Being a twenty-four year old manmoder is one of the most isolating things a human being can experience. I did everything right; I lost more than a third of my bodyweight in the last year, and I've been on HRT for half that time. My estrogen levels are through the roof, and my testosterone levels are nuked. Yet, I don't look any more feminine than I did a year ago. At best, people think I'm a few years younger than I actually am. I can't surgerymaxx either, since I was born impoverished and black, and all of my current and future job prospects are mediocre at best.I would kill myself, but I'm too scared, so I'm just holding on to the fleeting hope that I become a passoid someday (unlikely). But in all likelihood, I'm probably just going to stay a HRT manmoder. As much as it sucks, at least I'm not quite as suicidal as I was prior to HRT.Anyway, how do I cope, /tttt/?
>>41491893> I'm blackSome black women look like men naturally lol. Blacks are the best passing ftms, worst passing mtfs.
Be ultimate Tyrone and ravish all the white pussy!!!
>>41492021I tried that back when I was suppressing my troon thoughts back by becoming a manwhore in the final phases of my repping. It wasn't as... "Racially charged," but it left me even more depressed than I was before.
>>41491951I'm more of a Zendaya black. Light, but still visibly not white. Not that I want to be white. I just dislike some of the systemic disadvantages.
>>41492119basedalso you should be weight cycling. like estrogen is just changing your fat patterns to your thighs n stuff. So losing weight might be counterintuitive
>fell for the HRT lie
>>41491893left mogs me
>>41491893fakemoders and newfags know not the pain of a truemoder. give it two years and then start bitching and moaning about being a manmoder on mmg. maybe it'll take three years cause you started late. chances are you probably won't ever look passable btw, passing is only attainable for a select few tbhondesu.
>>41492516Weight cycling isn't going to fix my masculine bone structure. Even skinny, I'm wide as a football player. It's over for me.>>41493170>chances are you probably won't ever look passable I know I won't, that's why I'm asking for advice. I refuse to be an optics-nuking hon.
it’s literally all autopedophilic fetishism. you all should be on sex offender lists not estrogen lmfao
>>41493461wild take
>>41491893I wish I knew how to cope too, because I'm so fucked I'm not even sure ffs will save me. But I care about you and I want you to be happy.
>>41493461Put a shotgun barrel in your mouth and blow your fucking brains out, nigger.
>>41493408if you want actual advice, here it is. it's too early to give up, you're only 6 months in. swap to injections if you're not already on them. it takes two years to see any actual noticeable improvement. one thing you can do is go laser your facial hair off at a clinic that has a nd:yag 1064nm laser. you're going to have to give up a few years of your life to go on the grind, but get a job or go to school, get insurance and save up so you can get bogged. I promise you it does get better, slightly. but let go of delusions of passing without surgery, and learn to cope.
>>41494238keys faggot, leave her alone instead of using her as an outlet for pathetic lot in life.
>>41491893me on the left
>>41494355You're so retarded and angry, you can't even form a coherent sentence.
>>41491893>Anyway, how do I cope, /tttt/?Just be androgynous. Look after your bodyDo skincareHave a haircut you likeFind clothes that fit and suit your body that you like to wearHons look like hons cause they dress hyper femme with unpassing bodies. All the power to those who do. But yeah just look after yourself. Be fit and healthy and forget about gender. People find androgynous people beautiful you just have to dress like you know you're androgynous and not like someone who's failing at being a woman or failing at being a man.
>>41493461Whatever man
>>41494332>get a job or go to school, get insurance and save upI have a job and I'm going to school. I've only managed to save $3,000 in half a year though, and my insurance is crap. >let go of delusions of passing without surgeryI can't afford enough surgery.
>>41494435Genuine, solid advice that will fall onto deaf ears in this bait thread
>>41494584real, op seems to be informing actual advice.
>>41491893Almost all boymoders look like the one on the left.
fixed it for uou
>>41491893you left out the norwooding on the left THOUGH, t. >>41493025
>>41491893>picrelwhat am i as a hrt at 21
>>41491893what if i started hrt between 20 and 25?
Can't you just like commit credit fraud or something and get FFS? I think that's what I'd do if I was poor and wanted to pass.
>>41497614tbdesu im not balding im just manlier and uglier than the manmoder pictured
