Okay but the tranny thoughts DO eventually go away, right? Like I've made it this long, and I've spent the majority of it NOT consciously wanting to be a girl, it's obviously some kind of fucked up side effect of being a sexually repressed terminallyonline AGPtard yuricuck.Even if I did troon out it would be way too late, I would literally look like a fucking monster and my entire family would be sickened and ashamed when they found out.Like I can't actually be stuck in a body I hate for the rest of my life because of some sick fetish, right, this is blatant mental illness and a schizophrenic delusion.I will NEVER be a woman and it's completely illogical to even give it thought, it has to go away if I ignore it long enough. I cannot ACTUALLY be a fucking tranny.
please I can’t transition it will ruin my life I’ll lose everything I’ve spent the last 3 days unable to leave my bed JSUT trying and cutting and I cannot do this it’s getting unbearable I feel like I’ll die if I don’t troon out I have my hrt sitting under my sweaters in my drawer but I can’t do it I’ll ruin everything my family uni my friends my job any hope of making I don’t wanna troon out how can I rep harder how can I be repchad please any advice I will take
Idk I’m scared tooI think I got bit a tranny and got infected too.It’s all I think about now. Now I see all these old people I once knew are now trannies. Like how is that possible? Why is everyone trooning out? I don’t want to be a tranny, but I don’t know what to do anymore
>>41490107>Make me a repper againreali unfortunately am already a lost cause
I don’t wanna transition I don’t want to have to and I’ve listened to the csh discography 3 times this week which is never a good sign I love how this feels I love how it hurts and it feels like my dying I never wanna escape this but it’s bad enough that I feel I actually need to transition I’m so scared of femininity like me being a MAN anything feminine abt is faggoryy and disgraceful to my senpai
>>41490149I know and I know so many HAPPY and passing and some not even passing troons and I’ll never have the capacity to be happy as a human - I WILL NEVER BE A HUMAN - stay strong with Nona we can’t do it but idk even I’m a retard who hates themself and fantasies constant abt my suicide
>>41490107?i bet i am the longest time repper on this site (not bragging, in shame, and there are like ppl stopping repping at like 90 but they're not here really)... and the thoughts never go away unless it's 100% a kink thing and let's be honest it isn't.not saying you should trans with hormones but at least acknowledge it as a genuine part of you...>>41490149that tranny was me :3 meow![for those in know i'm joking]
Dear reppers I have written a poem to inspire you. If you are male take a lot of testosterone and you will feel amazing knowing that you are safe in THE MACHT UND KRAFT of your birth and only sex. If you are female, take anavar for the same reason. ONLY THROUGH COURAGE AND STRENGTH CAN we of both sexes Rep forever Dear reppers , strive to make things right,Don't troon/poon out, but use all your MIGHT.It's necessary for us to roar and yellFor the martial forces greatern ourselves.Reppers roar and reppers rise,Tongue punch twink bussy as your prize.Lick the star that tastes like tobacco, Make him orgasm. Even though Every day you look in mirror And wish you could be thinner?Sin of Sodom falls on you!Anal penetration is an inverted poo.Do not try to be a woman because That is not possible. Instead fussA lovers hair and have a wife and kids.It's your necessity. Do not weaken yr jizz Or you will be a cack handed faggot,Half this, half that, a TRUE CROSS BREED laggard That if you exist then nations will fall.If born female remember that Kathleen Stock And Helen Joyce need you for their army. Stop Being a faggot and be a real women. Be a TERF, Join the Cass n Levy New Model Army, surf The net and stop traumatised teens from Mutilating themselves for the gratification of The male sex. It's simply that, all I've said is true, Whether faggot or duke, it DOES apply to you.You're not Egabalus or the Chevalier d'Eon, all Those don't exist. Public universal friend should end, Most women-as-men were victims of rape. Fall For the same old lies of patriarchy both of you do, bend To peer pressure. You're a mentally illLad or Lass who should become strong, behold iron will And punish the nations who do wrong.... End poem.I find when I write these my desire to transition is muted for about five minutes. So I will keep writing and posting
>>41490107hii :3wya? ike not asking you to seduce you or anything, but maybe i could help a little?>>41490140most kind anons were anons (((kind)))
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>>41492514i dont think anyone here has the solution to this problem, unfortunately.
