>Was supposed and expected to grow up to be a big strong man; tall, muscular, handsome, successful, big pp.>Instead, forced by your own cross-sexed brain to change your own sex, chemically, surgically and otherwise, or suffer and die agonizingly. Born with big pp genetics but had to get it surgically replaced with a vagina or I'd have cut it off and killed myself.>Supposed and expected to be into women, and to be a father, husband, and a top.>Instead, your brain is incapable of seeing women that way, and can only direct sexual thoughts towards other men. I've never even even touched a woman irl, but have warmed the bed of a man for a thousand nights so far. I'll only ever be a wife instead of a husband, and I'll only ever experience sex from the receptive end, and as a woman with a male partner.>Indoctrinated by societal gender roles from a young age to be assertive, dominant, and a man.>Instead, when I'm alone with my fiance in bed, I become submissive and pliant, letting him lead sexually and dominant me physically, because I find it comforting and fulfilling.How do you get over how embarrassing it is to be a tranny, /tttt/? Sometimes, I cannot cope with how different my life is vs how others expected it to be for me.
>>41469451a lot of these things just seem like ways women are inferior..and it is kind of embarrassing to have to be oneand then everybody judges us for itidk I know what you mean but we just have to cope with it
>>41469451grrrrrr. i am me get so embarrass when my partner dominant me physically
>>41469889?
>>41469983i think he's making fun of us but it is really embarrassing..
>>41469995i'm making fun of op for talking like a cave man!!!
>>41469451unironically develop a humiliation fetish
Most troons do not have any sort of "cross-sexed brain."
>>41470067Free will doesn't exist. There's no reasonable justification for why trannies exist other than cross sexes brains.
>>41469851>a lot of these things just seem like ways women are inferiorIdk, for me it's always from the perspective of "these are things a man is supposed to be" and "I was raised by others to be a man, but can't stand to be one myself" rather than anything intending to be sexist against women.
>>41470334but the embarrassment comes because people think we are inferior or we are inferior or at least it does to mei was supposed to be a powerful and respected man and instead i let my bf stick his penis inside me
>>41469451Rofl ye
>>41470478I mean, they think we're inferior because we gave up being men, not because we're women.
>>41470478just resist every time. that way you're not embarrassed about it, he's just a rapist
>>41470478>i was supposed to be a powerful and respected man and instead i let my bf stick his penis inside melol, this is pretty much my experience as a straight tranny
>>41470685they also think women are inferior because we don't have penises though>>41470755i would still be embarrassed..my body literally gets leaky when my bf is around
>>41470810>they also think women are inferior because we don't have penises thoughIt's even worse for us because we have to get a big surgery just to get rid of ours. I'll never tell a single person irl aside from my fiance that I've had SRS...
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>>41469451>but have warmed the bed of a man for a thousand nightsWho the hell are you, Scheherazade?
>>41470478Dude this is what a lot of cis gay men think, it's not a tranny issue really. Many gay Bottoms have that sterotype as well and even other gays tease each other about being a bottom as if it means "being weak" then in the next breath say that every gay man is a bottom
>>41469451your not a dude, I'm sorry you have to go through so much pain.
>>41469451>I'll only ever be a wife instead of a husband, and I'll only ever experience sex from the receptive end, and as a woman with a male partner.idk anon that sounds pretty based to me
>>41469451idk man, i just kinda gained consciousness a little late and pulled a "since when was i a guy??" then i became a girl. So what youre describing sounds really based to me desu. But i can understand feeling like a failure for not living up to societies expectations. Just remember that, you don't owe society shit, and its ok to be a girl! also congrats on your engagement :>
This kind of thread really makes me realise despite being technically mtf I have nothing in common with you moids.I never expected to be a mean, I was socialised as a girl, I acted like one, and had dreams of waking up as one.I wasn't allowed to go outside to "protect me."I was called sensitive, girly, and most of my girl friends said I was gonna troon out.I internalised risks about going outside and being raped. You internalised you might be a rapist in the future.We are NOT the same
>>41473309kek
>>41473309Boomerhon-tier post
>>41474115That'd make it easier but no sorry I'm a zillenial passoid. I just steer clear of trannies because since they see my essence to be that of a real woman they all get rapey and I've trusted them enough once. Y'all are moids.
>>41474140>I just steer clear of trannies because since they see my essence to be that of a real woman they all get rapeySo, you mean transbians then?
>>41474287Not really. They were half supposedly straight trannies. My rapist identified as straight.Idk how to explain it except in ways that make it sound like I'm the hottest bitch ever lol.
>>41469451Yeah I mean I try not to dwell on it too much, but getting horny with a man is really incredibly embarrassing now. With guys I guess it's just like see woman > penis gets hard. But for me it's like my entire body gets overpowered with submissive instincts after being touched for a few seconds whether I want it or not. I get that squishy and empty feeling in my insides, my legs get soft so they can be spread apart. All of a sudden I'm flushed and whimpering a little. When I look at his eyes it's like nothing matters more right now than figuring out what he wants from me and giving it to him. And after we're done I feel kinda sad cause he did everything right but I know I'm broken and can't get pregnant like I'm supposed to. I always apologize in my head while I'm nuzzling against his chest
>>41475770Fuck, that hurts to read. Why didn't God give us the wombs we were supposed to have if our brains are wired for it?
>>41475832sometimes nature makes mistakes but women can only get pregnant a few times over their whole lifespan and in nature would die like a third of the time during child birth so it has its benefits.
This whole thread just makes me want to cum inside a tranny real bad
>>41470091>other than cross sexes brains.Why does a desire to be opposite sex require a cross sexed brain?
>>41473309I would bet a $1000 you look like John 50
>>41477744Lol if you're serious about sending me $1000 idk how I'll send a picture
>>41475770>And after we're done I feel kinda sad cause he did everything right but I know I'm broken and can't get pregnant like I'm supposed to.Yeah I get this feeling too and it's a bad one. Every time he finishes in me it feels like I just love him so much and we just fulfilled our purpose together, then I remember my womb isn't there once the high of sex comes down.Sometimes I worry that I'm dragging my fiance down by letting him love a wombless tranny but I also know we've talked about it many times and have a plan for having kids together. I just wish it was as simple and cheap as it is for cis women...
>>41477785you just confirmed you were born before 1970
>>41477856Because idk how to have ppl anonymously send me money online? I'm not a whore lol
>>41477700Then why don't you? As a tranny we enjoy it too.
>>41472807kek good post
>>41477723>Why does a desire to be opposite sex require a cross sexed brain?Because otherwise cis people wouldn't give a care which kind of body they're in or have a personal connection to their sex? (when they clearly do) A brain controls the body so the brain of a female body must be able to know to treat it as a female body especially in the case of mammals.
>>41470042What do you mean? Like BDSM?
>>41479591 a similar portion of cis people both do and dont have a gender identity and then a small portion have a trans identity.and a poll by aella showed auto-andro/gyne-phobia motivates people to transition, not auto-*philia, and that even cis people have auto-*philia
>>41480521Yes like bdsmWeaponize your shame on your behalf
>>41469451Well for me I don't interact with any lgbt person irl. That tends to absolutely negate any shame and yes I agree with you being transgender is shameful hence being stealth is the best thing we can do.
I didn't even read your gay post OP but I think you and everyone else here should shut your God damn yappers. I'm tired of y'all's yammering. 10 minutes silence starting now or else
