling skin as some astute anons have pointed out after I literally said it myself tbqh

>>41459598
Post them why not

I measured my pelvic outlet and it turns out I have a female pubic arch. I'm talking over 90 degrees, four finger fit. This despite being a midshit.

I"m a man pretending to be a woman it's p cool n stuff just wondering how the hell ya'll convinced society to support this faggot larping thing like that's the real crazy part

>>41459622
The original case for transition was that MtFs were unobtrusive once transitioned, and had the behaviors and sensibilities of women i.e. "woman trapped in a man's body" which was meant as a simplification, not literally.

Unfortunately many MtFs are no longer unobtrusive, which is why our rights are being rolled back.

>>41459632
I thought you were a pooner?

>>41459641
that's one of her jokes, u know german 'humor' and all that tbqh

>>41459654
she needs a good sense of humor with that face

>>41459683
yeh but it's true tho lmao
I was in germany recently, it was p nice, things were cheap, the bread was good, ppl were friendly imho
>>41459723
aw, she looks pretty good imho
when I had my location aware app on I got bombarded with a lot of bearded cross dressers and horny stocky girls
even overheard some transphobia in the wild when girls were complaining about someone turning up and not looking feminine at all
it must be rough out there tbqh
germans pls explain the trans situation in germany plzkthx

>>41459784
I mog umaru in so many ways.

>>41459784
that's what everyone used to say when u would post those things lol
anglos are the worst, objectively worst germanics, 'don't ruin the world for one century' challenge impossible tbqh
>>41459800
u wish tbqh
I age mog everyone
I prude mog everyone
I auto-immune mog everyone
I sleepy mog everyone
I poverty mog everyone
no competition tbqh

I poverty mog Umaru.

so like I get that elon musk is obsessed with trans stuff on his ai social media platform...
but like... what does the 'r' in the name stand for????

>>41459991
yeh, but then there was that one time u kept saying u turned into cis, and then that other time u said u became ftm...
so it's like u can't really blame them that much tbqh
>>41460079
my condolences tbqh

>>41459632
hmmmmm without that axe wound wink wink

>>41460460
youd be fuckable

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hello le forum . why does everything suck? i used to have fun on the internet and enjoy talking to people./ now i dont. now it fucking sucks. everyone feels fake. soulless. literally soulless. am i just becoming a cynical shithead? is this just what the teens are about? i dont like it

>>41459758
>when I had my location aware app on I got bombarded with a lot of bearded cross dressers and horny stocky girls
so that's not just my specific area huh? good to know

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>>41460646
yeh, maybe everything inside is fake, but what are other ppl supposed to do???
ppl just live and that's all they can do, it's not like the movie, the story book, or the game, no climax or credit roll
it can be fun and interesting too, but it's not other ppl's responsibility to fix it for u, or live up to fantasies of themselves
it could even be that the most washed out post-teen stooge calls the most interesting person an npc and then wastes the next 5-10 years on attention seekers leading to nowhere
such is life, watch it happen unable to change it, like a nature documentary on national geographic tbqh
>>41460691
real and true
I didn't even spend a week there and I still get likes and messages from them

hrt has made my facial hair extremely fine, to the point that even after a close shave against the grain there are some hairs still left. i guess they're so soft they bend away from the blade before being cut. does anyone have advice how to deal with that? i can't afford electrolysis unfortunately

>>41459632
I want to squeeze and bit and lick those titties so bad

>>41460765
might not work as well with laser now anyways, so might as well just plan how to start saving for electro sessions
there are always corners to cut in a budget no matter how painful tbqh

Why are so many trans pedophiles? Please, just stay away from the children, freaks.

>>41461173
Please stay away from the children, they're just kids please, don't groom them don't do anything to hurt them please.

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had sleep paralysis for the first time in years. the nightmare was terrifying. I slept the wrong way in a stupid position

>>41461173
>I will continue to work with kids and drop hints about hrt
nigga what

>>41460646
>am i just becoming a cynical shithead? is this just what the teens are about?
yes.

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>coalgebras huh
>algebra isn't so bad, how hard can it be???
>look up coalgebra
>instantly regret my life choices
guys... I think I made a mistake tbqh
that's what must have happened...
I must have misclicked and signed myself up for a class where I have no place being ...

>>41461553
Why are trannies so fucking stupid and dumb? Why are you such a stupid, stupid little sissy?

