why did I ruin my perfectly good masculine cis male body with woman hormones
>>41559877because you're an angel
>>41559877because its the only way
I did this then detransitioned so it's unjustifiable
>>41559877You tell me, sweetheart
>>41559877Because a very subtle and deep part of you knows it's inevitable it's going to be destroyed so there's catharsis in getting it out the way already in some sense so you can get on with experiencing lifeThat was part of it for me at least, I was a pretty/handsome young man and watching age slowly tear it from me was unbearable so it was more pleasant to dash it against the rocks in one go and have people go "oh he was so handsome, why did he have to turn out to be a tranny freak" than for them and me to slowly watch myself slowly disfigured by time in a drawn-out fashion, lesser of two evils. Mixing the erotic with deathliness heightens the ecstasy of living.
I don't know maybe you're retarded
>>41559877Regret is unfortunately common for nb people, and still happens in some mtfs. Try to see if its a passing feeling or a long term regret. surgery can get you farther than you'd think.
>>41559877if you actually liked it you werent ever a woman. i had a jock body too it made me dysphoric
