it hasn't even been 2 years since high school ended why the fuck do all the people i knew back then already have lives and families and careers while i sit alone in my room and cave in to my disease
>>41527126comparison is the thief of joy, make your own life and don't be a whiny faggot 4ever.
>>41527132i can't mentally handle going outside anymore, all the people i once talked to had a hand in ruining me. there is no making a life for me, at least one with friendship and love. and if you can't have those, why even bother?
>>41527126god i need a bf like picrelanyways because they have non-abusive families, are cis, and have major financial support cushioning them to get a baby job etc, and it's easy to get married when you're seeking the most base of pleasures and are in america where everyone is rushing to do so anyways, and are emotionally incomplex and thus can enjoy the company of many, no matter how vain they are. the common man will always be born of dirt, you should dissociate yourself from those groups, no matter how many they are. striving for excellence means begetting mediocrity always. then once you do that suddenly having bad hygiene or crying a lot aren't so damning i think. don't break anon, having your own goals etc is hard i know (though you don't really need them in particular that much) but growth and nurturing your own light will be much more fruitious than anything else right now. don't cave to society, it lost the right to control you when you grew the ability to think freely of it. also, if you have anything like ADHD etc, consider getting medicated. most shrinks are pieces of shit but meds like adhd meds can really help.>>41527132comparison is the thief of joy when you forget how good they had it to begin with. and dont tell that to OP. reppers and the like deserve to hear that, not ppl who r just sad.
>>41527649I’m printing this out
>>41527126>2 yearslmao try 5it gets better after a while when you realize it won't get better and just start doing your own lil' thing
>>41527126all of my highschool friends got married and moved away and I'm still in town living in my car