but i dont want to pretend to be someone im not
>>41524447You could do what many autogynephiles do, which is to medically transition in order to have a female physical appearance but retain a male inner identity.
>>41524463those people put on new personas that im not sure i could do
why not just be yourself as a girl?
>>41524509i act and sound ugly. i am ugly. manishly ugly.
>>41524447Tough luck, you either pretend to be a girl or you pretend to be a boy. It’s authentic to represent yourself as someone that has gender feelings, but if you choose to repress then that’s a lifetime of pretending.
I want a girlfriend who makes the choices for me
What if you already are pretending because how you were brought up. And don't realize the lady underneath. You got to get to know her alice by trying her out
I just want to be myself, but that person is a stranger to me
>>41524447You are a girl, your flesh is immaterial