>Be me mentally ill tranner>Socially isolated my whole life because everyone thinks I'm crazy and a freak>Life is suffering because I'm a diagnosed psychotic>Already surrendered to the fact I will be alone my whole life>Eventually meet a guy that shows interest in me, surprisingly enough we start dating, he is very sweet and always helps me with my mental troubles. Relationship so good I actually gain hope again.>2 years later and we are still dating, I'm starting to think we should get more serious and start actually living together>I invite him over my place so we can drink, its fun, we play some melee, get really drunk but I'm too scared to broach the subject>While really off-handedly jokes about how he might become a drunkard if things keep going, I ask him what he means"Oh I'm just saying that like, if we start living together I will probably spend the whole day drinking because dealing with your insanity is so hard it would make me too upset to spend time at home">I'm shocked, I muster a laugh and then he immediately heads to bed and goes to sleep>I'm left alone at the couch just bawling my eyes outWhat do i do? what do i do? what do i do? what do i do?
>>41474844make him drink more, obviously