How do you become as hot as possible when you're 35

>>41461553
*Punches you*
You dumb, stupid little sissy, cant even under stand math huh? You're just so so fucking stupid
*Punches you harder*

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>>41461560
listen, I can't help it, I'm so stupid I just don't realize how stupid I am until it's too late
do u think I could convince one of the other students to take pity and carry me?
>>41461568
ouch it's true... I don't get it... owww...
I don't know which hurts more, the punches or my hubris tbqh...
pls don't let this be a preview of the tutorial sessions...
owwies
>>41461567
let me know when u find out, asking for a friend tbqh

>>41461591
>do u think I could convince one of the other students to take pity and carry me?
Yes just manipulate a nerd into helping you. Suck his dick or something

>>41461628
I doubt they would even want that, I'm p old & ugly tbqhon

>>41461642
Do you have anything going for you?

>>41461676
oh no, I got nothing, I am sorry, I have failed u anonchama abloobloobloowuuwuwuwu...
I guess some old trips used to gas me up, but they're all ded now so ...

hypothetically speaking if I were to try Tinder what would be my experience?

>>41462183
in a day or a few days it says '99+ ppl like u, just pay us $50 a month to find out who!!'

am bored ):

>>41462253
become a streamer and chat will surely entertain u

>>41461553
burn the coalgebra, pay the tollgebra

>>41462229
I probably shouldn't use a dating app, outing myself locally would not be good

>>41462270
shut up

>>41462292
true
>>41462304
it's not like u will ever meet them tho
>>41462320
oh no, otherwise u will get angry? and nobody wants to see u angry???

>>41462337
I likely would, living in rural Ireland lol

Ya'll ever just tired of larping and just take the day off from being a girl and just be a regular dude again? Feels kinda nice to spread my legs, scratch my balls and not give a fuck

>>41462379
*Kisses your clitty*

>>41462376
nice, but I doubt anyone would care if they're on the app too, unless u mean something else than news headlines of 'local girl uses dating app'
>>41462379
u merely adopted the larp! I was born in it, molded by it, I didn't see the light until I was already a woman and then it was blinding to me!!!

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>>41462417

>>41459632
The blue suits you, and you're looking lovely old friend.
Would :^)

>>41462561
Why do you have the need to tell people that you want to fuck them even if they are just "friends" or strangers? Thats gross

>>41462588
Ask grok what flirting is anon I'm sorry your schools failed you but I don't have time to fix you :3

>>41462639
being attracted to people is degenerate these days

>>41462705
Do you always twist what people say to try to make yourself relevant?

>>41462840
a lot of the time i do yeah

Why am I the only person Gremlin won't let flirt with? Highly sus.

>>41462705
I'm a degen >:)
>>41462868
You're an anon

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anyway thanks to everyone who joined me in Minecraft this year. it was really fun, let's do it again some time. (not pictured; 5 other players)

>>41462851
sorry for u

>>41462882
Friend! It's always a good time playing mine gaym with you. Lovely memories :)

>>41462639
okay but hear me out... >>41460258 like I already asked, what does the r stand for?

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>>41462903
thanks for joining us, I'll be adding the new settlement to the 2021 continent

>>41462952
I dunno i don't use Twitter :(
>>41462997
Lemme know when yall make another one. If you have room and nobody is gonna leave cause I'm there, I'll make a few contributions

>>41462997
is this what everyone does now instead of posting??
>>41463017
now I'll never know why he named it grock... sigh...

>>41463038
Oh I know that one. it's from a old science fiction book.
>>41463068
Aside from the state of politics in my country I'm doing amazingly well! Hope it's good for you too <3

>>41463108
ohhh I see...
by the way we never knew each other, right? I was probs way before ur time ...

>oh no they’re making my country great again damn

i never flirt, ever

>>41463017
if I ever open up another "nostalgia larp" server for MTFG World I'll post it here. so stay tuned (that goes for anyone else who wants to join)
>>41463038
no that was back in May. with mostly old trips that don't post these days anyway

>>41463136
I dunno, what didja go by and what year didja stop postin?
>>41463237
Boring
>>41463247
Ty ty.

>>41463143
>beef prices doubled
>great
>You WILL eat the bugs!

>>41463143
I'm sorry anon, can you seek asylum somewhere civilized???
>>41463237
me neither, I was raised catholic so that's probably it ...
>>41463247
oh I see
>>41463320
iunno, I had like 30 different names and stopped posting around.... 10 years ago??
probs the last name was umaruchan hence... now I am the punished umaruchan as I have seen hell and lived, and all the ppl we've lost, the lives we've lost, and the world calls for wet work, no greater good etc etc and so on & so on tbqh

So, how many of you have actually had SRS?

can't believe I'm single because I couldn't make her feel like a "passenger princess". should've just saved money for a rental car in America. or she could've just moved here

>>41463338
eating meat is impure anyway, you shouldn't do it

>>41463399
lol what?

