At what age did you first begin to suspect you might be gay?
>>414956588-11ish? I mean I had my first boycrush in 1st grade but I was too much of a dumb idiot child to know it was a crush.I dated a guy for the first time in middle school. We were on and off until highschool. Early 2000s Texas didn't have a lot of open gays in it.Id imagine hes probably dead now. Was anorexic asf last time I saw him and on deaths door.
>>414956589 or 10somewhere around there
>>41495658didnt think about it til i was 18
>>41495658When I was 12 and jacking off with my straight friend to straight porn and realized I was paying more attention to his body than the pornI started sucking off guys two years laterI didn't lose my anal virginity until I was 17 though
>>41495698how did you not notice other boys around you at all?
I'm attracted to men.I was never attracted to boys. They're pale skinny sticks with squeaky voices and smell bad. Also I'm not a pedo.
When I was 3 or 4 I asked my self>am I gay?I thought long and hard about it and came to the conclusion that I’m notI think I was right because I’m 29 and still not gay.
>>41495723growing up i was always attracted to women. then eventually i had one in bed with me and didnt feel anything lol
>>41495674fucking whiplash seeing my art being posted here
>>41495767oh godtranny bichud brain
>>41495706nasty pedophile
>>41495875i wouldnt call myself bi, but whatever suits you anon ^^
>>41495658idk but i remember doing some really gay stuff when i was a kid>tried kissing my older cousin when we were home alone and another instance when we were sledding, got rejected both times>made out with my 2nd grade classmate in the boys bathroom and another time during 6th grade>used bananas, carrots, and the handle of a hairbrush as a substitute dildo and pretending my friend was fucking methere are other moments but these are the most vivid memories i have
>>41495950>another time during 6th gradethat's pretty fucking gay. like no more exploring time, you're just gay
I think i had boycrushes but I figured it out when I had a really good friend I wanted to date and I wished I was gay so I could do that.
I don't think I was aware that was a thing, but when I was like 5 or younger my mom lectured me about digging through her clothes, then those talks became constant, stuff like "you can have a normal life even if you are like that" were common during my childhood, she also constantly talked about her gay friend and how in her hometown there were a lot of "them".
>>41495658Maybe after like 5 or 10 years of watching gay porn. I'm still suspect about it though.
>>41496275>I'm still suspect about it though.
>>41495658Buried it hard until I was like 23 due to homophobia in family. Every now and then I'd see a dude and crush on them, ranging from chads to femme twinks. I really realized I was gay when a twink I was crushing on trooned out, and I felt repulsed. Anyways still not out irl, but flirting with people on the internet
