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>>41471867howd u end up there
>>41471867what kinda car?r u comfy?
>>41471934Was about to ask this
>>41471920having 0 plans for my life and then arguing with my parents too much (they keep a dog whimpering in a cage for 20hrs a day)>>414719342006 Toyota Corolla. its stuffy but fine
sending virtual hugs nona! take care <3
>>41471990tysm <3
>>41471867Looks like a girl to me
If you were in the west coast I’d offer you a place to park
>>41473206im in arizona and i just awoke. good morning anon~
hey i 'member youyou were in my thread about autismhope everything goes well for you, nonaGod knows I'm not
>>41473398>hey i 'member you>you were in my thread about autismhmm i dont remember. i post a lot. did i post my face? sorry im attention starved.and whats going on? hope youre okay.
>>41473409>did i post my face?nope, but you did mention your dog in a cage>attention starvedsame>what's going on?nothingthat's essentially it, nothing's going on in my life
>>41473420>nope, but you did mention your dog in a cageoh yeah. we got in a fight and i got kicked out>samereal>nothing>that's essentially it, nothing's going on in my lifeSAD. but im right there with you. Its not easy. I drove to phoenix last night, drove past the venue a show was happening at, got super nervous just thinking about going in and then just drove home. KEEP TRYING (and I will too).What's the last fun thing u did?
WOOOOO ARIZONA ANON, represent!!!! Seeing as you said you drove to Penis I assume you're from one of the many teeny tiny towns. Least it ain't so hot anymore amirite?? If you ever wanna talk car or need advice on vehicle related repairs you can always ask me.
>>41473472thanks Mechanon. Im from Mesa, wbu? and what do you drive>Least it ain't so hot anymore amiriteits never cold enough! im ready to freeze to death
>>41473494I'm a Yumamaxxer that pilots the completely unassuming 2003 Buick LeSabre... but yea can't wait till hell freezes over. Been thinking about taking a trip up to Flagstaff and been to Mesa plenty of times, lots of cool people and frens there!
>>41473558>2003 Buick LeSabreiconic.>Been thinking about taking a trip up to FlagstaffYou shouldddd. I should too. Im sure the air is very brisk up there. I've never been to Yuma, but heres a song for you heres a song for you!https://youtu.be/-z5Cbb919Ik
>>41473437>got kicked out:(you got any friends down there in az?>KEEP TRYING (and I will too).We're gonna make it :']>What's the last fun thing u did?it's been months since I had a fun night out with friends, we've just been so busy
>>41473587Thank you for the song nona! Funnily enough the Yuma stop has not been active since this song was put on YouTube. Idk why it never gets used, but that's one thing that always makes the drive to Phoenix a whole lot smoother nowadays.
Anyways I'm heading to bed, enjoy the comfiness of your trunk! I remember throwing my friend in there once for a ride along and those those things are surprisingly spacious and comfortable...
>>41473601>you got any friends down there in az?all my Hs friends moved away. Im the only one left :/>>41473613>Funnily enough the Yuma stop has not been active since this song was put on YouTube. Idk why it never gets used, but that's one thing that always makes the drive to Phoenix a whole lot smoother nowadays.Thats interesting actually lol. >>41473630Have a gn anon! Thanks for talking~
>>41473642>Im the only one left:/twinsiesi'm at that age where everyone I know is either married/engagedit'a a grim thought
>>41473647>i'm at that age where everyone I know is either married/engagedyeah im 27 and same. and it's every single one of my friends too, all in great relationships or already married. makes me want to cry my eyes out. its my own fault though.
>>41473671>same age'97 - '99 kida, the ones who've made it are way up there, the ones still down here like you and me... it's gonna take a while>its my own fault though.same, i fucked up a lot...
>>41473679>same, i fucked up a lot...how so, what kind of person are you
>>41473679>'97 - '99 kida, the ones who've made it are way up there, the ones still down here like you and me... it's gonna take a whilebeing and old zoomer sucks. not as normie as older gens and not as open and expressive as younger zoomees
>>41471867>amaAre you into fat gay retards?
>>41471867can i ask why the trunk instead of the backseats?
