>crossdresser since child>watch trans porn>"wow so hot">"wow i wish i were her"have I just fapped my way into wanting to be a tranny or is this a sign of something deeper?
It's early onset AGP. It's the most common type of trans in natal males.
>>41494678I call it the tranny paradox. Which came first, the gender identity or the AGP?What a massive coincidence that all trannies ALSO find it sexual gratifying to fill the female role during sex.
>>41494678Get on HRT as soon as humanly possible, do anything you can to get it dont give up no matter what
>>41494780What do you know that the OP doesn’t?
>>41494686so trooning is the best course?>>41494758I've seen some transwomen say this is just a fetish. At least for me it's like the only thing that works (for sex). But if it is a fetish I don't even know how I'd resolve it.>>41494780I'm in a city where I can just walk in and tell them I'm trans and they'll hook me up.
>>41494820>so trooning is the best course?Well, that depends how far the AGP has progressed. If you can strictly limit it to occasional private activities, then I'd suggest doing that. AGPs who transition after the onset of puberty do not tend to get good results. Getting good results is the biggest factor in whether people are satisfied with transitioning.
>>41494847I mean wouldn't it keep progressing regardless? It's that I don't think I can have a fulfilling sex life if I'm not presenting as a girl
>>41494895Only if you let it. The most important thing is to solidify your connection to male life. Go out and do things with your bros as a bro instead of puttering around your home wearing women's clothing and thinking about trans stuff.
>>41494921I do but the thoughts are always there and always come back. I'd have to basically never watch tv or go online again because seeing some mtf living a good life would trigger all the thoughts again.
>>41494921don’t listen to this nigga it’s fucking over get those hormones and a miniskirt and a chastity cage and a thong this is your life now bitch
>>41494686Agp doesn't exist though
>>41494985i don't want a cage. I want to be a vers girl. i like dominant men but i also love the sight of a super masc man intensely sucking my dick.
>there’s different types of transsexuals>one is called autogynephilia>it’s where guys who watch porn start to identify as the womanwhere were you when Nick Fuentes called AGPs out in front of Tucker Carlson?
>>41494966Do you deliberately seek out trans content online? Stop that.If you want some discouragement: actually being a woman is tedious, uncomfortable, and stressful for most troons. Their hair, makeup, and clothing must be fully on point for them to pass, or come close to passing. For most of them, the thrill gradually fades over time. They're left with what could be described as a second job that they can never quit.Sticking with the occasional indulgence of the fantasy is a lot easier. Set aside some time once a week, do your thing, put it back in the drawer, then get back to your straightforward male life. It's a lot easier than endlessly trying to make your body look female.
>>41495008i crossdressed before puberty. would this still apply?
>>41495031Yes. AGP is the autoheterosexuality in males. Sexual orientation can express itself prepuberty: children can develop platonic crushes on each other. Autoheterosexuality is no different: platonic cross-dressing as a way of acting out the platonic crush on oneself as the opposite sex.
>>41495029Even if I don't deliberately seek it out, if I saw some HBO show and there was a trans character, it would trigger the thoughts for me. Honestly in real life too. I know how much work it is. I've gotten dolled up before and it made me realize I'd want FFS. I'm 5'6" and I've been focusing all my weightlifting on things that will give me shape in my ass. It's just the thoughts don't go away.
Did you always want to be her or did you find her hot first? This scares the shit out of me I love trannies but I don't want to turn into one
>>41495094GAMPs date AGPs then become AGAMPs themselves. This has happened for decades.>>41495070Most troons in media don't pass, because if they did pass then them being a troon would be pointless. Why would you want to be a non-passing troon, on display for everyone to mock?
>>41495001you don’t wear the cage 24/7 sister
>>41495116No part of me wants to be feminine, I was told you all had feminine or crossdressing tendencies. I don't want to turn into a tranny!
>>41495094ONE OF US ONE OF US
>>41495153I don't know which part of my reply you're referencing.
