realmoder x fakemoder yuri editionQOTT: can a passoid and a brick ever find true love together? prev: >>41546081
>>41564698no, the fakemoder will torment and ruin the realmoder because it's just in their nature
>>41564698im the hon
god i wish i were a girl so i could cry without feeling gross about myself
undiagnosed autism + untreated adhd + untreated gender dysphoria = me
>>41564920get treated then retard
>>41564927I can't, especially for the latter
>>41564939why?
>>41564943I'm too masculine, I'm already on HRT but it's like with stage 4 cancer, sometimes in very rare cases chemotherapy and radiotherapy work to treat someone (but leaves them sick still)I'm a terminal stage 4 cancer person but for gender dysphoriaif I had it treated when it was still stage 1 or 2 I could've survived probably but I wasn't treated so now it's too late I'm going to die
>>41564970cool
>>41564984it's not coolI could've done so many things but my life is ruined nowjust another retarded depressed tranny now
not real
>>41565014you can still do it retarded and depressed fix your gay tranny mindset
>>41565022I don't want to be retarded and depressed and that makes me not want to do anything but lay in bed all day
>>41565032nyooo :3 get up
>>41565037why
>>41565014well you could try treating the things you say you can't without actually explaining why
>>41565047because you just gotta
>>41565055if I get out of bed and go do things outside I'm forced to be a man in society
does anyone wanna makeout in a dark alley
>>41565086hi
>>41565094not you
>>41565069sorry
back to train posting
>>41565132can you come pick me up
>>41565117why not
>>41565086no not really
>>41565137you know exactly why
>>41565136wya?
>>41565143not losing much I'm not a good kisser :/
>drinking all day>stopped going outside>flaking on social and work obligations>repeating out loud I'm gonna fucking kill myselfyeah I'm depressionmaxxing
>>41565178the goonstate
>>41565186me
>>41565186have you tried drinking more water?
im not good at managing my anger i get angry very easily and shout to my momi think its because she doesnt listen unless i get angry she keeps doing or saying the same stuff even though i ask her to stop and now im ruined forever because of it
>>41565187damn, i’m in a different “the g_____ state” :/
>>41565222i do what he does and drink water
>>41565218yeah just enough to keep my lips from getting dry and flakey or getting headaches
>>41565222just drink water
I couldn't stand up for myself and now my life is ruined forever
>>41565222I'm great at managing my anger until the second I'm not and my invisible rage meter pops
I feel so lonely this sucks
>>41565235>>41565218
>>41565265how's your love life
>>41565276
>>41565254i drink more water than you>>41565265the second i let my emotions get even the mildest hold on me i snap so i have to spergmode if i want any chance of not acting as an antisocial retardits either be nothing or be annoying, no wonder i dont have friends
train 2, featuring some bullshit someone spilt presumably hours ago
>>41565276have u tried drink water?
>>41565295nobody drinks more water than me. my waking hours are made up entirely of drinking water and pissing.
crimes of the future is boring asf
>>41565446cronenburg is overrated yet foundational and necessary
the final train, a subway :3
My body is too feminine for mens clothing but I'm literally 6'2
i haven't worn women's clothing in years
if I don't hide my tits and wear women's skinny jeans and underwear but men's everything else, and I am 100% male in all of my social interactions, am I a fakemoder?
>>41565670this is so erotic
>>41565697i guess it depends on if you’re treated as a woman or man. malefailing is the make or break for fakemoding, imo
>>41565339i hate peeing so much but i feel so awful if i drink any less than i do
>>41565742I honestly think I don't pass as either anymore either but my demeanor, voice, and stature mean it's 100% malewins with no malefails at all in years now
>>41565670giwtwm
>>41565670i’d say you can absolutely girlmode. i’m 5’11 and saw a woman a good bit taller than me like 15 minutes ago and there was no mistaking her for a man
what porn should a manmoder masturbate to?
third reich rpf
>>41565810My face looks really bad
>>41565866in that case i’d say the issue is more your face than your height, imo
>>41565914But my height is still a problem
these hoes don't want a solution
i need to be beat choked and raped IN THAT ORDER
Someone made fun of the size of my hips one day
>>41566038fakemoder
>>41566140I'm 6'2
>>41566038hot
>>41566038because they’re large or they’re small?
today's chores for maximum Pretty Princess Points>get work stuff done for work>enroll in insurance>go outside to smoke and get more beer>shower>laundry>clip nails>shave legs>take pills>eat>get fountain to say animal crossing town is perfect>don't kms (lol)
>>41566457fakemoder
can't relate since this one is me
>>41566478subblanchiate your aim
>>41565670>my body is too feminine>amablmao
>>41566488too real too real
>>41564698trvemoders we look like this
>>41566488i unironically look like that
>>41566488me after socially detransing and not finishing electro but still running an hrt femboy grift on twitter
>>41566681you dont do that
>>41566690correction; it is what i will do when those things come to pass
i'm such a boozemaxxed alcpilled drinkcel
>>41566712same bestie
all you bitches do is complain
>>41566731yeah, so?
>>41566731what do you do
is sugaring a gimmick or is it really better than waxing does anybody with high density estrogenized male leg hair have experience with it?
