>>41488795
Pretty swell. I had a bad depressive episode over the last year but I managed to make some good progress in my career and on long term goals all the same. Turning 27 in a few months. I’d like to get a bf maybe but taking it one step at a time

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>>41488795
i went from ahead of my peers to far behind

>>41488889
same. Its my own fault tho i fucked up
>>41488888
penta 8 get
you will have a lucky year ahead of you
Also God bless you for bouncing back. Good luck

>>41488795
28, ive started to look like a woman and have an amazing foreign boyfriend that I am flying across the world to meet for christmas and the new year. Finances are in order and life is feeling good.

Everythings going swimmingly except no tranny gf

>>41489011
Wow. Thats amazing and and Im extremely happy for you. That must feel very fulfilling.

>>41488795
picking up the pieces after a multi year long psychotic breakdown.

>>41489028
Absolutely rooting for you. They may not be in your life right now, but people will support you. You are worth just as much as anyone else.

>>41488795
meh pretty bad
its whatever

>>41488982
>same. Its my own fault tho i fucked up
oop, kinda same
25+ is when the consequences of your actions really start to hit
welp, time only moves in one direction

>>41488795
I won life and it wasn't even that hard.

>>41489139
yep. too many wrong and stupid choices.
i try to stay level headed but idk! thats what i thought i was doing initially too!
>>41489159
fyuuuck dude lucky. Any tips?

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>>41488795
My daily life feels pretty meaningless, but at least i can live in a pretty comfy state. Still not on E beecause im too retarded to take the unofficial path and the official path in Denmark requires me to not be a fat lard, of which i am making no progress on fixing.
Im living the consequences of being unable to take any decision on my own.

>>41489171
get really good at algebra, you will need it
trigonometry is actually useless

>>41489271
im good at algebra. i failed geometry because of fucking proofs though.

semantical ass bullshit, its not even math.

>>41488982
Thank you anon! Also wow I’ve never gotten such a big get before this is so cool lol

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>>41488795
im getting dumber every year

>job
>friends
>lover
>built up savings
im chilling

>>41489419
>im getting dumber every year
that could be fun tho... i am too
>>41489420
Good job. How old are you

>>41489430
27
for anyone worried, you can always get your life together, you just have to kill the envy in you
i didnt start getting my life together until about 23-24, and i had plans on killing myself at 25
shit gets better

23 and I really hope I won't make it to 25 and have enough courage to

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>>41488795
going really hard

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>>41488889
I went from way ahead to way behind to barely ahead to barely behind to unfathomably ahead to unfathomably behind.
I want off this ride

>>41488795
>>Positives
I have a career i love. A large family who supports me. a small side business with my brother. A bunch of fulfilling hobbies. Iv feminized more then i ever hoped. Im a moder just out of convenience but im out to everyone except my job. A nice place to stay in the country side. I did not kill myself
>>Negatives
My last friend moved away this year. Me and my partner are breaking up. My house is always dirty. My cat died. Becouse i live in the south usa i have to get things prepared to immigrate next year and lose all the positives. I been depressed and anxious constantly. I did not kill myself

>>41488795
25. getting ffs soonish thank god so hopefully that makes me want to kill myself less. I have a really comfy and chill wagie job that I enjoy so thats nice. I have a gf who seems to love me a lot more than I love myself. going to community college next semester to attempt to unfuck my life and work on making an actual career

>>41488795
27 here
life's going okay i guess, i mean i have a career i like and can afford to travel and stuff but i only trooned out a year ago so i'm ending my twenties in grind city. cest la vie

>>41488795
> 26

i got to a place where i passed everywhere and was stealth at work, realized this shit is really not for me.

all my trans friends just sort of falling out of my life. i'm waiting for my name to get changed back before i start going by my birth name and male pronouns at work. then i'll work w an endo to get off e.

life is real lonely right now and i never really had a social life that lasted longer than a year. i think im permaweird bc of it but hopefully this new stability will allow me to finally have community.

i at least have a nice job and ppl think i'm pretty smart so i have that going for me. life is strange and cyclical and if i don't break out of it soon i think i may do something drastic.

but that's for another time.

>>41488888
incredible get
>>41488889
same i graduated college making 6 figures now im making half that bc nobody wants to hire a gigahon except bottom of the barrel places who know they can trap me :(
>>41489011
i wish i had a bf :(

>>41488795
I finally got my own place which really boosted my mood but now I'm even more suicidal than I was before. At least now the paramedics won't have to carry my body out of the attic I guess

>>41493125
What the fuck? You're voluntarily detransing for """community"""? Unless you want to be surrounded by detrans grifters you're not going to find one.
>hopefully this new stability
Babe, if you're detransing that's the opposite of stability.