>>41473778I just can't seem to commitIn my head, I keep telling myself I'm not fit enough, I don't make enough, I don't have this or that, so I just never commitI've had guys and girls interested in me sure, but the problem's always been me
>>41474219>Are you into fat gay retardshmm maybe if hes nice to me!>>41474241cuz i can hide in the trunk. plus its more spacious than the backseat. >>41474245STOP THINKING!! thoughts are BAD. Just make a plan, and stick to it til it either kills you or works out. No one is sufficient from the get go, you have to make mistakes to learn how to do the right thing. Idk if that makes sense but you can make it!
>>41474363>STOP THINKING!!I had the same convo with my mom a few days agoI asked her, what was her plan when she decided to have me, and she said "none"I feel like, for a lot of folks, things just... happen, because they don't thinkand even when they do think it through, when emotions run high like when you're getting freaky ;peverything's just... thrown outMaybe you're right, anon
>>41474461>I feel like, for a lot of folks, things just... happen, because they don't think>and even when they do think it through, when emotions run high like when you're getting freaky ;p>everything's just... thrown outIve been trying to learn this myself. Its not easy. One thing that helps me is mentally zooming out and realizing that the entirety of life is pointless if you're not purposely trying to have fun with it. If you take everything extremely seriously, and only care about working hard and doing the right thing, whats the point of doing that if there's nothing no reward and nothing fun at the end of it? That should be the /only/ reason you're doing difficult things!
>>41474727I just don't want to fuck upI'm... afraid, I guess
>>41474772
>>41474812You and me, OP, we've suffered too muchFor me at least, I feel like it's not building up to anything anymore, I suffer for suffering's sakeI'm tired and I want to be held...But I'm a man, and I'm not supposed to show this side of me, ever
>>41474839>I suffer for suffering's sakeI know you do but you should be suffering for something good, not just because it will be seen as virtuous to an outsider. I tried to do the right thing with my family, all the people in my life, and they didnt care. Not maliciously, but because /I/ didnt care about it for me. >I'm tired and I want to be held...But I'm a man, and I'm not supposed to show this side of me, everPeople can tell when youre not living for yourself, it makes you miserable. Living for yourself allows you to be more available for others. It wont feel like suffering once you actually start pursuing that for yourself; its growth.
>>41474929You're rightYou sound cool to talk to desu
>>41475105people in another thread i made called me grumpy and theyre probably right sometimes. But tysm anon <3 Where you from and what letter are you?
>>41475321Southeast Asia, Bi cis maleI'll call you Zona since you're from Arizona :)
>>41475341>Southeast Asia, Bi cis maleNever been there but every SEAsian I've ever met has been lovely. Which country? One of my best friends from HS is Filipino.>>41475341>I'll call you Zona since you're from Arizona :)lool I like that name. I feel like Ive seen a trip use that name before tho. Theres surprisingly a lot of trans girls in Arizona.
>>41475463Malaysia...orange man's in my country right now, for an international summit
>>41475513KILL HIM PLEASE DEAR GOD EXECUTE THAT FUCKER
>>41475541"folks" are listening, zona
>>41475513Admittedly, I don't know a whole lot about your country. But the pictures make it look beautiful! Asia in general is one place I would love to travel around because the cultures seem so different from mine. But maybe I'm ignorant. Hope Trump doesn't decide to do another war crime while hes there. >>41475574I already had my local police come to my house about some post I made about Charlie Kirk. Im free as a bird. You are right, but Trump should be savaged in the streets and his blood used as paint. God blesses America and the people who stand up to defend it.Hows your government?
>>41475541you wont do shit but keep nuking your own optics
>>41475624>Hope Trump doesn't decide to do another war crime while hes there.We're "good friends" apparently (meaning we're fucked)>I already had my local police come to my house about some post I made about Charlie KirkChrist... How'd you handle that?>Hows your government?Same as any other; if you're rich you can do whatever, if you're poor you're fuckedI've had the "priviledge" of being in this weird place in the middle where I've personally hung out with the homeless and dined with ministers of parliamentHey, you got any socials? Maybe we can move our talk over there?
