These colder months are associated with 'seasonal depression', but suicides peak during the summer. Just something about it. July thru September are the worst for it imo, and around this time of year I feel a weight lifted off my shouldersToday I was thinking about it. I think some of us are just predisposed or even fated to go out that way. And fate is one of those things gay and trans people are more attuned to feeling than normal people. Maybe you get what I mean like, not WANTING to k yourself but knowing that it is your fate to, and so it's a real fight to stay here. That's how he felt to me.So, I have to be up in a few hours but, ig I was just feeling relieved to be over that hump again, and thought you might feel the same, so cheers to that xx
>>41506320i honestly feel like my seasonal depression is worse in the summer, no clue why>knowing that it is your fate toi was originally going to say no, but i guess i really do think this. in high school it felt more like some default assumption that i'd be dead before i was out, but not much about killing myselfnow though, after over 7 years as a neet, i really do feel as though i'm just riding it out until i kms
