>>41564778
>QOTT1: Do you have LGBT friends or family irl?
nope but my aunt is woke so ive only ever told her about it

>QOTT2: If so, have you confided to them about your GD?
yea only my aunt lol. but she wants me to come out to my dad first before i start pursuing medical transition but i havent gotten any closer to that for more than a year. its just hard when "coming out" would feel like straight up lying. id imagine itd be easier if i was something else like a lesbian or something so id have the excuse of wanting to look butch but thats not even really what i want. just feels like such a joke when if it werent for my dysphoria id be a normal cishet girl.

transitioning can't make me into someone who functions well in society so why even bother putting in all the effort

>>41564778
take your HRT, retards

Remember: NEVER troon out.

>>41564778
>QOTT
No and no and I wouldn't anyway. Fuck that. What would be the point in repping if I were whining about it to my family? Nobody knows. Nobody will ever know.

I'm so embarrassed of everything I enjoy/am interested in. Even if it's something cool I enjoy it in a lame way. I don't even like talking about what I like online. I wish I could replace it all with turbonormie interests so I at least have something in common with other people irl, though that wouldn't fix my personality or how I come across to other people.

>>41565286
fixes nothing

>>41564778
>QOTT1: Do you have LGBT friends or family irl?
My sister is bisexual.
>QOTT2: If so, have you confided to them about your GD?
I have told her.

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery
>>41564778
>QOTT1
My best friend is trans and my partner is a femrepper.
>>41565286
>>41565786
HRT = good
Social transition = bad

This thread actually helps as ill be broke and homeless soon and know i will not be able to get hrt tho i wonder should i get androgel? >>41569740
I should make myself ugly and masc as not to be raped

Im turning to sex work. Everything except but piv.

>>41569756
I don't think being ugly or masc would really prevent that

>>41569766
there's gotta be at least one or two other options ahead of this

>>41569766
>Im turning to sex work
Post proof.

>>41569756
>I should make myself ugly and masc as not to be raped
This won't save you because a lot of rape is not really about looks

Why are you not transitioning, ftms can actually pass unlike mtfs, not a single mtf can pass unless they started very early

>>41573983
If you want to see this question be answered 500 times you can look up femrepgen in any archive of this board
Also that's not true

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This isn't quite right for this gen cus I already got top, been on T and getting hysto next year but I pass as an androgynous guy and often feel like I should take the L and commit to flaunting androgyny like an OF ftfemboy cus I only pass as an androgynous young gay guy. I wanted to be a 6'3 Neanderthal gym bro but obviously no amount of transition can give me that at 5'3 and with my frame. Should I just give up on the idea of T and own the andropassing (factoring in that its the only thing that makes me desirable even if its dysphoric), I know ftmg would just say roid up but I have doubts and I'll never be the man I want to be

>>41574417
>Should I just give up on the idea of T
Objectively, the most productive and generally useful thing to do in your situation would be to go off T, have 2.1 kids and hop back on T after you're done.
>own the andropassing
>pass as an androgynous young gay guy
The androgyny will last a couple of years max. You could learn from cis twinks and hit the gym as soon as you see it start to expire, dwarfmaxxing for the win.

>>41574795
>have 2.1 kids
Kill yourself so expeditiously god bless my hysto surgeon
>>41574795
>The androgyny will last a couple of years max.
Yeah tell this to the 30+ year old trans guys and cis twinks I see in my area and even then I'm not saying I'll look like a little femboy uke fairy at 45. I'm also not a pedo that thinks androgyny is when you look 18 forever and twink death is past 21, the reddit bisexual gooner idea of androgyny on here is retarded and doesn't exist irl

Ate my slop scrolled my device and did nothing of worth all day

Trying and failing to give myself AAP. Just end up imagining a woman degrading me for being not masculine enough for her afterwards

Bump :3

>>41577207
Why do you want to give yourself AAP?

>>41564778
no
also im not a femrepper

If I had my way I'd be a 6'2 gigachad and I'd be extroverted af, life of the party, constantly fucking women, maybe I'd play guitar in a band or something. Instead I'm a 5'0 autistic foidlet who is too dysphoric to have sex and too socially inept to make friends, not that it matters because I'd never get to be one of the guys anyway. I spend my days wasting away in my room with my stupid autist hobbies while I watch my youth slip away from my fingers. I wish I was less fucked in the head so I could enjoy this useless life. NGMI IWNBAM etc.

>>41582662
Have you ever looked inside yourself and thought that maybe you are not really trans? That for some reason you adopted this belief of being born in the wrong body as a cope, and it made you feel better? so you kept reinforcing the thought that you are trans, since so many other people are doing it right? That the rest of your brain was rewired to accommodate this belief instead of reality, and now you can never truly be happy, because you are so deeply out of touch with your own person?

>>41584823
You only had to post this once

>>41584901
The more people wake up to this lunacy the better.

>>41585007
You are retarded

would any femreppers like to take their frustration out violently on an mtf who would just go limp and tear up

>>41585023
Aye bb you wanna see my dick?

would femmemaxxing and living vicariously through a butch girlfriend work

>>41584823
Is there any reason you posted it specifically at them?

Can cis women on testosterone post if they've given up on transition
>>41564778
>1
I have a lesbian cousin that's at least 25 years older than me
>2
Absolutely not

>>41588288
I think the average person here is fine with hrtreppers

>>41584823
i'll never poon out so doesnt matter desu

Why not just be a very butch lesbian without taking testosterone?

>>41590242
You can just be a very butch lesbian AND take testosterone.
Butches and T are a match made in heaven :3

>>41590255
>Butches and T are a match made in heaven :3
Second truest words spoken on this thread

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Daily reminder: the perfect poem is from a femrepper (Anne Sexton) and it's called "Is it true?"