https://psytests.org/diag/spqen.htmlI have a theory that life as a transsexual, specifically a boardpassoid, causes the same type of anxiety that encourages schizotypy in the general population. To test this theory, I would really appreciate if you filled out this 74 question screening and responded to this thread with your results :)Thanks!
fine I'll contribute to your undergrad project. Keep in mind tho that I'm enby and pass as male.
>>41566834Anon I dunno … :(
>>41566901are you stealth?
>>41566834ftm. I think I pass to normies, I at least dont get misgendered or anything.
>>41566950on par, my fakeboyfriend scored in the same range. this is the dsm standard screening
may have answered some questions wrong but im an early hrt perma boymoder and this is my score
bpdemon ftm i didnt think this would be higher than 40
>>41567024there is large symptomatic and behavioral overlap with bpd. This is interesting and makes sense, i hadn't considered that boymoders actually harbor a secret similarly to stealthoids
>>41567055oops>>41566996>This is interesting and makes sense, i hadn't considered that boymoders actually harbor a secret similarly to stealthoids
>>41566927I have no idea anon, I was worried today because my was showing all of its discoloration and burn marks :/ i don’t get misgendered so that’s good but it doesn’t change what people think
>>41567059you're just looking at the suspiciousness score aren't you?
>>4156683419 y/o hrt@16 bi mtf. semipassoid at best twinkhon at worst. at least by board and my own extremely self critical standards. i’ll be a passoid after more effort and a few more years of hrt and surg. i have passed often irl and prob pass good enough to non brainwormed normal ppl but idk. im clockable in a pattern recognition wayTotal SPQ Score 57Ideas of Reference 9Social Anxiety 6Odd Beliefs or Magical Thinking 7Unusual Perceptual Experiences 9Odd or Eccentric Behavior 6No Close Friends 3Odd Speech 8Constricted Affect 2Suspiciousness / Paranoid Ideation 7FactorsCognitive-Perceptual 32Interpersonal 18Disorganized 14
>>41566834T. Male to manmoderI'm rly weird whats new :P
>>41566834Ftm I'm early on T so no I don't pass
>>41567082no not at all, for her, it was interesting that it was such an outlier, but the magical thinking and eccentric behavior are my focus>>41567075sound like me a year ago. it'll get better, my self-mutilation decreased significantly following srs
>>41567102> post number in 41 million> 41 score Uehehe
haven't been misgendered in years
>>41566834this test means nothingtheyfab femrepper
>>41567155>bpdmoderhow many flags did you raise on the McLean when your psychiatrist administered it to you? your disorganization is impressively low :)
>>41567167this is the dsm standard diagnostic tool for StPD. it cannot be used alone to make a diagnosis of schizotypal personality, but is useful for determining schizotypic behavior in a population. It had been used for this in multiple studies
>>41566834mtf 9yrs hrt semipassoid. if this was like 2018-2019 when i used the board frequently my score would be much higher.
>>41567191>when i used the board frequentlythis is my driving hypothesis
>>41567198yeah that makes sense. at least for me when i was actively using the board, categories 1, 2 and 9 would all be much higher. i became heavily agoraphobic despite being a hot semipasser. for reference, i didn't visit the board for 6 years until literally yesterday.
>>41567118I have less than 2” to work with anon so I am concerned , I want srs to be normal and I know it would help soo much
>>41567198I use this board every day for at least the three hours probs not true imo
male to manmonder and ive only rarely male failed a few times in my life
Uhuh...Pre HRT MtF twinkhon. Been getting way better at normifying my behaviour out in public, but the autism (I definitely have more disorders, but haven't seen a therapist/psych in years) definitely does slip out sometimes, especially if I'm talking. Most of it is warped perception of self. Was kinda expecting my score to be higher, but I guess I'm dealing with shit well enough, all things considered. :/
T. 11 years hrt passoid.
>>41567168I don’t know the answer to that question, however it’s worth noting that I was diagnosed with an Unspecified Personality Disorder with Traits of Borderline Personality Disorder and Avoidant Personality Disorder. I picked the name primarily bc I live in the crazy house and I thought it was kinda funny
>>41567268what is the rest of your life like? my theory specifically is that passers and boy/manmoders that use this board consistently are likely to develop an extremely skewed and inwardly turbulent social maladaptation in which they significantly overestimate the animosity others display in even mundane social interactions>>41567251look into ppt, UCSF and NYU both have great programs
>>41566834I don't pass at all and it seems that even woke people don't realize I'm a tranny lol. The only time anyone realizes I'm a troon is when they want to shout slurs or threats to me on the street or when random people like the worker at the tabacconist drag me into a long conversation and then ask me to have sex with them.
>>41567355this theory doesn't apply to me I manmode so that I can be confident I pass as male and don't get clocked as a trannyIt works flawlessly cause I'm not a fakemoder
1.5 years HRT, 22 y/o bisexual malemoder
>>41567167I think this means that you are FUCKING CRAAAAAZY. looking at your off beliefs or magical thinking score alone says so much
>>41566834t.manmoder that stopped mailfailing after I got a haircut cause people were staring at me too much
>>41566834I was already pretty schizy before I did gender stuff, although it did manifest when the dysphoria did so
ah I get it now everyone here is a schizo that makes sense
>>41566834I pass to strangers 100% of the time. I'm sure other trans people would clock me. Ftm.