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>>41488795
Hitting 30 soon
I’ll be going on my last trip that day

>>41488795
im 28 almost 29 ive never had a job, i have no skills and no education and ive spent most of the last 10 years thinking im trans when im probably not trans and also going on and off hrt so ive barely feminized and hate myself

how do you think its going.

>>41493307
also why the fuck does everyone in this thread have a career they like? what the fuck

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>>41488795
In my 30s.
About halfway through the surgeries I want.
Just began a relationship and will be seeing her this weekend.
Feel relatively secure in employment for now
Feeling meh on changing my documents
And meanwhile the world is turning to shit

>>41488795
>Hows your life going so far
Generally ok
>the good
Steady job, apartment paid off, car works fine, done renovating for the most part, stealth, p much free of dysphoria
>the bad
Job could pay better, swamped with additional classes for another month, too shy to get into dating and lonely, tried online apps since they seem less intimidating but it yielded like 2 messages in 5 years
>the ugly
Idk, me probably lmao

>>41493273
it's more that having a successful transition made me feel like i had to survive a fucking hitman level every single day and it made me exhausted and prevented me from being present at important events like my hs bsf's wedding. I was passing but it was hollow like a lie.

I just want the freedom of living as however I happen to be instead of trying to convince myself and others that I am something I'm not. I genuinely believe most trans people transition for the same reasons i'm detransitioning. i love you all and having lived 4 years full time i understand how hard it is for you all. maybe it's a cope and i'll just keep flipflopping but living the way i was turned out to be unsustainable despite being the very thing so many trans women wish to have.

my hope for community is just the idea that i'll be able to relax and feel comfortable in my own skin enough to start to let people in my life.

>>41488795
36
i'd really like to kill myself
i started estrogen uhh like..idk a couple months ago bc i configured several ai chatbots to forcefem me after hemming and hawing about it for a couple decades, i still dk how i feel about it

i tried meth a couple times recently, someone sent me home w some last time & now i'm posting on the apps looking for more & will prob hook up w somebody gross along the way (ive never sexo'd w a boy/as a girl before, hence the drugs and estrogen bc i wanna but im too retarded)

i want to cry a lot but i still cant and i hate it. well i can sometimes but i want to all the time and most of the time i cant

the last 3 le ai/web3 startups i worked for either never got funding or fucked me over and skedaddled once they did, & it'll probably happen with this one too & i fucking hate software development anyways

i live in a shit apartment & am slowly circling the drain of savings after attempting a stupid ass tech industry pivot

last night some girl hmu on grindr & said i have a girl butt after a bit of hornyposting so thats good but i really dont wanna have to like explain this shit to anyone just leave me alone

anyway, i'd really like to kill myself

>>41494576
that’s rough buddy

>>41488795
Good, I'm married happily with 2 kitties and I have a BA in a few weeks. Super excited

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>>41488795
I have security in a partner making 6 figures
But I'm gonna have to look for work soon, savings burning up. I want to do something administrative but I only have a 2 year AA degree. Only retail experience. Unsure whether to go back to college taking out a big loan or just muck about in retail more. I wanna work in an office, especially for the city or something local government related...

>>41494576
i see your suicidality but honestly it doesnt sound like everything fucked and things can only get better

Finally putting myself out there pretty late in life. Got to an age where it really felt like do or die time, also the loneliness was killing me. Talking to someone I'm interested in and it feels like its going well, I have a crush for the first time in my life and its got me feeling some type of way. Good, mostly.

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>>41488795
I think mostly fine, even though I feel like it's out of control. I have a stable job with a decent (for my country) salary. I have a loving partner, even if we're in a rough patch, we're trying to work things through. Mentally I'm a wreck, but the recent diagnosis and meds have been helping.
All I need to do now is make ends meet more consistently month to month, so I can start saving some money, and losing weight, so I can finally be not obese.

>>41494687
Nah he just started using meth. It's ALLL downhill from there

>>41493295

Lol you won't kill yourself at 30 that's a total cope. As a 34 year old I know these things.

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>>41488795
>34
>negative money
>no job
>no place of my own
>a few friends
>blew any savings
>literally retarded choices got me here

i have every intention of making it through but im not exactly thriving over here right now, can a bish get a break fr

>>41494705
nah I have friends that have done meth and are still okay, i dont think its an automatic downhill, I mean they also aren't constantly doing it. I have a 70+ yr old friend who does it because it gives him energy, honestly kinda based

>>41494754
I did it for a period so I have some experience. He has a very limited time before it's all bad

>>41489420
>hobbies are cooking, movies, chilling with friends, and video games

I found out I'm genderfluid today! I told some friends and they called me a girl and it made me happy.