>>41495174Gamps turning into trannies. I've always dated women and never wanted to be one>>41495165I will floor it top speed into an overpass if it happens to me.
>>41495116>Most troons in media don't pass, because if they did pass then them being a troon would be pointless. Why would you want to be a non-passing troon, on display for everyone to mock?I mean like if I see Hunter Schafer or Carmen Carrera it just instantly lights up my mind>>41495147I wouldn't want it ever>>41495094Hard to say. More like I was very interested at first and didn't know why. But ideally I want to be hot.
>>41495226Sounds nothing like me phew
>>41495050this OPexploring this shit without shame helped me to realise that i'm just autosexual, and helped me to realise that i can be attracted to myself as a man too. and being an attractive man is far more achievable for met. 6'4 with a radio voice
>>41495216you’re gonna get on the floor for a MAN
>>41495279>helped me to realise that i can be attracted to myself as a man tooI have never been attracted to myself as a man. I hardly look in the mirror. I've had people compliment me on my looks but I just always brush it off as them being nice.
>>41495226Hunter Schafer doesn't pass despite blocking puberty. Carmen Carrera passes and she didn't block puberty at all. AGP and HSTS, respectively.
>>41495226>>41495420 again. Do you think Hunter passes?
>>41495419That's probably a sign that you would struggle to pass as female.
>>41495420I'm okay not passing 100%. I think Hunter looks amazing. She looks like she could be from some English noble family.>>41495437I think she passes enough. I like her look.>>41495467I'm ok not 100% passing.
>>41495568If I looked like Hunter then I'd go be a man.
>>41495585If I looked like Hunter I would not detrans
>>41495419i totally relate to this as i used to be the same waylearning how to look after my skin, hair, eyebrows, getting fit and lean - all the stuff that i was planning to do for transition anyway helped me to see myself as an attractive man. worth trying and if it fails you'll be in a better position to be an attractive womanofc i'm just assuming you're a shabby, neglected mess given that you can't handle looking at your own reflection. if not then disregardalso try shrooms
>>41495602That shoulder to hip ratio is atrocious, and she only has what little waist definition she has because she's practically skeletal. She looks like a young Seth Green.
>>41495613oh I already do a lot of this. Esthetician, derm, etc. I generally have always shaved myself clean shaven my whole life, against the grain for extra smooth. But I don't have much facial hair as is. When I'm out as a guy I get hit on by older gay guys super hard. Like I was buying something in the grocery store and a guy comes up to me and goes "no you don't want that one, come with me and I'll show you a better one" and he links his arm with me and takes me over there. I just kind of went with it. >ofc i'm just assuming you're a shabby, neglected mess given that you can't handle looking at your own reflection. if not then disregardfair assessment. I haven't revealed much about myself here. and this has higher odds on a board such as this.>also try shroomsI've done acid more recently and I enjoyed it. I will try shrooms soon when I have like a few days off work. >>41495643I don't care
>>41495684lol. you're definitely hot thentry out diy e. it's not a huge commitment and you can always stop if you don't like it
>>41494678Ive liked them for years but never wanted to be one. I think its a you thing. If you think porn brainwashes you just watch straight porn and see if it changes anything
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>>41496472straight porn never did anything for me>>41496532what are you doing in my thread weirdo
>>41496608>straight porn doesnt make me straightExactly. People be blaming porn when its their own unresolved or suppressed feelings and shit.
>>41496532Nice legs, i can see them on my shoulders
>>41494678I got into tranny porn randomly as a teen when looking for porn and that just made me want to fuck trans women not be one.
>>41494921>solidify your connection to male life. Go out and do things with your bros as a broabsolutely viscerally disgusting if you have ounce or two of awareness and deeper thoughts and feels. trurly self dehumanizing
>>41496687>made me want to fuck trans women not be oneand did you?
>>41494678…said no one ever
>>41497416what do you mean?
>>41496636I think if straight porn did that I would have watched a ton of it to fix myself
