I can’t stop noticing how much about me is just preprogrammed out of my control> programmed to be attracted to the same sex> programmed to have dysphoria and be a tranny> programmed to loose control of my muscles and turn to putty when I’m under a man> programmed to have my head full with intrusive thoughts when I see a man with big hands, or a nice beard, or broad shoulders > programmed to quiver when I feel hands on my hips or waist or breasts> programmed with involuntary bodily reactions to male attention > programmed to have my brain fall out of my skull when a man gives me attentionIt’s fucking humiliating knowing that my fucking DNA did this to me. I know humans are animals but I don’t want to be reminded that I’m one every time I see a strong man or feel stubble or hear a deep voice. Humans are supposed to be above these things. We’re supposed to be better than these base desires. I know this yet I’m spending hours trying to look my best, learn new hobbies, and grow as a person not for myself but because I want to attract a mate, like I’m a fucking bird peacocking. Humans are supposed to have higher motivations than that. It makes me feel pathetic
>>41467415Lol skill issue this doesn't happen to people who aren't cock obsessed faggots try not being controlled by lust next time
the only reason this makes you upset is because you're thinking about ityou aren't a thinking animal, you're an animal thinkingif you could just let yourself be worse and uncritically accept your instincts you would be happy
>>41467443I am controlled, it’s not like I throw myself at any man. I have standards. I just hate that I’m aware of how my brain and body work. It annoys me that I care so much about what men think of me or about getting a boyfriend when I should be worried about more important things. And it annoys me that my brain can get hijacked if someone knows what buttons to press. You’re human too, you’re no better than it either. Everything we do makes perfect sense when you remember that humans are animals and I hate that
Humans is animals dipshit
>>41467485>You’re human too, you’re no better than it eitherI don't have "my brain fall out of my skull" when people talk to me or have "involuntary bodily reactions" at people's voices that's all you. Stop angsting and go get fucked in the ass or something.
>>41467467How can I not be hyper aware of it when there’s examples of it everywhere I go. I watch a movie and I laugh or I go to a show and people scream and clap, or I feel my stomach get weird when I see that one guy on campus, or I see people hugging, or smiling when nervous. That’s all stuff other primates do! Idk how I can ignore it when ever single thing we do is because where animals. When I’m at work I keep thinking about how I’m just some weird hairless chimp doing manual labor because I have base needs for food and shelter. It’s so uncanny
>>41467533well get a bf to release these pent up feelings with
>>41467415same I feel so pathetic as to how much something as simple as head rubs absolutely melts me. also picrel is cute what the artist?
>>41467503That’s the whole point of the post you illiterate simian
>>41467467my spidey senses lured me to this thread for this
>>41467919not surprised at all to see you
>>41467942there was an energy emanating from this thread and I knew it was a hairy wet chest
>>41467967I took this from a thread on /fit/, thoughts?
>>41467988looks good but he looks a touch flabby if he inches towards a dadbod he's golden
>>41468028fair, I'd like to see what the rest of his body looks like though
