I’m past the point of needing selfhateIwnbaw and iwnbtt and I’m ugly and old but I can’t pretend anymoreIf this is mef agp so be itHow do I learn to love myself despite this? I just want to be cute and not masculine. Oops sorry. I guess I’m faketrans! Ok but like now what. I can’t hate myself anymore. Shit
>>41518485you just go be cute and not masculine
>>41518487I just wanna take hrt too and like all that. Which I’m doing. I guess I call myself a tranny tooI wish I was a trans woman but that’s cringe to say cause trans women have gender dydphoria and I’m like this instead
>>41518513you don't have to be trans to take hrt dummy
>>41518513I have gd and i think its cringe to call mysrlf a transwoman cuz i listened to my teligious pqrents and avoided feminity all my life. I dont pass unless the person is both old and foreign. And frankly im too deprressed n poor too put even 10% of the effort i see modt well respected transgirl put into their appearance. Im ugly to my core and my dad wont pay for ffs. I have a bf tho so im kinda winming at life rn we have sex n its pretty great i wish i could live in one of the side buggies ppl yse to have on theur motorcycles but its attached to my bf.
>>41518625My bf is woke and calls me a woman :(I baked him into that I forced him…I feel fake…I’m super ugly and a manmoder thoughIwnbaw iwnbt
>>41518485Girl do you have any irl trans friends? If not you should make some. You’ll feel way more normal
>>41518485Take HRT, figure out how to blend all the mood and preference changes into your established life with out exploding it. Understand that most people can deal with you presenting femininely so long as you are restrained and polished about it. Keep the MEF stuff strictly private.
>>41519775Disagree. Trannies make horrible friends in general. All OP is going to find are a bunch of youngshit transbians and get even more traumatized.
>>41519905>>41519775Already did thisI felt utterly rejected and now I am depersonedI’m non human and I realised I’m nothing like them I’m not a real woman with some dysphoria im a mef porn agp
>>41519890I’m a manmoderI will not humiliate myself by being openly agpJust a male bit with estrogen instead of testosterone
>>41519905Have you been to an irl trans event? It’s mostly people who transitioned in their 20s. And this board’s negative obsession with transbians is bizarre? Like for the most part we’re just totally normal trans women?
>>41519957Have you ever tried talking to your irl friends about these feelings? I think that they might feel differently than you do. Like, if I expressed these feelings to a friend of mine I’m pretty sure that they would react with concern, not disgust
>>41520000Id never subject them to these feelings, they deserve better and I don’t want to hear what I already know
>>41520000>>41520007Tbh I think I was vaguely alluding to this in the past but I realized it’s not a real trans issue and it was covered up and I just leftThey don’t interact with me anymore and neither do iThe ship has sailed