>>41490145Just take the HRT. you can take HRT without acting like a cringelord
>>41490107>op is a minor
>>41490220>not saying you should trans with hormones but at least acknowledge it as a genuine part of you...unfortunately very true
Just take HRT for 3 months. That's the solution. It's not really a big deal and if you want to you can just stop taking it if you don't want to anymore. If you don't do at least this you might as well shut the fuck up about your whining. It's literally all reversible. After a month you'll feel much more clear headed and after a couple more weeks you'll be able to make a much more informed decision with an actual functioning mind to boot. And you can still decide to get off, but make that decision when you get to it. Trust me I've been on and off several times and it's fine, nothing permanent happens. This is the most useful and actionable advice I can give.
>>41490107>Okay but the tranny thoughts DO eventually go away, right?lol
>>41490107You aren’t a trannyYou aren’t repressingYou are just a failure of a human beingThat’s ok you can make up for it by being useful to othersDo that instead of wallowing in your own failure and finding new copes like trans shit to fill your time till your deathOr idkJoin the local transbian polycule and due of aidsUp to you.
>>41493916HOLY SHIT KYS YOU FUCKING SCUM BAG
>>41490166will toledo makes great music for reppers considering he wrote a lot of his faggiest music while trying to be like "haha no bro I'm not gay I sswear I just like and want to have sex with dudes its not gay lol"
>>41493971lelelel someone got le triggered
>>41490107they say tranny is a brain hormone issue. Meaning no, it wont go away. Its built into the system baybeeeeee, but hey, many of us went through the same stage of 'nononono this can't be happening' and turned out okay, so...theres hope
>>41490107lol you got cognitohazardedor if you wanna get old school, the tranny boomers called it having your bell rung
>>41490145>uniIf you're a kid in uni it's not to late to troon out retard.
>>41493965uhhhh I felt like this since I was young n I’m a fag man so>>41493971Why?
>>41490107> the tranny thoughts DO eventually go away, right?what you're doing isn't cute or funny, it's sad and pathetic.You know full well that the tranny thoughts don't go away> it's some kind of side effect of being a repressed AGPtardthe other way around. You become an AGPtard if you rep throughout your teenage years and refuse yourself any kind of feminine expression.Because you refused to entertain the idea of transitioning and only expressed these desires through sexual stuff and cooming - now the AGP shit is your only outlet> I can't actually be stuck in a body I hate for the rest of my lifeit happens> this is blatant mental illness and a delusionIt is some sort of a mental thing, but nobody knows how to treat it besides trooning.Though the "delusion" part is where you, OP, are still telling yourself the tranny thoughts will go away magically. Most trannies are very aware of their situation, that's why they start HRT, do laser, so surgeries. Id they were delusional they'd just ID as women and wouldn't transition medically
>>41490202stop giving false hope. hrt only works if you win the genetic lottery. If you look like a man already you're probably already doomed
>>41498923It's palliative care that prevents dysphoria from getting worse
I think trying hrt every few years can remind you it's impossible. So just get it through your system. It's what I do
>>41498923not that anon, butI realize reppers have arrested development, but you need to let go of the teenage black or white thinking, there are options in between "perfect happy youngshit passoid" and "miserable gigahon".Manmoders live better lives than full-on repressors because minimizing masc features is a good way to treat dysphoria. Obviously manmoders aren't 100% fulfilled in life and happy, but it's still better than total repression.Also you have to realize that total repression is the biggest cause behind boomehons - your brain gets totally fried after 4 decades of repping, and by the time you're 50 you turn into that delusional hon that nobody wants to be, because you just stop caring at that point.You reppers are pussies so be honest with yourselves, you're not gonna sui, you're gonna continue living. So if you continue living, why wouldn't you want to minimize your misery by manmoding? Do laser, learn makeup, crossdress at home - don't ID as a woman IRL
You need to start but it’s never too late
