The guilt of being a fag/tranny is eating me alive. I just want to be normal, I dont even care if I have to be male for life, the guilt is destroying me and I feel extreme anxiety and impending doom. Im taking HRT but I know I will regret it and yet Ill also regret the pain of indecision. I feel like crying from extreme anxiety and I almost never feel at peace. The only time I feel some peace is when my cat hangs out with me and im locked away in my room where I cant make the wrong decisions. I want to just stay in my room forever and never leave it.
My heart feels like its beating out of my chest. can someone comfort me please?
how do you think a horse cock enthusiast feels knowning I will never be able to fuck rainbow dash
>>41516912Guilt of what? It's not your fault
>>41516938im not sure, im sorry for bothering you
>>41516912>AnxietyI have a BWC maybe if I blow your shit out you'll feel better and get some sleep?
>>41516938Stop impersonating me!!
>>41516942its a conscious choice im making to be a tranny cause I could just repress. After I got my first injection I felt so anxious and guilty I went home and just cried and cried.
>>41516950Sex makes me feel even more guilty and disgusting. I never want to have sex. Id rather be alone my entire life then feel that way. I wish I was asexual.
im feeling so anxious
Same, gotta keep going for them though
What's the point of wanting to be a normie... Like people are already doing that rn....
>>41516912In the pursuit of "normal" I try to remind myself that I actually don't like normalfag stuff and I just feel thus way due to social/societal views instillsd in me as a child. I would like to be unassuming presentation-wise so one should just put effort into their apperance and such. Just looking nice does so much more than I'm comfortable with, the inane rules and seeming insanity of the normalfag is beyond me, it always has been even? Why fight so much for people I don't like and don't like me just so I could...what, be more like them and complain abkut the stuff they do that I thinknis dumb? Rambling lol, stop bekng a dumb bitxh though? People do plenty of worse things than treat their mental illness with (seemingly?) what you're supposed to.What do you even know you'll regret?
