I wish i was an autistic cis lesbian living in a cottage with my girlfriend somewhere in Washington state. I wanna bake her a pie for when she gets home. I wanna hug her and not let her go.
i went on a shitty date last night and am feeling this more strongly than ever. Men suck i want to kiss girls. they are more understanding.
>I wish i was an autistic cis lesbiando you not know how retarded you sound saying that, like I wouldn't of posted in this thread if you didn't add that part, but autism is not something you should have to fit into some stereotype you believe in your head makes you look more stupid than normal and just gives shitposters and /pol/tards on this board more ammo to shit on us more and this is coming from an actual autistic person.
>>41551252It's a fetish for OP.
>washington state
>>41551296>>41551296This
>>41551252And thats what fuels the /poltards/ so this has to be some 4d level bait cause holy shit this is pissing me off cause as an autistic person having autism isn't quirky. It is a literal struggle to survive in a world that does not understand nor will understand
>>41551351OP posts this exact same thread repeatedly. I'm inclined to say autosapphoeroticism rather than bait.
>>41551372still dont like the fact that they "Wish" to have autism like the fuck kind bullshit is that?
>>41551572It's a fetish.
>>41550942Ywnbaw, you sick perv.
Please do the world a favor and kill yourself OP
>>41551572>>41551582They view autistic people as being more innocent and childlike than nonautistic people. Being autistic would, in their minds, allow them to indulge their autohebephilia.
>>41551252im autistic and like that aspect of myself. Ive been bullied for it my whole life despite this. I want to be appreciated for it rather than ridiculed for it by my potential partner, hence the added descriptor. I think i said this poorly in the original copypasta though so i may edit future versions for clarification.>>41551346no. i can differentiate between my fetishes and genuine desire. I find this idea comforting not arousing.>>41551351believe me poltards have better bait than this. Have you been on r/mtf recently?
hey cottage anon, you ever tried baking sourdough bread? i've been meaning to, but the starter has me stumped ngl
>>41550942ywnba washingtonian
>>41553416I never have im sorry :( my mom did back in the pandemic though. I mainly remeber it not tasting to great, though in general im not a fan of most sour flavors.>>41553437doesnt have to be washington, just has to be a blue state with significant countryside. Still probably will never make it but a girl can dream.
>>41553499real talk things are pretty alright for trans people out here and i hope you can make it eventually
>>41553499thats okay! im gonna try baking sourdough bread for my own sandwiches, this seemed like the right kinda place for the topic lol
>>41550942"living in a cottage" its 2025
>>41554547im glad you thought so lol, i had someone in here talk to me about gardening techniques a few days ago, i appreciate when folks bring there interests into the thread. Id bring in some of mine but its not terribly in theme, unless you think pinball machines and music production are particularly twee.>>41554591yes and we yearn to escape late stage capitalist society
>>41555577and your response is to replicate even worse times :sob:im so waiting for all this recycling of vintage aesthetics or whatever to die out its so boring
>>41555577i mean its not in theme but music production is still pretty cool, i think you could speak abt it, way better than having the thread bombarded by the common chudproducing music has been a dream of mine, and i am in the process of learning to play the piano (even if chord theory is kicking my ass rn)
>>41555928pirate fl studio and start fucking around!! Ive made and released a whole album and thats where i started. Its really fun when you get the hang of it.>>41555717>and your response is to replicate even worse times :sob:never said i wanted to live in the 1800s just said i wanted to live in a cabin. You know most homes now a days have internet and utilities yes? Im not larping the 1800s>im so waiting for all this recycling of vintage aesthetics or whatever to die out its so boringdo NOT tell this guy about the 25 year retro cycle
>>41556009>pirate fl studioi got the free trial in order to mess around with the plugins and stuff (got a midi cable on my keyboard rn), def planning on cracking fl studio cuz not being able to save is crazy lolwhat type of music do u create, if you dont mind me asking? general vibe and stuff, so far i'm just replicating game ost
>>41556215uh fuck hard question, its very experimental (ie not good)Id probably define it as a plunderphonics trip hop hybrid with some production cues from vaporwave and old boom bap hip hop records, at least that was the sound of my first album. Im trying to do something different now though im not sure what that is yet. i want to do something more in line with twee pop/indie pop but thats hard when your not used to writing it so it still has a lot of that weirdo trip hop sound in it.
>>41556009im surprised, your type doesnt even want utilities usually>25 year retro cycleits been way worse recently you ppl cannot let go of the pastalso not a guy lol
>>41556699oh cool! id def try out something similar, i rlly like the atmosphere from shit like Velocity : Design : Comfort, but it's hard to find atmospheric noise like that, so why not be the change you want to see in the world ykeventually i'll fuck around with Synthesizer V as well (love vocaloid), but i'm starting out small
>>41559653Advice:Long chords and lots of reverb are your friend, very quick way to build a lot of atmosphere.