>>41463424
just venting

>>41463369
You seem super weird and I like that, also pretty nice so I think I'd remember if we spoke before recently.
>>41463399
Gotta be careful blaming yourself and such friend. The pain of it will pass and you'll meet someone that loves you enough to stay and make the efforts to be with you.

>>41463434
but what is the story here?

I could be wrong but doesn't Umaruchan type and act exactly like Phienchen? All she's missing is the NS anime girls.

>>41463410
Smhmh.. commie

>>41463450
Phienchen was posting a lot just a few years ago

>>41463437
doubt
>>41463448
it doesn't matter, she doesn't post here

>>41463468
If someone as evil old and yucky as me can heal and find someone that cares, then a cute lil ginger sweetheart like you can for sure. Don't be silly.

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>>41463481
yeah but

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>>41463473
Will keep in in mind for when they start the tran extermination. Your nice clean room would be so messy with me there tho :^)
>>41463491
My hairs curly too see, heh

>>41463508
that's the most cursed faceapp I've ever seen, you don't look that that put it back lol

>>41463468
maybe but it sounds funny

I have that specific retardation that prevents me from proof-reading anything I type, ever. why tf do I still use the internet, end me now

>>41463521
I've changed my name, I'm Mohammad al Navy now...

>>41463437
yeh, basically, I think lily aka ayden is the only one who I know from before tbqh
>>41463450
oh no, I remember phienchen, she was a history major and german
we're very different ppl tbqh

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>>41463574
She's an old dear friend of mine, strange we haven't talked.
>>41463584
Hehe

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take me back please 2021

lonely

>>41463719
same

>>41463726
for how long have you been single? 3y here

>>41463705
Not an amazing year for me but I did enjoy the server. Navy shrine :3

>>41459632
Damn you're still fuckable . I didn't think you were going to post them last night so i went to bed lol

>>41463743
since february. for 4 years beforehand I grew used to being loved by someone, but now I've never felt more alone. that's what I get for meeting someone in this godforsaken place
>>41463760
you were popular even back then

>>41463591
most of my friends were... like ufufu was my bestie, then mercury, edie, anne, cheska, and newer friends like jocelyn, elanna, pookie, kit, erin, maddie, caddy
I was hated the most by potsy who would like mount all of social science to try and convince ppl to hate me and then say I was the most beautiful ever or something...
and also hated by angie, quids, feefs and so on, but not to the degree of potsy
I think sheen was a lil obsessed with me, but she would do things like scream at me that I needed to sue my parents so it was really stressful and I was always upset with her so we weren't really friends idk

I'd believe Navy has a shrine to himself somewhere in his $47,000 house.

>>41463805
Some of us bought The Navy Hat because we idolized her so much.

>>41463798
haven't heard from Quid in years. Sheen was with us in Minecraft a few months ago

>>41463787
i almost dated someone frome here, i was glad to stay single in the end
its getting difficult again though

>>41463822
Those are made in China too, just like the wigs he wears

>>41463754
You're too sweet friend. In 3 years you are welcome here too of course <3<3
>>41463787
Truuuue people did like me. Was nice.
>>41463798
Only one of them i know is sheen so makes sense we didn't talk. Musta been juuuust before I posted
>>41463805
It's up to 200k these days with how inflation is lmao
>>41463822
I gave that to ayden~


Ugh so much attention

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>>41463855
I don't blame her, it was my fault. but I really thought I'd found the diamond in the rough. this place is baaad why am I still panning here

>>41463854
ohh I see, if u see sheen tell her to come here and we can listen to her favorite car driving music tbqh
>>41463878
probably!!
... I'll be honest, I thought if I came back here that ppl would instantly come out and harass me and say I'm evil and should die and stuff... or involve me in drama ...
but basically nobody knows me so it's like I guess I'm the ultimate winner??? lmao

>>41463880
what did you do?

>>41463925
I didn't emigrate

>>41463932
could you?

>>41463912
They say that to everyone, prob the same no life loser anon that does it now. Just count yer lucky stars you aren't them :)

>>41463961
no, I can't leave my homestead like that. originally the plan was for her to move here, but then she changed her mind. she settled for me just visiting for a few months annually. but that wasn't enough apparently. glad it lasted as long is it did tho

>>41463978
stop blaming yourself then retard

>>41463968
true, but it might not be the same, honestly iunno...
I think the drama used to be funnier tho, like some ppl were really unhinged characters tbqh

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>>41463968
I've got my Navy halloween costume sorted. Now I just need some cargo pants and im all ready to look for vulnerable children to pay for sex lmao

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>>41463992
Just so you know that posting ">>" is going to bite you in the ass just like the forbidden episode of Freakazoid. What happened happened and I'm enough of a man and a woman to work from it. Also, when we get back to our proper where and when Robert is replaced by Peter.

