I used to think I was suffering, unfairly maligned with a horrible condition and for all intents and purposes I was a girl trapped in a male body.Then I met other mtfs and now I realize the truth that that simply cannot be true.Mtfs on a whole basically have the psychology of normal straight men.Everything associated with manhood I never wanted to see in myself has actually been emblematic behaviors of transwomen the entire time.If we were to analyze the behavioral patterns of mtfs as a group, straight men as a group, and women as a group, the mtfs would be indistinguishable from straight men except for very very minor surface level differences, while the difference between them and women would be immense.I don't think I have the ability to simply tell myself "they're all faketrans and I'm real trans, real trans is a minority of trans people and most are fake" because it just seems self-servingly deluded.Maybe I should just detransition. It's far better to be a man who tries his best to buck toxic masculinity than one who keeps it while wearing womanface. At least for all intents and purposes which drove me to feelings dysphoria in the first place.
>>41539105not sure why you would transition or detransition in light of that information. That shit should be done in relation to physical symptoms and mental health. >toxic masculinitythe people who invented that term would roast you over the coals for admitting what you are talking about right now except for the radfems (broken clocks)
>>41539179I wanted to transition because I wanted to be a cute pretty princess angel instead of a rapebeast predator, but now I realize that not only have I always had a rapebeast body, but a rapebeast mind as well.
>>41539228the problem with that attitude is women aren't really prey. theyre more like a parasite than a squishy side of pork. they want to be "ingested" so to speak so they can get access to your value. Aesthetically men can still appear soft, but like a doggo not like a calico or call duck.
>>41539228internalized misandry