>>41566731this is bitching and moaning general
>>41566739im watching mythbusters :3>>41566738do something else :/
>>41566748gimmick, just wax
>>41566764>do something else :/why?
>>41566690you will never ever do that
I am a gay homosexual man.
>>41566832>>41566708
>>41564698The only cure to gynpehilic demonic impulses is rope.i or i will be not gynephilic or i will not be, sooner or later i will hang myself and gynephilia will be a direct cause.
>>41566841same bro
>>41566842is that a challenge?
>>41566874a challenge you will lose
>>41566866you made up half of these words
>>41566866liking women doesn't make you evil, get help with your schizophrenia
>>41566881aight bet catch ya later
>>41566542I was lying
IM SO MANLY
>>41566906it makes me a agp degenerate and not a woman.
>>41566992according to who? not even the fraud himself claimed anything like thatget off of this website and touch grass
play went over even better than last time i think! my friends specifically really enjoyed it too :)
>>41567039cool good job
quitting HRT again, this is the second time within five months.Let's see how long I last this time! :)
>>41567170you'll be back
>>41567204I really hope not
>>41567170who gives a shit
she's a fakemoder blow her up I'm gonna go take a shit (epic high iq reference btw iykyk)
>>41567252(You) apparently
i wore a dress and did makeup for halloween and have felt kind of sad since
ahaha
>>41567313I was going to but didn't and I've felt kind of sad since
subway back :3 my friends are laughing just out of frame
i have four fully functioning testes
i have a singular teste that works quadruple hard
train 2, my friends and i are all sitting together, perhaps too close :3
I want to get rid of my testes but I wish I could just turn them into ovaries instead
imagine having friends
>>41568313gay nigga
I am a balding middle-aged man with no friends or family.
>>41568382same, worstie
every 24 year old zoomer thinks they're middle aged now
i'm a geriatric 27 year old. probably gonna die of natural causes soon.
transition goals
you don't even remember 9/11
>>41568542I was on my way to school and it was on the radio, I remember I made some edgy remark about the big apple getting worms and my mom was furious with me then the other kids and I spent all day debating who dun it while our hippie teachers had us sing songs together and gave us spaces to cry and hug it out
i actually do remember the TV coverage
How do I cope with the fact that I cant take the trans route because Im tall and have an oblong face,long philtrum and low set eyebrows?
>>41568626manmode on hrt?
do it anyway : )
>>41568637that would be a waste of money especially for a poorfag like me
>>41568644cool well this is the thread for people who do that and the alternatives are repression, which doesn't work, or just listen to >>41568640 and do the normal troon path
>>41568644get a job whore
>>41568644hrt is dirt cheap
>>41568668yeah this if you're in the US it's literally free if you're broke unless you're too young and/or in the wrong state, diy is affordable too
>>41568670I live in eastern europe
no train 3 :( my friends insisted on ubering because it was like a 50 minute wait>>41568347on the gay board, shocking i know
>>41568679go look at >>>/lgbt/hrtgen and get on diymanmoding means you are an amab who takes hrt while not socially transitioning
>>41568679great, one of the biggest names in DIY hrt is Ukrainian (and yes she's still making it)
>>41568683loser.
>>41568679marry me so i can emigrate
>>41568725sorry :/
>>41568864never apologize to these fools
>>41568870fuck you
>>41568905loosen your binder
>>41568910what?
>>41568940it's making you angry
>>41568956of course here comes the mansplaining, typical
>>41568981shut the fuck up forever preferably
>>41568988I'm so fucking scared are you going to hit me
>>41569002yes
>computer, run mmg.py
>holodeck safeties: off
computer, delete all namefags. reset time index to 2021. resume program.
my boosb hurt and I feel like I'm drifting away from reality
Repping is getting too hard. I have no intention of ever socially transitioning, but if it do hrt there's a lot chance I would semi pass. Is it possible to maintain a somewhat masculine life as a permamanmoder?
>>41569469it is possible to maintain an entirely masculine life as a permamanmoder, but you might grow tits and you'll get softer skin and feel different in ways that might make you behave differently and those changes might be visible so you might get treated differently
never rep
>stop repping so you can be a miserable freakish manmoder like melol
>>41569556>posts in mmg?
>>41569556loosen your binder
>>41569563speaking from experience obviously
I'm less miserable and dead inside now but it's still over and I'm still dying alone and I still will never be a woman
>>41569593you're a woman right now
>>41569620don't be mean
>>41569556if you’re gonna be depressed and suicidal either way you might as well aim for the life you want and hope things work out later
>>41569641i'm not being mean
>>41569415they’re really painful the first month. the extremeeeee pain phase is really short though only 1-2 days
>>41569654this tbdesuI'm on the verge of giving up entirely but I at least gave it a shot and that was worthwhile
>>41569660it's been years... and they hurt a LOT off and on for a few months, now they still hurt a little every few weeks
>>41569593it is ok chudette, that is life when you are ugly
I am going to hire Russian mobsters to purify your body on live TV, you Satanic demon;you are a gay little boy;suck my Brown cock clean, Eastern European savage.
