the other day, while having sex, a girl put her handgun in my mouth and, after some delay, pulled the triggerive never had that done to me before, and going in I'd expected the appeal of gunplay to be "beg for my life and ask not to die", with a sorta consensual non consent kind of vibe. But in the brief second where the trigger clicked before i realized her gun wasn't loaded, i felt this wave of happiness and just like, exasperated release, come over me, like the gun going off was the climax to something I'd been building up for way longershe clicked the gun a few more times that day and while it was never loaded, every click felt good, always in a release of built-up tension way that wasn't just hot but also felt like. Healing? As though my mind was being wrapped in a blanket and looked after after getting caught in a storm, and for the first time since getting trapped outside it felt relief.anyway I'm worried what this says about me. is this normal...? am i doing gunplay right? am i going down a weird path I've yet to identify...?
>>41481149Spicy clicker training
>>41481149I feel like this is a dangerous path that ultimately leads to dying in some retarded sex accident. It is also, however, at least a little based.
>>41481176keked out loud
>>41481149>a girl did thisThis is transgirl behavior
>>41481149trans dont be weird pervert fetishists challenge impossible
