I find myself unable to watch and listen to hyperfeminine singers and actresses. It only reminds how much of a gross moid I am.I can't relate to female experience at any point and feel like a gross subhuman freak. I would rather avoid women all together, not because I'm jelous but bc I feel inferior. Maybe if my transition was a success things would be different but as a manmoder the only thing I see in myself as is skinwalker and abomination.Pic very much related.I used to love F+TM but since my transition failed I find myself unable to listen to her music and even more to watch her music videos. I just wonder if it has happened to anyone else?
>>41485391>I would rather avoid women all together, not because I'm jelous but bc I feel inferiorthis unironicly. I feel so bad interacting with woman because I know I'm nothing more than a crude impersonation and a failed one at that.>manmoder
>>41485391>not bc I'm jealous but bc I feel inferioris that not kind of the same ?also yeah i feel u, so much music i love i just cant listen to bc it was made by rly pretty transgirls who live actual fun and interesting lives and have friends and shit and never hrtrepped and transitioned with lots of support while they already had a life built up, i can't fucking to do this it's so overwhelming to basically just see and hear the entire world scream at you to kill yourself all the fucking time and it never stops
>>41485391>floI had to look it up and that is a cis woman.
>>41485958She is literally a female who naturally looks AMAB trans and makes AGP music. What's the problem?