https://unsee cc/album#SzNGe7UKoRpKTrying to transition only made me realize that I have no identity at all, so I'm detransing after almost 6 months on hrt. It's pointless for me to strive towards something I will never be. I'm posting my body for your amusement and my humiliation. At least I won't become an opticsnuke now
>>41485131You have an amazing body. I want you to stay and grow as a woman
>>41485131you have nice tits tho
>>41485146My body is massive compared to that of a woman's. It will just look uncanny if I were to continue hrt. Thanks though ig>>41485147What tits? They only look like that because of my pecs underneath them.
>>41485178>It will just look uncanny if I were to continue hrtyou can just be an hrt femboy
>>41485131i agree, it's not the worst thing in the world, but still undeniably male
>>41485195hell naw. I'm not fem in the slightest, and estrogen doesn't keep one androgynous. I'll just have a mix of positive sexual dimorphic traits which will look really weird together. There's also a reason I didn't post my face.>>41485199Exactly this. Remaining a male will just make life easier for me
>>41485131https://unsee cc/album#FBVZ2x7pv7JvPosting the unsee once more. Will most likely delete the thread after this one expires
>>41485131>>41485584I mean you look pretty cute I'd fuck you but I don't get the impression you're trawling for a hook up so I don't really get the point of this thread.
>>41485632To be honest, I just wanted people to tell me it's over and that my body could never pass and that it would look disgusting
>>41485242your boobs look amazing, especially for 6mo. waist and curves take time. if you're desperate to see a change there you could lose weight, go on pio and gain it back, but i honestly think you should be patient
>>41485687yeah because that'd let you off the hook, because wallowing in depression is comfortable and changing is hard. Stay on E
you have good boobs for 6 months. Please just keep doing what you're doing, stay active, loose weight, gain it back on pio like this anon said >>41485700. you have a good base imo, way better than i ever had and i would consider myself pretty ok
>>41485714The unfortunate truth is that I started developing reverse dysphoria on E, so I'm not able to stay on E even if I wanted to. That's the main reason why I'm currently detransing. Hope there will come a day where I'll be able to feel normal
How can people just quit hrt? That is just absolutely unfathomable to me
>>41485760I'm faketrans. I also lack a sense of self, so everything just feels completely arbitrary and meaningless to me. Even if I were able to appreciate having a more feminine body, I'd still be deeply disgusted with who I am as a person, and it wouldn't be worth it in the end. I only deserve to be damned to be a man
>>41485814if your reason for detransing is "I'm a bad ugly person who isn't 100% sure what i want or who i am and I'm not good enough and i deserve to be damned as a gross man" that's dumb. If the idea of one day getting past this and living as a passing, normal-ish woman really freaks you out more than living as a man then by all means detransition. Either way try to figure out who you are and find healthy relationships and things to like about life and yourself, whatever hormone you need to be on to do that
>>41485902I initially started transitioning only about 2 months after my trans thoughts consciously manifested, and I genuinely can't remember whether I had any prior to that. At first I was exited to transition, but as the changes started to become more apparent, despite hoping I'd like them, they all started to feel deeply wrong. It was the exact outcome I dreaded from the beginning. Now I can't help but feel nauseous at the thought of being a woman, even though I desperately wanted it just a couple of months ago.I just hope I'll be able to find a way to exist which will one day be tolerable.
>>41486334ok, that sounds like detransition might be a good decision then. try not to beat yourself up over it, it's just a personal mistake and you don't sound well. It's your body and it's ok to change your mind whenever you think it's bestI don't understand why you were fixating on the "I'd be a gigahon, I'd be disgusting, I can't make it" angle if womanhood is something you don't actually want but i assume you're just echoing the kind of shit ppl say on this board out of self-loathing. i wish you the best of luck <3
>>41486657>I don't understand why you were fixating on the "I'd be a gigahon, I'd be disgusting, I can't make it" angle if womanhood is something you don't actually wantMe neither, but I'm still obsessing about transitioning daily, and every time I'm reaching the conclusion that I'd hate to transition, which unfortunately still disappoints me. I'd easily get over this when I'll find a way to be happy about being a man.>i wish you the best of luck <3Thank you :)
Fuck it, I'm posting the link againhttps://unsee cc/album#FJ01aMJDSsPq
>>41487881woah you're so fit
>>41487900I did calisthenics from 15 to 18. Was probably proud of my gains back then, so that's another reason why I'm faketrans
>>41487881You're just fishing for compliments because you know AGAMP's like myself are into your figure
>>41487925I'm not. If anything this thread backfired on me cause I wanted to get roasted. The compliments make me feel bad in a way I didn't wish for, and I can't appreciate them for what they are.
>>41487975Accept that you have an attractive, plappable torso and cute little boobs
>>41488009My torso is huge
>>41488097Are you HSTS? Find a dude with a bigger one and he can make you feel smol
>>41488764I'm unironically asexual