I despised being attracted to women. And I despised my male body. I only had a degredation fetish for men.I couldn't be gay because my body and male personality was undesirable. I couldn't be a transbian because penetrating other women was a horriffic concept.So I retrained my body using unspeakable methods, and finally forced myself to have sex with men.It began as an occasional indulgence of my suppressed degradation fetish.But soon my body learned to crave men.Boyfriends followed, and eventually romantic attraction, gradually at first, but then stronger and faster than I had ever felt. Real longing... needing.I learned to be dependant and timid, to crave protection, and to relish in how they saw me: as an object of desire, shrouded in mysticism.Eventually, my attraction to women ceased. Only envy and admiration remain. Even when i try, I cannot imagine having sex with a woman, or even seeking it out.Very soon now, my penis will be surgically removed, and my transformation... my liberation... will be complete.
based but also youre a fucking freak
>>41511865ew, this board really is no different from sissy subreddits
>>41512133Sorry, but I'm not satisfied In a world where the % of trans lesbains is more than 10x greater than the % of cis lesbians. I refuse to be seen as a predator trying to put my "gock" inside women. I never want to feel anxiety about whether I can perform for a woman, and have her emotionally reassure me when i can't. I wasn't going to let testosterone win the battle for my mind.I give zero fucks that you think it's some kind of fetish. I want a liveable enjoyable life for myself, the kind that cis women have automatically.
>>41512518>I refuse to be seen as a predatordirecting your perversion towards men won't make people think otherwise lmao
>>41512688Yes, it does. I'm no threat to men, they get hard and fuck me. And take me on dates, and say my personality is cute and quirky.When I was a guy people said I was annoying and arrogant and intimidating. They were constantly frustrated with me and wanting to compete with me and debate me, or just ignored and avoid me.Also btw calling trans people perverted shows you latently have right wing transphobic beliefs. Personally I think people's personal choices are fine as long as it doesn't harm anyone.
didn't make you happy though, did it?
>>41511865why do you keep making these threadsyou're just gay and you always were
>>41511865>>41512518>>41512750BASED BASED BASEDI've been doing this too and it's been going well so far. this reasoning is my exact mindset too lmfao
>>41512133There is a difference. while sissies do it for their own inherent pleasure, this is for the sake of optics and troonkind
I will change it back.t. man
you are going to have a psychotic break and detrans and become a born-again christian
>>41512518you write like a male
This is my favorite ongoing horny larp
>>41511865>>41512518wait until you redevelop attraction for women after SRS nona
>>41512831It actually did make me happy, my life dif a 180 degree shift in mood. Would never dream of killing myself now. And it stopped me from being a gamer who lives online.
>>41513118This is sexist actually. If you think brains have sexes then you believe gay kids should be forcibly trooned. Or something. For the record I am not against children transitioning with a doctor's approval.>>41513461This would be very interesting indeed.
>>41511865Why are all these MEF/AGP/AGAMP MFs idolise K-pop girls? Sure, they're hot but they all look and sound the same.
>>41513032Wh.. what did you mean by this??>>41513077I think i am way way too AGP to ever detrans. >>41512855The bullies called me gay over and over. I couldn't defeat them or get girls, but i could suck their cocks.Turning bullying males secretly gay is my revenge.
>>41511865MEF post, but also based and true.This is pretty much what happened to me except now I've had SRS and I know I'll only have sex with men for the rest of my life.
>>41513645>they all look and sound the same.And that's the point: master the basics, and then you can innovate. Western women all look different but they are all too fat, too clumsy, too manly, and lack moe.
>>41513568yep, so happy you had to make a thread convincing other people you were happy
>>41513693>Western women all look differentso do asian women. You've just never seen one outside kpop
>>41513732That's not why I made the thread nor something I would waste time on 4chan doing.I responded to a direct assertion which contained misinformation. Am I just supposed to sit here and say nothing? I will admit anything I am rightfully accused of, I will deny anything false.
>>41513826That's surprising given that I lived in the PRC for several years xD. Maybe I was in an artificial zone populated by robots
>>41513826Actually I take that back, katseye captures the kpop aesthetic despite being multifamily. Although daniela's ass is too fat to ever be allowed in a real kpop group.
>>41514149*multiracial
>>41513682mef is just gay trauma reenactment
>>41511865This is a common experience of AGP (pseudo)bisexuality. You didn't actually change your orientation- as this is generally impossible- you became comfortable in your new body.
>>41511865and then you woke up, still attracted to women
>>41511865Congratulations on your newly discovered meta-attraction, I guess? You didn't really change your sexual orientation though, you just went from gynephilia with autogynephilia to pseudo-androphilia with autogynephilia, either way it's still the same AGP.
>>41515342>>41515221No but you don't understand:I started out with a meeting attracted degradation fetish where I just fantasized about fucking faceless men. Gradually I came to enjoy male personalities and male appearances and began to have romantic feelings for them, and also start being attracted to male bodies generally. By that i mean: I will enjoy looking at men and be turned on by them without having to imagine a contextual degradation fantasy in which I have sex with them or get "dominated" by them. I even like watching gay porn now sometimes. Now when I have warm romantic thoughts in bed at night they are always about men. When I was a child, romance would only be for women. My only thoughts about men would be about being conquered and raped in the ass.>>41515238I don't have any substantial attraction to women now. I find their bodies interesting and aesthetical appealing, but if I see a sexy woman all the arousal just defaults to heterosexual arousal (for men)Basically, I ascended beyong pseudoandrophilia, meta attraction, and pseudoscience bisexuality and actually destroyed my gynephilia with a combination of hormones, surgery, drugs, and ritualized behaviors.
You post a variation this every week and every week somehow no one remembers it was posted
>>41515697I don't post every week I have had three distinct periods over the past 1.5 years where I made a series of posts over a 2 month period.
>>41515675I am aware that your sexual preferences are somewhat different now but this is still just (AGP) bisexuality. For example, heterosexual men sometimes experience change in their preference of types of female bodies, but they're still heterosexual.
