idk i think i might be delusional but i feel like prog changes how my brain thinks. for a while i was skeptical prog had any effect on me at all, but i upped my dosage and was cycling to see if i notice anything.when i DONT take progesterone my thoughts, or brainwaves, or idk what to call them. they seem like they move jaggedly or like my brain waves are jaggedly shaped or like bounce around my head jaggedly and rapidly... im not sure hard to put into words. and sometimes they bump into the walls.. or idk, whatever vessel/corridor theyre moving thru. and when they bump into the walls it sometimes hurts or feels unpleasant.but when i do take prog, then the thoughts / brain waves / idk, are curved, and can slide thru the corridors without bumping into the walls because the corridors themselves are curved too. it also feels like the corridors are coated in, some sort of glowy, warm, soft layer, which protects it, helps the thought move thru the corridors, and things feel more fluid and clearer idk how to explain it. and the headspace itself feels more warm and glowy idk. and i feel more sociable/comfortableidk if that sounds coherent. does it?i drew a picture of what it feels like to me
>>41567417this is an incredibly interesting read, thank you. Yes, i think i know what you mean, but i wouldn't describe it as that.It feels like i have a candle lit when my prog levels are good, and the flame is smaller when they're bad
im back trying prog and its only been 1 week but im already destroying my relationships and sending my nudes to strangers on the internet don't believe this psyop
>>41568125Unsee?
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>>41568125that’s unironically what i’m scared abouti don’t want to become hornier my libido never lowered and i’m disgusted by it ngl im already thinking i want to be with a man and everything and it’s conflicting hard, id feel disgusting being with a man while still having such a large body my libido was always pretty low before hrt and hrt initiated a spark that i didn’t have before
>>41567417this explanation and the diagram are so intresting,im never going to see my "thoughts" the same after this, im exited to try progesterone and see if i can feel something similar instead of the libido effects
>>41567417id say I feel the opposite. when I'm not on prog all my thoughts and brainworms are painful but they feel far away like they're happing 20 feet above my head. when I'm on prog it feels like they're right behind my eyes and I can't ignore it. ik that sounds skitzo but when on prog I feel like I'm more depressed and hopeless not horny like everyone else says.
