My now ex boyfriend (Cis M18) broke up with me (Cis M20) just a few weeks ago and I can not stop thinking about him. He had only been with one woman before me so that would make me his first guy, At first our relationship was fine we would call everyday go the sleep on the phone until one day after we went on a double date he seemed more shallow as if he did not want to be bothered with me but every time i confronted him he reassured me however his words did not really match his actions. I got sick of his cold shoulder one day and he just broke up with me? I have done everything to make the relationship work and he is breaking up with me? Asshole I hate him. I miss his dick though and I still smell the dirty panties he left me while watching the lewd videos we made together. I know I should get over him and throw his panties away and delete the videos of us but I still crave him even if he is a cunt
wtf