I will sniff cocaine every day while taking every impoverished mother in your economically precarious country to bed with me, you ass-eating faggot.
>noo don't flirt with her she's mine to hit!mmg first bizarre love triangle
>>41569918loosen your binder
How do i cope with knowing my bf is a flaming homosexual for being with me and he will never be the redneck country boy (hetero) ideal i've constructed in my head?
>>41568870i'm just too shinji-like
>>41569346>2021hey, that’s when i started using this board! the moders love me <3
play with penis
>>41570101fag
yummy cummy fun time
i should uhhh detransition
i win the ugliest creature award
estrogen was so ineffective for me that i didnt even stop fitting in with cis people, in fact i fit in with them MORE than i fit in with trans people and also i fit in with trannies way less than when i was cis. strange
>>41570241why are you like this
it's gay to get pussy
pussy should be banned
pussy is lowk based when being a straight man is the vibe
pussy makes me PUKE
im lowk a freak like that
>>41570323pussy is so scary. i gave up on it after a few times and got on hrt. also spooning a woman to sleep made me suicidal after doing it twice. that should be me
i get hrt soon because i finally emerged from my shell and got a life so now i can do things, lets fucking go
I miss pussyI should go c4t but it's literally just cishet except I have tits
>>41570338im gonna be a real certified manmoder soon
im a gold star gay! im a real faghgot im no agp freak which makes me so much better than all of you. i kissed a girl once though
the Roman Empire never fellthe CIA is blocking Godthe so-called "Christians" of the modern day are agents of the Devil himselfthe neo-Roman emperor is torturing true believers in a black site in Turkeythe empire rewrites religion into propagandathe anti-Christ is risenthe end times are here
>>41570356kissing girls is AGP
spurt spurt in my mouth, please
>>41570360true actually, and troonyism is a way to cleanse the population of spiritually gifted genetics
the true purpose of Israel is to make West Asia unsafe for Jews by increasing anti-Semitism worldwidethey want to remove Jews from the United States and send them to Israelthey want to remove anyone whose mind isn't enslaved by Satanic CIA child-murdering demons
>>41570378>spiritually giftedyour etc etc, cultist
people might not like this but the reason jesus forbid gay sex and crossdressing was to ensure faggot genes are passed on in perpetuity or at least until the blessed kingdom of christ nullifies birth and sex
>>41570378it's true that transgenders are spiritually gifted. i have found many among you whose minds are attuned to the universal frequency. we are God's army. the time has come to destroy Babylon. show no mercy to the agents of the Devil
spiritually attune deeze nuts you stupid bitch
should i kill myself for being a faggot with prickly legs or should i kill myself for being a faggot with a tummy or should i kill myself for being a faggot with a flat ass or should i lock in and become a hot faggot
The Kingdom offered was a humble, open shore;The cruel revision is a fortress built for war.Bid the weary home, with a smile of false accord;A hollow safety, sanctioned by the sword.
i have never loved
>>41570441I'm gonna kill myself for being fundamentally incompatible with others and the ensuing terminal loneliness
you cannot understand the magnitude of my faggotryit is not for the rational mind>>41570441cum in my mouth
>>41570452youre never alone if you allow men to use you for sex
your suffering will be immeasurableyour throat will be so dry you will not screamand there will be no comfort but sleepuntil the morning you finally don't awake
having completely dry orgasms cant be appealing to a single person i really ruined the shred of sex appeal i had because of a mind virus
>>41570467nah i just want you to use my body to make you feel good
reppers and manmoders LOVE writing shitty poetry
roses are red violets are blue i want to stick my dick into you
>>41570492my mouth? yum yum!
>>41570478i dont think i could do that
What is the Third Estate? Everything. What has it been hitherto in the political order? Nothing. What does it desire? To become something.
are you listening to me through my phone
>>41570526blah blah shitty fash larp poety
>>41570544only because you're listening to me through mine
>>41566457managed it all except the perfect town, can't tell if I have tiles without enough trees... still time to kms
I HATE WOMENI HATE BITCHESI AM SEXISTI HATE BEING AWAKEI WANT TO SLEEP FOREVERI DON'T WANNAI DON'T WANNADIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
>>41570646ok tranny
i wasted years being weird asf instead of lasering my body and now im cooked
got the perfect town I'm so cool and awesome and everyone loves me
>>41570928you will never experience this in a world that matters
>>41570933real life is gay
cut again
im a gay man
just had orchi
>>41570992yes please cut a bit
if i get ffs will that mean gay men wont like me anymore? im starting to like my face despite being a never ever never passer
>>41571091yes if you start looking like an adult woman, pedophiles won't be interested in you anymore
>>41571133im not neotenous though im just a man
>>41571144then gay men were never interest in you
>>41571151but they are though
>>41569654The life I want is someone who's not me. Every time I work towards that I just feel like I'm pretending. I want to go back to how I was, something broke in me that made me behave differently and now I can't change.Every time I tried it just feels like a mask, an act, doesn't feel genuine. I don't actually care about anyone. I think I'm like a narcissist but one that just self pities itself all the time and thinks how I have it bad.
RIP my nigga i miss you so much already ;_;