>>41475653Optics aren't real, Nigger. Quit playing defense for imaginary rules. >>41475689We're "good friends" apparently (meaning we're fucked)uh oh>Christ... How'd you handle thatI listen to them for a minute, didn't say a word, and then close my door and they left. They have to make a case against me, which is too much work for one edgy Twitter post. >>41475689>if you're rich you can do whatever, if you're poor you're fuckedreal>Hey, you got any socials? Maybe we can move our talk over there?uhhhh maybe but its my real name and you might be a Fed. you can post yours and I'll add you maybe... it's just hard for me to chat sometimes
>>41475689>I've had the "priviledge" of being in this weird place in the middle where I've personally hung out with the homeless and dined with ministers of parliamentHow'd that happen? Also you can add this account discord: cordtv3.0
>>41475899>How'd that happen?I've lived a somewhat... chaotic lifestyle
>>41475899Oh yeah, sent btw
>>41471867Free the dog
>>41476003I wanted to but I think I would go to jail for that. Instead I would just text my mom the meanest shit I could think of and then let the dog out for like 3 minutes while my mom is in the garage. I would feed him carrots too.>Looking through my phone to realize I have 0 pictures of himgrim
>>41476195free the dog asshole
>>41476289Listen Im in the verge of throwing both mine and my parents ****s away. This is the second dog theyve done it to. Thank you so much for the support but I do not need to feel even worse when I am already the only defending this dog, and destroying every single last relationship I have with all my family members because of it. I cant express to you how much this and my parents have made me feel genuinely fucking psychotic. I am doing every single thing within bounds that I can.
>>41476343free bump because you might be genuinely psychotic for living in a car trunk in arizona
>>41477758Well i got kicked out so... ty tho. it was hot last night
>>41477838that's rough. what are your pronouns? ooga/booga?
>>41477872>what are your pronouns? ooga/booga?That made me laugh out loud lmfao. Amazingly stupid.
>>41471952You could have moved into the cage.
>>41477887i try my best to help those less fortunate. i guess now they're out/doors
>>41477887Can i sniff your penis mommy ? I love you and i want to make you cummies cummies :3 UwU rawr x3
>>41477898No they're reserving that for dog abuse>>41477921It wasn't actually funny. It was funny how dumb it was. You're a malding hon
>>41477947back of it/it's mine. i'm ready to move into that camry at a moment's notice
>>41477947Fuck no? >>41477965?????
>>41471952wait omg r u that twinkhon that was complaining that people made u infertile and have titties
>>41477978don't lie, you've got room in that back seat (gone sexual)
>>41477984lol yes
>>41477978But mommy, i want to sniffie sniffie your peanit :3 mommy mommy give me the sucky wucky i love you :3 MOMMY !!!!!
>>41477995uhmm thats for my stuff...
>>41478002im not into any of whatever this is, sorry
>>41477997oh em gee haii !! hope everything goes okay for u sad to see ur having to live out of a car :(
>>41478012Mommy :3 im sure you have smegma on your smelly sweaty dick hehehe, smelly stinky mommy ewww :3 *lickie lickie* hehe it taste weird and funny mommy
>>41478033Lol tysm. Don't worry. it's my own fault. >>41478053What's the point of this
>>41478085Im just a silly shitposter tee hee, hope i made you physically cringe. *tips of my fedora*
>>41475778>Optics aren't real, Nigger.your attitude would explain how you ended up living in a corolla miss
>>41478157I only call white racists nigger, fyi. And only online. Only white people get offended when you call them the N word.I got kicked out because I kept texting my mom horrible things about how shitty of a person she is because she's locking a dog in a cage for 20 hours a day, everyday.
>>41478203what's your plan now, anon?
>>41478307Idk. I've expected to be essentially homeless since I was a child so I was completely prepared for this. My entire life is in duffle bags.Idk what my plan is now. That's what I'm schizo posting my face around the board, cause who cares anymore. I fucked up early on in life by not thinking about college, or some higher education. I would have gone into debt if I understood what college was for back then. My plan was just to do the grind, make art, work on networking, and never take on debt. After 27 years, I think I'm getting tired of that idea. Or maybe I havent committed fully enough.
>>41478375You've got this, anon!I believe in you!The pendulum *always* swings
>>41478421>The pendulum *always* swingsThis sounds like a threat, but thank you either way lol!
