i resent trannies but i envy them so much its unrealand thus i resent what i envythis really shouldnt be possible
>>41504913so are you a repressing ftm or a repressing mtf
>>41504913yeah
>>41504913Why would you envy us? Being a gay boy whose skeleton naturally feminized on him seems rather an unenviable fate to me.
>>41504966i really dunno manfor some reason i came across one of those X month on HRT timelines on fb as a kid before puberty started and thought wow that was amazing, she looked so prettyand went down the rabbit hole of researching what features you would get at X month of HRT, and watching tgtf sequences on tumblr/deviantartthat was before puberty started and i saw myself heading in the opposite direction of what i coveted so muchand every day i would possing at certain angles in front of the mirror, hoping to see an androgynous woman in the mirror/any reflective surface, and lately i just cant see her and it really made me sadam i hitting twinkdeath? please i just want to see her one more time
>>41505105nona enjoy your life please
>>41505158wdym i resent myself this is my fault for being so vain for wanting what isnt mine to possess
>>41505185Holy shit, if you want it just take it. You sound like you're in total despair over this
>>41505105Yet more evidence that exposing kids to troons messes them up.Most troons don't pass, even if they block male puberty, because a significant amount of masculinization is baked in long before puberty happens.
>>41505105just take the damn estrogen
you are freaks and i hate the fact that i want to be a freak and i hate that it is even remotely possible to become a freaki dont wanna be seen as a monster and every time i see a tranny in my head i jeer at them for being so ugly, but i just cant look away, i cant shake the fact that i am even uglier, that my hips are too narrow, and my waist is all wrong
>>41505105take the estrogen dumbass
>>41505301become one of us and dare to believe you'll be a beautiful girl. thread the needle and make it out the other side as the woman you actually are. the longer you wait the harder it'll get. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. There is still time.
>>41505301ok tranny. 5mg every 5 days estradiol valerate and you will feel better
>>41505301Why do you think it makes you a freak?
>>41504913what was fhis game again i remember playing it on itch
would things be different if back then i came across a picture of a kid growing up to become a gentleman? not some timeline of a 17 yo depressed twink becoming a chubby tranny? woukd it have been different if i didnt feed the agp and let myself grow the fuck upcan i make myself normal again? i dont wanna spend another day scraping the net fruitlessly for another transition story / timeline online just for a disgusting self insert, i really am tired
>>41505359boa retina watched a full playthrough after it got released made me cry so bad it hurt
>>41505363>can i make myself normal againnope tranny thoughts dont go away
>>41504913don't become an ugly old resentful manyou can become a pretty trans woman do it
>>41505105Take your pills alice
>>41505363>feed the agpBlanchard says take your girl pills sweetheart
>>41505357i dunno i want the clothes i want to wear to fit but i am scared that they dont. i bought them but didnt want to put it on, like i just left it there and eventually gave them away after realising i bought them but they arent minei want makeup to me feel pretty but to see my ugly moid face as i plaster makeup really makes me wanna cryi am an interloper. an invader
>>41505471you're gender dysphoric and disconnected from your body. we all felt like that anon.
>>41505363yeah but there's only one way to feel even remotely normal again and that's to become a woman. I'm like a year into transition and while I'm basically just a twinkhon I feel infinitely more sane and normal and well-adjusted than i did before i started trooning outlemme put this to u another wayby trooning out i stand to lose my family, my friends, employment opportunities and housing opportunities. I'm hated by most of the world and a solid majority of the country just voted to throw away everything in the hopes i end up dead, somehow, someway. you wanna know what I regret the most? Not trooning out earlier.
>>41505471i am no different from the buy and purge boomerhonsplus Blanchard did say that AGPs embellish about their childhood to make themselves sound more valid, and therefore i must be leaving out the aprts of myself that would make me a rapey MEF, because that is what a conniving AGP would do to themselves
sahaquiel looking ass
>>41505507You've been on this site for too long. I promise you you can be happy with yourself as the person you wanna be. You're not less for wanting it, it's just a difficult process. Even if it hurts at first, don't let yourself be miserable anymore
HRT does a lot and probably more than you think. It’s great. Changing your sex is really cool and fun. I recommend it. You deserve quality transition healthcare and are capable of making the best decisions for yourself.
>>41504913OP, I hope you're okay. I hope you can work this out and if you wanna talk, I'm sure there'll still be people here for you to talk to :)
>>41505586HRT does very little. If you're not already physically feminine, you're screwed.
>>41506092I'm a monster but it still helped me