>>41566834>https://psytests.org/diag/spqen.html>74 questionsnoooope
not trans, just a mild repper man
>>41567438Yeah I'm seeing that now. I'm like the only one that posted a normal non batshit score
>>41567492nah me too
>>41567492this test doesn't mean anything. It at best just means we should all get it checked, likely if we did they'd see these symptoms stem from other things
>>41567579Post score
>>41566834youre probably more worried than average about being looked at or talked to behind your back. but not because of a disorder, just become society is shit to tranniestest is trash anyway tons of questions are retarded many times you have to try guessing what intent the author had when he wrote x question. Especially occult related ones or qualifiers such as "very uneasy"
>>41567589I had a score of 65, most of the questions that applied to me clearly aren't from me being a schizo but other issues like depression
boymoder, i occassionally malefail cuz short + long hair but not really passing
>>4156761465 is obscenely high wtf. RIP your mental health
>>41567614>>41567428>>41567438this is testing for schizotypal personality traits, which is very different from schizophrenia. It is a Cluster A personality disorder.>>41567579yup, this is for me to gauge asocial maladaptations in the boardtroon population, you should not use that survey to self diagnose yourself kek
do I win the thread??>found out about trans people at 19, do not pass (obviously), severely struggle with socializing and relationships, was odd and aloof ever since I was born
about to get on hrt, most likely twinkhon
about to get on hrt most likely twinkhonforgot to post the image lol
>>41567862not quite, one nona had 72. You fit the profile.
>>41567780i'm aware, I believe i'm schizotypal but i've never been diagnosed
>>41566834interesting.started transing MtF at 16 now 25 in college and stealth. Also have unmedicated by choice ADHD which is like half of the symptoms probably, in addition to the tangentially trans related ones like the social anxiety
Anyone with more than a 0 in magical thinking is automatically insane
20 y/o boymoder
>>41566834Autistic stealthoid going her own way (being neurotic with autism and ocd)
>>41566834what the flip (20y/o "bdd passoid", 2 year hrt boymoder)
>>41568284I mean their might be an argument for that desu. For me it's like Schrodinger's belief where like one fraction of my brain will believe something absurd and the other half has all these logical reasons it's not true. It sucks because I'm rational enough to not act on it but not enough to not have the emotional response as if the idea was real. And it gets extra bad when the magical thinking kicks in and I get these weird thoughts that by having negative thoughts I will cause the bad thing to happen.I don't have like any sort of dx'd disorder but it's definitely a source of dysfunction in my life. Either way even if it's just me being weird.
>>41569050ah. that's not what magical thinking refers to in this context. I'm nta that said you're insane, i'm op, but for schizotypals this manifests very differently. They might see an advertisement on TV for a fishtank, and see this as some kind of literal supernatural messaging telling them that they need to start keeping fish. something along those lines, maybe they see a billboard with eyes on it and think they're being surveiled
>>41566834FTM, dx’d schizoid
>>4156683423 yo sorta passoid idk but most ppl assume i'm a cis woman
>>41566834some of these questions made me feel like someone was staring directly into my soul and it was deeply unsettling and honestly kind of terrifyingas for passing i dont get misgendered but i dont even feel like i pass as human. full time for over a decade
>>41567862Not even close ( >>41566901 is me)
>>41569433i will admit some of those i answered no to just because i started getting extremely uncomfortable with how specifically the questions were calling me out, then it got to this question and my heart skipped a beat, like the test was taunting me or something>>41569050>For me it's like Schrodinger's belief where like one fraction of my brain will believe something absurd and the other half has all these logical reasons it's not truethis too. i genuinely have no idea what i believe and what i dont, and for any given thing whether i really believe it or not
>>41569529yes i experienced the same feeling when i was administered this. The 2 big ones for me were about people using double entendres to insinuate bad things about me, and people hiding things in their language
>>41569546>people using double entendres to insinuate bad things about me, and people hiding things in their languagei knew i was a little paranoid but i didnt know it could manifest like that. these things are what stop me from socializing more. i can pretty easily convince myself that some of the more obviously insane ideas that come to mind are wrong, like that the people im talking to are secretly other people i know in disguise, because thats absurd, but they could very realistically hate me or think very negative things about me and be trying to drop hints to that end
>>41566834im a boymoder, hard to say what my pass rate is cause i hardly go out enough to tell but i assume i dont pass, never explicitly malefailed, but once some guy complimented my hair so that was possibly one but cant say for sure
a bit late to the party but t. stealtherthese results are a lot more normal than i had anticipated it's sort of comforting lol
I have never passed but I only started trying at all like a month ago so that isn't saying much. I am a garden variety autist so this test is just telling me what I already knew
>>41566834t.boymoder
30 mtf passoid, diagnosed CPTSD (formerly BPD), very probably DID
>>41566834OP you have to be very careful with theories like this otherwise everyone on this board is going to go around diagnosing themselves and everyone else with schizotypal personality disorder. They already do this with BPD
Stealth mtf. I feel often feel like my integration with society is just a well-practiced mask that I'm pretty decent at wearing unless I'm having a manic episode
I was stalked so I think my paranoia is justified
>>41569129Interesting so like extreme aleays on free association def sounds like a rough way to think all the time
