I've been trying to just accept getting together with the girl that has chasing me for years, but I never manage to. Every time she gets too close I just push her away because I secretly loathe her. Then I tangiantially get to know a twink and I'm head over heels for a week. How do I avoid this? Like I don't like most boys at all, then I see one that is heavenly and it's like.. uooohhhggggg. While my brain could bear sex with women ( I think, since khhv) after over a decade of goon conditioning, I can hardly stand this girl. The real pickle is that idk if I am a complete fag or like partially one because this girl is somewhat ugly and absolutely not in my league and gives me the "ick" so idk. Also when I stop masturbating the gay thoughts quadruple and I eventually get gay wet dreams. I guess I'm ok with gooning for life though. I'm as far removed from the stereotypical flamer as possible, no fagcent, no weird walk, go the the gym a lot... I guess I take care of my looks and fashion more than your average guy.
>>41571458please let her know you don’t like her and sodomize a twink instead real straight men are desperate for any real pussy we can get
>>41571473I've tried to and I am just too much of a coward to say no, why must she want me in particular can't she fucking take the hint... Also I am too much of a coward to approach the twink also like what am I even supposed to say... he abuses perfume but like in a good way ugngoooooohhhhngh
What planet are you on, twinks are much harder to put up with
>>41571564I wouldn't know I'm a loser and just stare at them longingly and sometimes get close up for a sneak whiff. Besides if I actually got up to homo hijinks I'd get probably hanged so that's why I try my luck with women. I'm not even like prison gay or something, I am half good looking and decently successful with women.
>>41571609Yeah you're not going to like it, there's a reason 99% of bisexuals stick with opposite sex. Same sex drama, gaslighting, and tribal politics is awful like you wouldn't believe. They hate bisexuals because their crab bucket is too small to wind up and punch someone.
>>41571613God knew I'd be too powerful if I were normal
