>didnt start masturbating until i was 16, and even today i dont use porn at all (just my imagination)>still feel romantic and sexual attraction, deeply ashamed about it though. i'd consider myself bi i guess. >when i get "horny" i feel like my subconscious is hijacking my upper level thoughts and it makes me a bit distraught>had the opportunity to have sex a few times, rejected all of them because i felt i wasnt good enough and i didnt want anyone to see my disgusting body>despite my libido i cant ever see myself being in a sexual situation; it feels like a pipedream, something that could never possibly happen to me (despite the past which i suppress)>have sent nudes of myself online and then blocked people immediately afterwardssorry probably tmi but i'm not firing on all cylinders
>>41466526idk but I'm very similar to that and I'm 29 and still haven't fucked
>>41466556how do you get through the daysim 20 and i feel like im on life support already
>>41466720Most of the time I really just don't care desu. I do want to get it over with soon though, before I'm 30, but mostly just for the numbers sake. I feel better than I did at 20 in every way