LET'S GO

"Spawny you really do care!"

>>>/co/
Avengers 1998 issue four is the most fun you'll have all year!
Can't wait to read Carol Danvers 2020 onward! Smirk.
Relateable

>>41464021
Yea i member those days.
>>41464035
Ugh i wish my hair was that straight

>>41463992
ok
>>41464043
wrong thread buddy

>>41464095
You be careful, I might decide to keep you :p

>>41464159
Oh man I blushed

Are we bringing it back together

>>41464360
yeah I'm thinkin the rogues gallery is back

spice, moap, kayla, bee, jane, autumn, mwah, and camo all BBC sluts

I hope logician are cute... does anybody know for sure???
asking for a friend tbqh

where can I post selfies to get validation

>>41464597
like in a thread? like this one???

>>41464597
Chasergen or lesgen prob better than here. All this place gets people is hate rn.

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>>41464622
>>41464615

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>>41464622
>>41464645
nooooo I will give so much love! I promise!!!! don't feed the chasers!!!! don't do it!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaiiiiiiiiggghghhg!!!!!!!!!!!1111

>>41464659
dw the chasers are never fem tops. just regular guys. still scared to post face here tho

>>41464645
I mean I'd compliment, and it seems umaru will :p

>>41464645
/chasergen/ is pretty much the new /mtfg/ and its pretty active. fuck, even hailey is there now but tbf she wasnt exactly a high quality poster. most of the active people there are weirdo hons and not even chasers. but, you do you

>>41464690
that's why I popularized using unsee here tbqh

>>41464712
really? kind of weird, not sure how anyone would want to post in a thread for chasers if they're not a chaser...

>>41464704
you know i'm shy ._.
90% of chasergen are just regular dudes. trust me I was in the discord last year and it's dead
>>41464715
honestly i'm more worried about someone going "that's an old pic" than getting roasted. can't remember which selfies i sent, who i sent them to, or when.

>>41464776
>>41464712
was meant to include this as a reply but i'm a retard

>>41464776
It seems alright over there, I enjoy stirrin them up and doin a bit of trollin'. They're all future trans girls anyways.

>>41464776
all I have are old pics tbqh
nobody will mind imho

>>41464622
sup old fren

>>41464746
look at the schizo discord drama from the previous threads from this gen. there’s a good reason why little people are here. but, i wont lie. /chasergen/ is just active and that’s about it. there’s nothing else good about it. theres a lot of low quality posting there
>>41464776
>90% of chasergen are just regular dudes
not even. almost all the trips are trans but likeeeee theyre all hons. its kinda funny.
most of the “chasers” are anon but the trips always post more anyways. i dont know anything about their discord but i heard its shit. theres like 3 of them. 1 ran by blobby, 1 ran by a 4chin mod, 1 ran by a weirdo hon

>>41464802
create an army of simps then bring them to mtfg as new frens
>>41464807
I can't be labelled a catfish or something. that's worse for a name than drama
>>41464855
ok well the one server I visited was all dudes
>1 ran by a 4chin mod
careful that's illegal talk (also wtf lol)

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>>41464855
overall pretty ded then, but the only way to get past it is to keep posting nonsense iq
in the meantime I can look thru ancient posts at how my thread enemies went from constructing theories for why I'm evil and should die to begging me to whip them
why can't modern drama be like that?????!?!??
instead it's all like
>oh u r so nice
>oh never leave me
>oh but we really need to talk
>oh did u sleep with that person
>oh why can't I live with u
>oh why r u talking to that person
>oh but look its photoshop
>oh no oh no
zzzzzzz
>>41464875
what? why would they say it's cat fishing tho????

>>41464967
idk, I've seen people do it here. but go look in the archives for a recent pic of me ig

>>41464829
Hey tess.
>>41464875
I'm too old to get simps these days. You'll have to take over for me :p

>>41464998
can't, I have zero game

>>41465010
Only tops need game, you can just be cute.

>>41464984
I could only find one picture, and if that's u then it's not bad, super cute eyes, and nice hair, just need to style it tbqh
>>41464998
us old folks need to stick together, nobody is left to compliment us...

>>41465023
how much game did hayato have?

>>41465026
Ugh so true. Been a long while since I had me some compliments.
>>41465033
Men don't need game if tall. Always worked for me :3

>>41465023
...I'm still a work in progress t b h
>>41465026
yea I need to straighten it. used to have long scene kid hair, gotta bring it back

>>41465033
a whole 5 inches

>>41465052
I think I complimented one pic u posted but then u said it was ai lmao
>>41465056
plus ur irish which is nice, not fake partly irish like me

but i heard thats a sailors size

>>41465033
he didn't need game because he sounded like Neil Kaplan and looked like a young Brendan Fraser
>>41465077
that's my least desirable trait; long distance is a no-go. everyone here is American ehehehh..

