Even if I play the healer school? I don't want to abandon my intrests, but I get very dysphoric & obsessive about weather my every action is malebrained/fembrained.I'm addicted to this dumbfuck childrens card game it's the only other thing I do besides porn & lurking here. Everybody thinks it's retarded..
>>41484843>I get very dysphoric about whether my every action is malebrained/fembrainedevery day im more glad i was blessed with a high iq. just do what you fucking want, geez
>>41484855I can't stop being mentally ill I'm gonna be an intolerable tranny involentarily until I pass perfectly and have SRS.
OP the most malebrained thing in this post is how messed up your life is if you spend all of it gooning and playing video games. There is a fishy version of you that still enjoys Wizard101 but she is considerably more well adjusted.
>>41484893But I like boobies..
>>41484906Yeah same but I also like having friends and existing in the world around me and being pretty. Girl how are you out here worrying if your silly game is malebrained when you're so pornbrained that you can't imagine having a life outside of gooning
>>41484931I look too chopped & disgusting to go outside. And I have to take busses all the way to the next city over to go to anything queer anyway. Untill I pass better witch will take a while I'm not going out really. I am awaiting a VISA for work auth in the UK too so It's not like I could work or go to collage right now anyway..How many people have the opportunity to fuck around all day? I'm gonna get a job as soon as I'm able I'm really just enjoying my time off.. Lesbians can be really pornbrained.
>>41484946>I look too chopped & disgusting to go outside.Low self esteem, you're not seeing whats real.Where in the UK do you live roughly? Also how long you been transitioning for?>How many people have the opportunity to fuck around all day? I'm gonna get a job as soon as I'm able I'm really just enjoying my time offGirlie I'm not telling you to get a job I'm telling you that there is a fun life outside your cum-stained bedroom you absolute mess
>>41484957>Where in the UK do you live roughlyLiverpool is the closest city to me but it still takes over an hour to get there. >Also how long you been transitioning for?I've been on HRT 2 years. Still have gotten 0 fat redistrobution.>Low self esteem, you're not seeing whats realAnd no whenever I have posted face people just make fun of me. It's happened many times and the most positive hugboxxing people can stand to tell me is that maybe if I seriously lock in I could pass after a few years.. I've learned to just stop asking now.
>>41484970Liverpool is cool so at least you're near somewhere good. I think my gut instinct is that you hate yourself and so all your thoughts on how you look will be skewed and biased against yourself so I don't think there's much point believing this post. You spend all day gooning and doing nothing, you could be using that time to effortmax for example. That would be a much better way to deal with your self esteem issues than removing yourself from a world. Like>I'm not hot :(is a bad thing to feel but idk why you'd then voluntarily turn yourself into a loser. Losers are not hot.
>>41484998>you could be using that time to effortmax for exampleI know I know I have been trying to force myself to work on it. I go on walks sometimes at like 2-3 am so it's dark & I have been eating much less to try & weight cycle..I'm just also a little psychotic & I get so uncomfortable being percieved sometimes I just huddle in our back shed in the cold because I can't deal with our cats looking at me. So it is hard to excersize because I'm scared of making noise & having someone look at me or something..
>>41485023I'm sorry for being a bit mean to you, it sounds like you've got a lot going on between moving country and you own MH stuff. I still believe what I said but it sounds like you are doing stuff to make progress with things. There was a time in my own life my MH was so bad that I couldn't leave the house and now things are chalk and cheese different so I get it, and I think things can change over time.
>>41484843Despite it being advertised souly on porn sites.. it is fembrained af
welcome to adulthood.it's ok to have hobbies, but understand people are judgemental asshole.usually people keep their trainsets in the basement and never tell a soul about it.
>>41484843…wizards 101 is a card game? i figured it was a more traditional, WoW style mmorpg. i’ve never played it, just saw a ton of ads as a kid
>>41484843No you're basedbrainedOpinions on Pirate101?
>>41485615It is an MMORPG, & a card game. It isn't fun but I really like it. I don't want to guess how many hours I've spent on this.
>>41485995I'm a filthy fucking wizhead & I have never even touched it dispite it honestly looking really fun & sexy I just don't have the type of money to be buying 2 memberships even if they are discounted. Given that I am unemployed.
>>41485511Isn't it like male autist brained? It is rare to see girls & also people are often mysogenistic to them because they tend to play worse & skew younger
