Sometimes I wonder if the dharmic religions are right and us trannies are just stuck like this in this life to learn a lesson or improve our souls or whatever, if that's the case it certainly doesn't work for me. I have just become a shittier person as time goes on, I now regularly say or do things that I myself consider fucked up without even making any attempt at internally justifying it like normal people do, I have become an amoral individual who lashes out at other unfortunate people such as less passing trannies to feel better about myself.What if this is hell and I'm simply being punished with no intention of improving me, though? I guess that'd make more sense since this tranny shit only made me a worse person so far
>>41484978if this was hell it would make a lot more sense
>>41485005Hmm but wait does that mean the people with a good life are in a lesser level or hell, or angels filling in a role in our hell, or npcs? And are the different types of bad luck and levels of it like different punishments? Are those with birth defects like ours like the worst of the worst while normal people with sad lives did something less bad? Or is it like dante's inferno and our punishment is specifically fit for our sin instead of just a simple scale?
>>41485025they only have a good life because everyone else around them has to suffer for them to be happy, ie the slaves that had to build everything for them to have an iphone or car or food or whatever. there is no person on this planet who exists without either suffering or benefiting from others suffering. i think its like a giant slot machine hell, where its basically a lottery to see if you get lucky to be born into riches, but if not you just get stuck being a wagie or slave. even if you do get lucky youll just die one day, and you will probably be reborn as just another peon. i think every sufferer exists in their own unique hell, some worse than others to keep the others in line. there has never been a period in history where this hasnt been true. even the cavemen had it this way, the buff ones ruled and the weak ones were given the scraps. animals too. its evolution. earth is hell. for what i dont know. but there is far too much death and torture and rape for it not to be. maybe theres some rulers who harvest the energy of pain. maybe we are the result of some mkultra designed by some alien species. i dont know much. but i do know that this is hell.
>>41485051Doesn't that mean the best course of action is to reroll by commiting suicide whenever we get bad luck? And this is certainly a bad luck roll
>>41485064i wouldnt say that, as if you do it youll just be back at square one. "good luck" still means benefiting from slavery and everything like that. do what you can with the progress you have.
>>41484978become vegetarian anonall my lives woes have been solved by not hurting animals anymore and now im a cute passoid tranny
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>>41485093not op but being vegetarian is just so limiting, how do you get over that part?
>>41485086I have a very egoistic sould I 100% will gladly be one of the evil rulers if it means this pain will stop, I feel bad about seeing others suffer sure but we humans can so easily convince ourselves that we're not in the wrong, and we're inherently selfish. That's why you rarely see those at the top become class traitors, the few exceptions probably had an uncommon psyche that could even be considered some kind of disorder causing hyperempathy, I doubt I'm one of them given that I'm barely doing anything to help the unfortunate rn other than being nice to some that I personally took a liking to, which is just out of it making me feel good and me loving them rather than some sense of morality anyway
>>41485102i eat vegetables. I genuinely dont understand when people say not eating meat is limiting. Just eat anything else?
>>41485117I can't even make arepas if I become vegan cause it needs milk and butter... How would I live without arepa?
>>41485122dont become vegan then
>>41485122Hmm wait I can just make vegan milk by taking domperidone and for the butter I think there are vegetable alternatives right?
Life is what you make it :)