>>41465088
nah, 4chan relationships seem like a disaster waiting to happen, just find a cute guy or someone locally at college or business convention stuff idk

>>41465113
my country is a deadzone for that

>>41465146
I'm sure it's not that bad, plus u can move all over other ppl's schengen areas tbqh

>>41465187
y'know what you're right, a European relationship would be manageable. flights are cheap

>>41459586
y does my hair always look the best when i dont have to go anywhere >:( EVERY TIME IM JUST CHILLING!!

>>41465056
Seem cute to me
>>41465077
Hehe yea i do that..

>>41465364
me
>>41465393
thank you. there's hope for this ginge yet

Made panko breaded chicken strips for dinner. Was yummy.

I mean lowkey i am just a gay man at the end of the day, certified by my male penis

>>41465543
lowkey tru, highkey also tru

I want to eat ice cream but also the amount of sugar conceptually disgusts me and I'll feel guilty if I do

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come dance under stars through castle walls

til one of my cousins was in mean girls, degrassi, and queer as folk
before driving off a bridge....
im not sure how I feel about this

>>41466452
Just purge afterwards, quite literally a win-win scenario. Just wash with water + mouthwash after so it doesn't effect your teeth. There's no downside to it.

>>41459586
>qott
guess so?
like idk i tend to see things
shadowy figures just appear for moments before vanishing, electronics acting weird, animals acting weirder
sounds that can't be explained
and like even with all that id accept that maybe im crazy
but once upon a time something grabbed me
like I could feel it grip me before it just left in a blink
one of those things that can't just be unexperienced
don't really believe in tangible haunting otherwise but ill always have doubt in my mind

>>41466759
purging does nothing for sugary foods, especially not liquid ones like ice cream. Your bodies absorbs basically all the calories almost instantly. Even with high carb stuff it does very little, it's only really useful for calories from protein

>>41466784
Yeah don't listen to this retard, he has no clue what he's talking about.

>>41461228
same but my position was fine
was the neighbors being loud again

>>41466952
stay mad because you can't be a superior, true ED anamaxxer, faggot

thinking about getting back into vaping. my friend keeps telling me to get one.

>>41467161
If you're going to smoke, at least use actual cigarettes. Vapes have no dignity and no aura

>>41467179
vapes create massive strawberry flavour auras

>>41467179

i think a mech mod and an rda with custom clapton coils has a little bit of aura. i like cigarettes, im a daily smoker. ive been thinking about getting into pipe tobacco and ive always wanted to try some cuban cigars i think ill splurge next time i get paid.

>>41467323
stop smoking stop smoking stop smoking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>41467179
I disagree, I'm a fag and I have no dignity and no aura

>>41467376

impossible. my plan is to vacation somewhere where its impossible for me to find tobacco for a few weeks and when i return ill have no motivation to start smoking again.

>>41467444
ok

Smoking gives you a hotter tranny voice smoke up ladies

im sick of dealing with planned parenthood where do you get diy vials nowadays does lena kiev still exist

>>41467655
opengatelabs

>>41467444
I quit smoking cigarettes by replacing it with smoking weed

what horror movie should i watch

i guess now you have to pass the cloudflare tunnel check, two hcaptchas, 120 second post timer and then post captcha now??? sometimes the 120 second timer resets and makes me wait another 120 seconds.

left behind to take care of an old man go hard on the drugs with him and collect an inheritance the long haul way to punishment myself for being a pedophile

>>41468228
>horror movie
invasion of the body snatchers
either one

>>41468384
oh ive never seen those....gonna give the original one a try

how are you lately naz

>>41459586
>ever seen a ghost / ghoul
one time I saw some kind of entity that was like a swirling mass of distortion and watched it for a while, and then it seemed to notice me and rushed at me incredibly quickly to the point that it knocked me over. I also see figures hiding in the shadows and watching me from time to time
>>41466779
have you ever looked into stpd?

>>41468509
>gonna give the original one a try
awsome
hands down one of my favorite movies with how great it is without having to rely on gratuitous violence and pure shock from jumpscares and the like
>how are you lately
doing alright
just got over a cold n stuff
which is pretty nice
still a fairy godmother
homemaking and the like
honestly i think im almost kinda getting decent at this
which i never would have forseen in a thousand years

>>41468231
We know Nick. We know.

