as of late one been spending 17 hours a day on the internet, I go on messenger boards video games TikTok instagram and I post and make content and sometimes I do it in my be head set and when I’m online I’m completely detached from my body it feels like I’m floating and I’m not in one and I k holed last night and realized I could do this forever. It’s this or I kill my self because I will never be a woman