>18, just graduated high school by some miracle>GPA lower than my self-esteem>no friends, no girls, no future>parents always disappointed>decide I’m done being that guy>sell most of my shit, scrape together a few thousand bucks>pack my car and drive across the country>new state, new town, nobody knows me>what if I just pretend to be someone else?>buy some clothes, learn makeup from YouTube>new name, new look>kinda works?>people actually smile at me>get called “miss” for the first time>feels weirdly right>apply for an office job just to survive>they hire me as a secretary>me, the dude who barely passed algebra>now filing papers and answering phones like a pro>coworkers are nice>guys open doors for me, compliment my hair>women chat with me like we’re friends>feel accepted for the first time ever>start to realize I’m happier than I’ve ever been>wake up excited instead of dreading life>look in the mirror and actually like who I see>nobody calls me a loser anymore>nobody expects me to fail>they just see a kind, capable young woman doing her jobOver a year later, and this was literally the best decision I've ever made. Sometimes think about the old me, but he’s gone and I’m never going back.
this is your life as a braveshit i’m unfortunately too much of a loser to shoot for the stars
>>41488880we're ALL going to make it
>>41488902What about the numerous people from this board who ended up killing themselves and are maggot food right now
>>41488935jeeez CHILL id rather be a hon than dead fwiw
>>41488935they will make it in the next life.
>>41488787Larps used to be believable.
>>41488935this board is 18+ only
>>41488787i did something like this and then i got sexually assaulted twice and now i'm back to being suicidally depressed despite passing. unfortunately, the old you can come back and you can't escape the old wolf of despair. what you experience now is a beautiful, temporary thing. treasure it before the world crushes you.
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>>41488995yeah. not much i can do about it now