>>41468880
I wish i was you
I would kill to be you
People like you will never know how lucky they are truly are.
as a trans girl not a chaser virgin

>>41468915
A grammar fix.
>People like you will never know how lucky they truly are

>>41468880
he's shitting up the drawing thread on ic and has been all day, it's fucking ridiculous the ego on him

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>>41468766
>Have intense social anxiety and poor social relationships.
>Not have close friends or confidants, except for first-degree relatives.
>Have peculiar behaviors and mannerisms.
its like this site is personally attacking me :|
although!
while I have no witnesses to my shadow figures
other people around me tend to notice the electronics acting weird
I even have a picture of one of the faces that kept showing up on thumbnails on my pc(picrel)
it's just odd idk
although I don't doubt I have some form of paranoid ideation
prayer helps sometimes with that
and remembering my gaurdian angel

>>41469225
>prayer helps sometimes with that
>and remembering my gaurdian angel
I spent a couple years on antipsychotics and it helped a lot with hallucinations and a bit with the paranoia but it basically completely destroyed the part of my brain that is capable of connecting with spirituality and I miss it all the time, plus it did absolutely nothing for being just generally weird and socially incompetent. Now that I'm off them I'm back to exactly how I was before but without any of the parts that let me find meaning

black men <3

>>41468888
glad to hear you are doing alright you sound like a natural

have you been able to sign up for health care, i remember talking with you about it in the past

>>41469350
damn I'm sorry to hear that anon :(
can't even really imagine
ive always been pretty spiritual even before accepting Christianity or really knowing anything id talk to the sky when i was alone
mostly begging for mercy back then

>>41469549
unfortunately not
hard to find the time

i wish i had friends who cared about me, oh and a pussy

How come my transbian friends never want to hold hands on the bed next to me while we get fucked by men together?

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another year older today
nowhere closer to happiness

>>41470287
happy birthday

>>41470309
thanks anon
32 years old
nothing to show for it but the scars on my skin and the weight my family carries from the burden I am on them

>>41470380
it's not so bad being in our 30s

>>41468981
Classic Pedro. Fucking CLASSIC

daddy keeps inviting straight transgirls and gay bottoms over i dont want to play with them
cant fall in love with someone that likes getting fucked by men

>>41470287
Happy birthday to you anon

>>41469556
I'm thinking of just taking a shitload of psychedelics and hoping it comes back honestly. Genuinely impossible to explain this sort of thing to people who've never seen the other side

You guys ever sniff ur panties at the end of the day?

>>41470287
hbd anon, at least you're better at drawing than last year
assuming i recognize you correctly
>>41470697
wearing panties is agp

>>41470782
thanks and yeh there's been an improvement, it's actually pretty neat

>>41470395
it's better than being a teenager I think, maybe less men wanting to fuck me but that's not such a bad thing

>>41470479
y-you too

>>41470782
you free ballin with your balls out or what then

>>41470697
if i answer are you gonna tell jd vance?

>>41470981
how else would you do it

>>41467569
smoking is all around no good tho
>>41470112
ppl can be weird like that tbqh
like they can say they wished they appreciated u more, and then u can be like 'u can start anytime tbqh'
>>41470287
oooh happy bday, 32 isn't too old to do a lot of things and still find happiness

My closest friend is in a relationship and is not really there for me in the way I am for her . It doesn't really matter

>>41470782
>wearing panties is agp
is this true? i just thought they looked cute

>>41471790
>i just thought they looked cute
mayb if you have a vagina
also 2 out of 3 letters of agp reside within "panties" sorry i dont make the rules

>>41471777
true, as long as the situation doesn't hurt, there is no rule that says it needs to be the same
>>41471790
no, anon is wrong, wearing panties is fine, but wearing panties and male clothes over them or thinking they're cute is not

>>41471830
im not wrong, im the most correct person alive :(

>>41471830
no like they're cute on me idfk
maybe i'm just a mef agp sissy
i just want to feel sexy and confident ffs

bout to kms wondering if ya'll want my shit first

>>41472046
don't do that big blud.. always tomorrow and such

>>41472084
i'm in hella pain tho so fuk it

>>41472137
what's going on with you

>>41471872
I think sometimes we all have to admit to ourselves that anon is a lil wrong a lot of the time tbqh
>>41471916
yeh, don't worry about it, it's not like ur wearing them to get off or anything
>>41472046
please don't do it anon!!!! there is still halloween and xmas and nye ... don't do it pls, don't give up, we have lost too much!!!!
what kind of stuff do u have tho?? like hat sort of things do u do? what are u into??

sigh might snewi myself too... extreme pain,,, degenerative diseases...inability to walk much,play games, write or type. Everyone hates me...Think I'm cooked chat.

next week is going to be a lil rough... two nights I'll have 6 hours at home and one night 10 hours, not leaving a lot of time to rest and self-care tbqh...
the thing is that self-care and good presentation is easier when u have a lot of free time
probs why camming is like one of the best jobs for focusing on that idk

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>>41468897
He died months ago

rip

>>41472754
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92cwKCU8Z5c

>>41466986
mine triggers when I lay on my back with my arms out over the blanket. or if one arm gets circulation tingles from sleeping on it. it's cool because I can deliberately cause sleep paralysis, if I ever get bored enough to want a scare

>>41467179
Smelling disgusting has even less dignity or aura.

