i dont like having friends. spending time with people doesnt make me feel better, maybe i have fun at the time but ten seconds later its like it never happened. i used to want friends so badly and hated being alone but now its all ive known for so long i just want things to stay isolated forever. i have my computer, i have books and music and movies and shows and people on twitch and twitter and youtube to be parasocial towards, im fine. ill be fine.
oh yeah also im gay or whatever forgot to say, maybe dysphoria is what drove me away from people or people away from me doesnt matter anymore i guess
>>41497601Sever autism thing, I think. Also you probably just dont really get on with those people in the first place, Im pretty similar and Ive never met anyone I actually personally liked/felt similar to. Some people just cant ever make connections
together alone
it's just exhausting really, I feel bad for sometimes flaking on my few friends because I just realize that I can't deal with socializing after all at that moment
>>41499574what do you think would help us make us feel connected
i think connection is just not possible and we've always existedanimals seem to get it sometimes
same here. wish i had more to add, but I feel the exact same
>>41497601i only care abt one person at a time the rest can all fade away
>>41500700exactly, better to just stay away from everyone forever to keep from disappointing even more people
I feel like even i make queer "friends" they will still see me as weird and off putting.
>>41502433Most of those 'queer' people are literally just zoomer normies though
>>41505022yeah it's hard to actually find ones that are relatable tbhq
