im starting to consider just hrtrepping until i can go to some liberal part of europe that likes trannies but im probably going to be dead before then... i got my name legally changed so if i go through with hrtrepping ill use a nickname.i want to enjoy life here with my family and friends but its awful id rather leave for hugboxxia than have to choose between detransitioning or killing myself.
wait are you not on hrt but already changed your name?
>>41474877>starting to consider just hrtreppingdon't do it, you'll be stuck in a inescapable limbo between self hate and self fulfillment
>>41474930got my name changed at 16, the nhs said they would put me on hrt when i was 18. they didnt and im too broke to diy at the minute>>41474946i know that but it would probably be the safer route until i get out
>>41475044FUCK THE NHS>im starting to consider just hrtreppinghow do you plan this then? im pro dysphorics getting on hrt because it really does help even if the effects are small you will notice them and they will help you feel better
>>41474877you're up for a big dissapointment
>>41475081im not very sure. im job hunting rn so thats my current focus, looking like a very employable person. once employed ill sort out my passport, hrt and then immigrate
>>41475136good luck anon stay strong! sorry everything is shit and this is the path you gotta take <3.
