I am starting question my own gender identity now that I'm 24, and i feel like an AGP and a fraud is both annoying and scary, due to being exposed to porn as a kid. I go back and forth telling myself looking back in my childhood looking at the probability that maybe something was there or not and if there's nothing there it also doesn't help that i was diagnosed with autism at a young age so makes it hard to understand this. if it cause of what porn did to my brain than I am ok with feeling shameful about it and I hope I am able to fix this issue with professional help for this because I just want to stop thinking about this and move on to being some retarded normie.hopefully this makes sense and thanks for reading my schizopost.
>>41496381If you genuinely think porn makes you this way, just watch straight porn to reverse it and turn you back. Of course thats not how anything works. But since you are being delusional anyway you might as well test that assumption instead of having anxiety about the uncertainty.
>>41496381i was like this and ended up trooning few days after turning 25. best decision ive ever made
>>41496730>Watch straight porn>laughs in gay faggotI posted this last night when I was really anxious and just having really hateful outlook of myself, I just wish someone would tell me thats its all in my head or if its not but eh might as well continue being delusional
>>41496730i thinking watching extreme porn for the first time at a young age is definitely going to shape you more than watching marginally tamer pornographic content later in life
I didn't watch porn and my fantasies were AGP long before it, most normal men do not watch porn and look yeah I wanna be that girl there. And even if was caused by porn, gl "curing" your sexuality.
>>41496381i first experienced AGP at age 4. this was years and years before i knew what sex and porn was. it's like a part of my childhood brain just instinctively knew that it feels nice to feel girly.
>>41498485>>41498485I really wish I can unfuck this whole thing up honestly, kind feel ashamed but it seems i will have to wait till this phase is over.
I apologies for making this post, I am now realizing that Im being a schizotard
>>41496381>AGP and a fraudDescribe both why you think you're agp and a fraud
>>41500851feels like porn and my autism has scrambled my mind regarding gender and I used to watch a lot of porn growing up, I did have questions about gender in late teen years and when I turned 20. I always felt with the history I with porn back then and now makes me feel like it is AGP or I am just retarded sperg, and if I do figure this gender issue in the end that its not what i desire cause it was all for nothing then I am just contributing to a stereotype which republicans love to use that word and even if it is just a phase or I am being delusional the feeling of feel like a fraud for even talking about it sometimes with trans friends is still there.I hope this answers something
>>41498464Then you end up as a slutty bisexual but not trans. Watching milf and gilf porn at a young age didnt make me want to become a woman. It made me wanna fuck older women. Big difference