>>41478446From one schizo to another, the cycle repeats itself, the pendulum always swings, though it's up to you for how long you want to stay whereLife unto DeathHomeless unto a Homethat sorta stuff
>>41478203>Only white people get offended when you call them the N word.you are literally white and homeless haha
>>41478471ty anon <3 ill do the right thing>>41478517i dont understand
>>41478532you dont understand that you are white and homeless?
>>41477838I knew you were ugly based on the title of the post but HOLY SHIT YNGMI
>>41474363I need to build a tranny nest in my trunk, maybe it will attract them.
>>41478555I do but I don't understand what that has to do with me typing the word nigger>>41478559I would have believed you if you had a nuanced critique to say. >>41478586lol. maybe! or just build the nest in ur bed and be nice to them
>>41478601>I don't understand what that has to do with me typing the word niggerif it wasnt for your edgy attitude you wouldnt be living in a corolla
>>41478601I mean what can I tell you that you don't already know. You obviously know how ugly you are, I was just affirming you
>>41478636Well it wasnt cause I said the N word. It was because of this dog thing, and more specifically, just to put egg on my own face, kinda yelled at my 10yo sister saying that theres no reason to be telling a whimpering dog, thats scared from loud noises going on outside, to be quiet. And that made her cry. I feel horrible but also a big part of me hates seeing my sister turn into someone cruel and nasty like that. Life and the decisions it gives you, can be very very difficult sometimes and I doubt I make the best choice every time. >>41478645I like to think Im riding exactly in the middle. Sometimes, when I'm happy, I see myself as perfect. Are you okay?
>>41478697I said far far far worse than this btw
>>41478697>family keeps dogs in cages>doesnt believe good behavior leads to better outcomes>likes to offend white peopleyou are the n-word here dawg
>>41478697You are definitely not perfect. I can't even call you a twinkhon cause that would imply some sort of attractiveness. Yeah I'm doing great today hbu
>>41478749>doesnt believe good behavior leads to better outcomes#1, I never said anything like this #2, now I get why I didn't understand, I'm not a racist scumbag piece of shit like you lmfao
>>41478764>Yeah I'm doing great today hbuI'm good thanks for asking.
how old are you. 24 and under or maybe its under 24 should qualify for youth transitional housing programs and i could refer a few. like theres outside in, located in portland, larkin street youth in san francisco.
>>41471952>sleeping in the car after arguing with parentsbeen there. hope things get better for you soon
>>41478801Im 27. I dont really understand that stuff and I dont really like being of government system stuffs. And I still have some money. Im sure other people need those places. But genuinely tysm for the advice.>>41478832thank you <3
My life in bags
Ready 2 die
>>41481025Why would they give you money!! You're just an anon! Post ur face or something, at least!!!SEND ME BTC AND I WILL DRAW SOMETHING FOR YOU OR SEND YOU NUDES LOL bc1qaeyc5dgtvkrkhznx6ye93ugrradthclyhqvq6h
>>41481025>i'm homeless as well I hate it.Where u at tho and why
message me on discord if you want to talk, or vent to me. discord: cordtv3.0
My parents are cutting my phone line if anyone wants to call me for shits and giggles480-322-3007
How big is your weiner
>>414847807 in
>>41482966>480-322-3007Im trying to not care and move on but at a certain point, every single fucking thing I have is tied to this. And also why are my parents willing to sacrifice their entire families well-being for this dog. Like how else is someone supposed to check out of life? My mom is acting like a fucking sitcom POS woman and im gonna absolutely ruin myself over it. She successful made me rely on her and now is callously fucking with ny emotions and lying about itWhat fuck else am I supposed to do
>>41484938Yesterday I was chill but just assessing the situation and looking back makes my fucking blood boil. Pure lies and antagonation just so she can keep controlling a fucking dog or somethingCar rot til idkWait till i have enough guts to so what's rightThen dip? What the fuck other paths have I been given. Im not a fatalist and try to keep my head level but oy fucking vey. Its not even considered begging for it, it's all the ever insinuated!
