WHY THE FUCK DID I NEVER FEEL DYSPHORIA BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE AND NOW IT'S SO BAD IT FEELS LIKE MY OWN BODY IS PHYSICALLY AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTING MEhow???????? how was i fine throughout all of puberty???????? why suddenly now when it's way way way too late and nothing can be fixed about my life because it's all over now and it never even fucking started??????? did my 16 year old self have massive acute no-cause brain damage that only got reverted this year?????
>>41463588You were probably dissociating. You start hormones then you actually start paying attention to your body instead of neglecting it as a meaningless husk you carry around and suddenly start noticing all the little things you hate about it.Welcome to being a tranny, it gets a little better but not much