I want to start girlmoding and voice training at home. I was too unwell to do it earlier and just wanted to dissociate constantly, but biochemical dysphoria relief and my antidepressants have made things better.So far I've been trying to cope with the whole situation with irony. I couldn't stand being called my deadname, so my parents instead started calling me "Pudding", a weird nickname from when I was a small child. They didn't even use any pronouns, they just said "the pudding". It was so fucking dumb it was funny and it weirdly helped me cope.If I were to take the leap of faith and start girlmoding at home now, I would unavoidably have a horrible mickey mouse voice for the first couple of months / years. My appearence also wouldn't change at all, I'd still be an ugly gigahon.If even I struggle to see myself as a woman because of what puberty did to me, why would my parents be any different? I can imagine they just see me as a weird straight twink / faggy boy that loves and idealizes women to the point he wants to be one. If I died in an accident, maybe they would bury me under my deadname without even realizing it's hurtful.What should I do here? Are there any sort of tests I can do to see how they perceive me?
>How do you know whether your parents actually see your as your real gender or not?If you have to ask, they don't. They almost never will.Now how you want to deal with that is up to you. But what is 15+ years of growing you as a boy/girl is just not going to change in most peoples eyes so its probably not something worth even stressing about that much. If it happens, it's usually over a long time, many years after transition.
>>41497291>Now how you want to deal with that is up to you. But what is 15+ years of growing you as a boy/girl is just not going to change in most peoples eyes so its probably not something worth even stressing about that much. If it happens, it's usually over a long time, many years after transition.i feel like this is what most transwomen don't get. It's too much to ask normies to *genuinely* express and think of you as your target gender the moment you come out. Its easier if you actually have been on hrt like 3y but the reality is that unless you actually were faggy or pass extremely well, most people that knew you from before will consider you still a guy.
I am 99.99% sure my dad does.But he's also in jail for extreme rapes.So...
>>41497261Parents tend to always remember you the way you were when you were little. In your case, a genderless dessert.
>>41497261>actually>realTroons need to learn to shut up and be happy with what they got. No, for the last time, you will never *actually* be a *real* boy. Pinocchoe ass bitch.
>>41497315You should suck his dick.
>>41497315>extreme rapesIs he like Tony Hawk or what's the deal