>>41473009
kind nifty in a horrible way ig
I just had dream ception where I kept flitting between being awake and two layers of dreams where I could barely move or wake up or stop myself from falling back asleep
was very glad when it was over but I would like to get more than 3 hours sleep at some point soon

>>41468228
The Thing (1982)
>>41470992
JD Vance posts in /mtfg/
>>41472989
I love Abba
>>41473040
damn I need to learn Lucid Dreaming. would be so cool, I'd get to hang out with my memories of all my favourite people and doggos

>>41473050
its not really lucid dreaming more just being trapped in limbo
and last time I tried lucid dreaming successfully the dream ppl attacked me so yeah
dont try if you have ptsd ig

>>41473059
sounds spooky. also sounds like a challenge

>>41473073
not really but you do you

I want an old grey blocky pc case
and some more CRTs

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Steam just recced this to me Anyone played it?

>>41473313
I have not but I can guarantee it is total shit

>>41473466
I dunno sounds kinda hot
>When the mysterious girl, Zarina, ends up being a mean sadist, what ensures is drunken bullying and sexual chaos that even pulls in Kalinda's closest friend and sister, Chandra, into this confusing whirlpool of conflicting emotions.

gonna get back into Halo and maybe Team Fortress 2

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>>41473313
No but I recommended it to a friend before and they said it was great. I recommend it to you too.
>>41468981
I did nothing but practically beg for advice, do anything anyone told me to do, and say I'm bad at drawing because I am. You're angry because no one gives you any attention there even while derrailing the thread with pointless sexual comments about yourself and self illustrations that don't look like you at all. I was feeling positive enough to compliment some of your drawings yesterday but I'm really glad I didn't. You're a disappointment of a human being.

How do you become as attractive as possible

>>41463143
How did you escape Jones Town? Next level lemmings, with a boot licking fetish.

>>41472046
yeah I'll take it, what do you have?

>>41462882
man this sounds awesome....

>>41473589
become a goth

>>41473754
wanna join us for next year's reunion? all the trips are chill in-game I swear

>>41473556
you were clearly just pity farming sir, pls clam down

>>41474036
yes I would love to! :>

>>41474507
nice

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>>41473589
excessive amounts of surgery
>>41474036
I always seem to miss the fun stuff happening here x-x god damn eu hrs
>>41468228
i wouldnt reccomend the new conjuring movie, saw that the other day and was ass, my go to is the shining is so comfy. the sadness was kinda fun too i watched that lately

When did these type only the letters with dots above them captchas come in?? this shit sucks

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can u m8s wrangle pedro back to the discord farm pls, he's off squealing in calmer pastures and it's giving me an headache

>>41475589
Which thread is it?

Youtube's algorithm is so cooked that I don't watch youtube anymore because every video sucks

>>41471687
they care but then never show it or like message a bitch

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Hypothetically, if I lost a testicle pre-puberty and started HRT, would the effects be stronger/faster? Would I have to use a lower dosage?
Would having breast growth a month in be a miracle caused by said condition that I should be happy about or something medically wrong I should be scared about?
I've never done blood work so I have no idea what my levels for anything ever were.

>>41475589
no idea why both can't be friends, u seem to drift to the same latency
>>41476184
I have turned off all recommendation stuff for about a decade, it's okay tbqh
>>41476271
yeh...
>>41476297
honestly, I don't think it's that strange, I also had pretty active early development in the first few weeks

>>41476149
it's the beginner thread, he just keeps spamming it

>>41476771
I don't think that's true, he's an insufferable pseud with thin skin and a massive ego and main character syndrome
meanwhile, I'm a retard who is lovable and based

>>41477470
You're the most miserable person I've ever met in my life. I hope you pray to god daily so that he may change your brains circuits because I genuinely believe there is no earthly way in which you could be helped.

