have you ever felled in love?
>>41474495I'm crushing hard on a girl I met here rn but I feel like she's going cold on me
>>41474495Only once, and she broke me so bad I haven't approached anyone ever sinceMade me not believe in love, it's been all about lust for me so far
>>41474495once and he left me and i still mourn him
>>41474495once with an ftm who watched my stream for years. he convinced me to talk with him on discord because he was depressed. I was just trying to be nice and knew that he was into me, but I didn't want to give him the wrong idea. But he talked all night and fell asleep together on the phone and I immediately started falling for him. Eventually our own problems and insecurities got in the way. I was a dumbass and would embarrass myself in public twitter arguments and he was very insecure and had little faith in anything I said to him. Its my own fault and its devastating. Its like closing a portal to a beautiful life you could have had. I still love him a lot and Im forever sorry. My heart hurts.