Life fucking sucks, your are expected to lie to people just for optics. Or just to pretend like you're still part of a game or corporation where some one is flat out raping the life out of you. You can legally have a child and then rape it to the point of insanity. My mom has an older half black brother. Her mom had him when she was 16. My grandmother and grandfather were so fucking cruel to him that they decided to get married on his birthday so that their anniversary was always on his birthday. He never took it out on them, but slow and small aggressions like this turned him into a psychotic person. Their others son killed themselves.So yeah. When you have a child, and force them to rely on you in every single way, physically and emotionally, and then NOT ONLY turn your back on it, but L I E through your teeth about anything from the SMALLEST aspects all the way to the BIGGEST ASPECTS OF MY LIFE, THE MOMENTS THAT SHAPED AND DEFINED ME AS A PERSON, - when you deny those from the child that trusted you, you're gonna make them a little fucking crazy
Its extremely funny how you're supposed to hold in all of your emotions, and don't say a word, until you can do the most extreme shit ever.
Can you imagine going to school, and then at graduation, everyone goes "Actually, this was all a lie!" "Nothing we taught you is true, no one here wants to keep connections with you, and any field trip you THINK you attended, and shaped you as a person, never actually happened! It was all inside your head!! "And then I'm just supposed to pretend that this isn't fucking with my brain. Cool :)
This is by far the worst place in the world to vent about this, but my mom is just a fucking nigger of a female. Literally doing the most stereotypical "lie and manipulate your own family members to the point of driving them fucking crazy". It's actually disgusting that this society has enabled people like that to exist.
Wish you the best
>>41485000>but my mom is just a fucking nigger of a female.so what does that make you the son of?
>>41485080>what does that make you the son of?A bitch
>>41485070<3 tysm i appreciate the support
>still upyou really are an attention whore...
>>41485775>you really are an attention whore...YUPgood morning btw
>>41485818As you awake, I once again am going to sleep. Hope you're able to get all your stuff sorted and taken care of nonny! Congrats on the 2 day thread lol, hope the attentions been nice. Maybe I should babysit a thread of mine one day soon...
>>41485818>good morninglikewise, anonwhat's your plan for today?
>>41485914<33 ty seamonkey friend. have blessed dreams>>41486071idk. Im kinda seething because my parents are gonna cancel my phone, which is going to fuck up every account I have. Not sure what that'll do besides make me consider suicide that much more sincerely. Besides that, maybe go to the library and try to torrent cartoons. I have 1.3tb of cartoons right now. And HOPEFULLY write another issue of my comic, but that will be unlikely. What are your plans for today anona?
>>41486116jfc, you need to like act FASTeverything's going to shit quick for youMaybe it's time to call up some of those old friends and ask if they're willing to helpI know you mentioned they've moved away but still...>What are your plans for today anona?Assignments, and lots of itProcrastinating hard rn, outside with a cig and a redbull
>>41486200>outside with a cig and a redbullahh the life. What assignments are you procrastinating?
>>41486116>maybe go to the library and try to torrent cartoons. I have 1.3tb of cartoons right nowlook up the word priority in the dictionary while you are at it
>>41486217LOL. Friend I have nothing in this world to care about lol. At this point Im just delaying my purchase of a beautiful lead plane ticket
>>41486211I've got an audit this Wednesday but my faculty's all fucked up, helping my prof with some of his workloadRealistically, it's just typing things and formatting them correctly but oh god there's so much stuff...35 topics, avg. wordcount of about 5k words per topic so that's 175k words
>>41486290I have no conception of how much 175k words is, but it sounds fun! Grunt work for the boss, hell ya. Are you a student aide or something?
>>41486323I looked it up, the size of a novel basically>student aideJust a student, faculty's fucked because I'm the ONLY student lmaoThey're probably can us down next year but I'll graduate in January so no biggie
>>41486364then why do it. why even go to that school if you're the only student lolAlso what's like, the class/topic
>>41486473>whyGuy's paying me like $200 for helping outBesides, wasn't the only student at first, had another guy but he fucked up and got expelledI'll tell you more over on disc if you're interested>class/topicI'm in medical, and the thing I'm doing is something to do with geriatric careOld people stuff
>>41486608Looool how did he get expelled Also what kind of career do you want?
>>41486638>expelledcheck disc>careeralso disc
I am rolling joints in my car