>>41474994
yeah I'm in EU hours too, they suck. I will let everyone know if I reopen the server

Holy shit weight cycling really works, my boobs are getting bigger faster now

>>41477470
well at least try to be nice to each other and don't do nazi meme things tbqh
>>41477808
u will find someone in the eu to eu with one day for sure tbqh
>>41477967
happy for u anon tbqh

>>41478065
yea

>>41476184

why let an algorithm decide what you watch instead of choosing for yourself

>>41475589
/IC/?

Ayden was erased. She looks great for 35. She is one of those slow agers, and looked 15 when she was 20

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>>41478315

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Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near?

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky

Every time you walk by?

Just like me, they long to be

Close to you

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goddammit it's gonna be windy & rainy on Halloween night. another night alone in my room

>>41478065
what Nazi meme things
I'm not a Nazi

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happy halloween everybody
>>41478315
that's what happens when you castrate yourself before the age of 18 and decide to poonmax

ugh imagine being brown or black like fukin gross what a terrible thought and imaginaing ughugh yuckkkkk

The thought of anyone wanting to date me means they have absolutely no standards are most likely creepy & weird and have ulterior motives, ergo, i cannot date anyone

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I'm going to walk to the convenience store and get soda to feel better. and maybe chicken nuggets if they have any ready to serve ones

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>>41479668
same except I really really really need to date someone

>>41479971
retro videos games & electronics is extremely autistic male brained. yngmi shud kys tbqh

>>41479971
shoot me in da head wit da nintendo entertainment system zapper gun

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>>41479682
here's an artist's rendition of that retard

>>41479795
sea turtles are cool

I loved jerking off my PP when I was a boy, but I REALLY love jerking off my PP now that I'm a girl even more, it's wild!

>>41480680
i didnt really like it before but after hrt its great it takes like 5x longer but the orgasms are out of this world i literally shake like im having a seizure lol

>>41480555
paige shut the fuck up
>>41480680
paige, shut the FUCK up

>>41480555
ur 32 now?

>>41459586
Vulvoplasty

I don't think people should be spelling skeleton that way any more

>>41480721
not quite, I have like an hour or two until it's official
crazy to think I started posting on this board when I was 19

>>41480748
are you still doing nothing with your life and just neet leech off your poor mother and chair/bed rot all day every day?

>>41480780
no

>>41480790
so yes but you're in hard denial of being a life failure. good to see some things never change

>>41480818
I'm not leaving, I'm on disability and pay rent to my mum
I even had a job for a bit lately until I had to leave it due to mental illness
I've been getting stuff done, like managing insurance stuff, getting in with a new therapist, working on my visual novel, applying to more jobs, etc. idk who you are or why you're so hateful, but I hope u can find peace

>>41480838
leeching*

>>41480748
hah, rookie numbers! hope you have a great day or whatever kind of day you want to have :)

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>>41480838
>i'm on disability because muh mentals and i need muh gobermant gibbies
>i had a entry level job retail job that's glorified monkey work that takes no skill or knowledge to acomplish, but I only lasted a couple weeks at most because i didn't feel working anymore because being an adult is too hard and i got to blame muh mentals for it and my dumb retard mom buys it (lol right? it's awesome)
>i'm getting stuff done like uhhhhh filling out paperwork that took 5 mins max and uhhhhh i googled around for a therapist idk oh an uhhhhhh yeah i guess i googled around for some jobs but idk got bored
>so yeah anyways i'm still doodling and pretening i'm making a novel (lmfao) with the artistic talents of a 12 year old at best, despite doing it daily for years, I can't stop because it's one of the only things I get hugboxxed for online from other retards
>so anyways i'm really busy and staying active in life as you can tell and yup i'm a real, 32 year old male adult and this is my life and no where nar a neet leech life failure as you can clearly see

>>41480952
>rookie numbers
but it's literally the entire time the board has existed
I've been on this site since like 12 if that's what you're getting at
20 years on this site
2/3 of my life

>>41481018
oh I just meant I'm older, but yeah same

>>41480990
why are you trying to bully somebody for mental health problems?

>>41480990
dang nigga u hate that nigga i respect it nigga fuck that nigga

Jacking off my FEMALE erect penis here :)

yeh...

at least you aint p*dro

cmon man stop posting his ugly face. he doesn't even post here anymore, at least not all day daily like he did before. let's just move past pedro plzplzplz

Atom bomb baby....

sigh dead cope thread

>>41480432
will do

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>>41480407
nobody tell her

>>41484194
She's here ALL the time.
Waiting for me.
Obsessing over me.
Seething about me.
She will never leave.

just leave p*dro
check out
nobody will miss you
and you wont miss anyone

I wish I was content with my sex assigned at birth.

i wish i had different sex assigned at birth

i wish i was content with myself

I wish I was desirable

>>41485799
>>41485799
>>41485799