Will I be flagged by the background check? AI will not tell me.I've only been voluntarily committed once - year and a half ago - for suicidal intent. I was discharged with Recurrent Major Depression. No criminal record whatsoever. I'm gonna look into acquiring a black powder antique instead of a "real" weaponI'm not interested in explaining myself to any of you. I don't regard words anymore, I cannot offer any meaningful communication to you other than that which relates to committing suicide effectively, and I have given up on medicine. I am in profound mental pain, my material situation is destitute, I cannot even hold down a grocery bagging job, my family is growing distant from me, I don't know my friends anymore, and the alternative is death and I am ready to leave. Deep down I have felt hopeless since I was a child and nothing has ever scraped this splinter in my mind away.
>>41525450Go to a range a couple of times, and waste your money on a handgun for self defense, and buy at least one to two clips of ammo. No one in their right mind would sell you "any gun with 2 rounds". But if you walk in there, pretend to choose (or do choose), demonstrate basic gun safety in handling the weapon and buying an amount of ammo for practical use no one will bat an eye.Black powder is far more easier to mess up and more survivable than cartridge ammo. So I'd put a few rounds through your antique as well to make sure you get it right.Make sure where you do it that you won't be bothered afterwards (less chance of survival) and maybe have a plan B (stand over a ledge as well, so in case you survive, then the fall will get you, and your body would be harder to find and recover in time to make a rescue.)If you do intend your body to be found, aim at your head and register as an organ donor. Your heart can be used to save lives.In Rimworld, of course.
I've been considering sn personally. Or od on some hard drugs. In Terraria ofc
>>41525450Just go to the store and buy any 9mm. You'll either pass the bg check or not. You'll have your answer in less than 30 minutes
>>41525450Actually, buy some ammo and a magazine for a gun you know is being sold, or just grab a box and a mag off the shelf and load a few rounds without being seen. Ask to handle the gun, quickly insert the magazine with rounds already loaded and shoot yourself at the counter. No bg check necessary. You will however traumatize the salesman and cause new laws to be enacted to prevent this
>>41525450Good luck with whatever path you take, hopefully it is filled with less mental anguish than the one you ha e been on
>>41525450Man people in the north west sound so fucking crazy. I want to meet all of them and emotionally mog them.
>>41525450i live here too and ill be reading the news to see if you do it OP. good luck either way.
