I cannot prove it, but i have an intuitive feeling that i was psyop'd by spooks into trooning out. for as long as i can remember i always felt as if i had an androgynous spirit and felt some level of discomfort in my body, but it wasn't until around the time when i turned 18 and became extremely alienated and started spending way too much time on 4chan that i started experiencing crushing all consuming dysphoria to the point where transitioning was the only thing i could think about. overall i would say transitioning has helped me some but i still feel somewhat alienated and depressed, and it came at the cost of irreparable changes to my body and being completely dependent on pharmaceutical drugs for the rest of my life. does anyone else feel like they might have gotten tricked by spooks into trooning?
It's a memetic virus that evolved on its own. Think about it: the dread of "you must solve this now or you will really regret it later", the concept that you need to "help repressors find their own self" and spread the meme... It perfectly predates on the modern tendencies of isolation and lack of connection.And worst of all, it genuinely does make people happy. A false, fabricated happiness, but one nonetheless.
>>41571970>>41572198it's interesting and funny in the sense ppl used to argue 'surely nobody would ever end up like this cos a real man would want to die before transitioning' the only weird part is the tendency to overreach, like obviously it doesn't apply to everyone, but seems to apply to somekinda a good argument for why research actually does matter tbqh
>>41572255That argument, as well as>if you are cis, HRT will make you feel real dysphoria! if you are fine you are trans!are hilariously invalid. If people had a "comfort state" that, as soon as it is diverged from, causes them distress, then the entire concept of doing drugs would not exist.The truth is, people like adventure and doing things that separate them from other humans.
>>41572198if gender dysphoria is partly caused by environment and affects people with certain predispositions towards transitioning, how much does social media and the internet knowingly or unknowingly play into causing people to troon out?
>>41572349There is basically no way to know, even through research.>I felt like this before the internet too, it just made me realize trooning was possible!Revisionist history. There was a contradiction in the story of your life, so you rewrote the narrative.>I feel an urge to kill myself just from looking in the mirrorIdeological sinkhole. You've expended so much identity on this belief that the very thought of it being wrong feels impossible to you.There is basically no difference between troons and the religious people they despise.
>>41571970it sounds like you joined a very negative echo chamber and got addicted to doomscrolling and now you feel bad because it's not great to spend all your time exposed to this as a human beinghave you thought about not using this board?
>>41572311yeh, it's kinda weird, it tries to turn some pretty abstract substances into having an intrinsic meaning and causal powers which they don't really have outside of the contextual meaning they're givenlike sure, high estrogen and its effects are coherent with what it means to be a 'female human', and therefore may help ppl feel greater coherence with their bodybut it doesn't imply all the other stuff like 'it would make a cis guy commit suicide' or w/e like wat dot jpg
>>41571970>psyop'dGroomed is a more appropriate term. If you were taught about the gender unicorn or the genderbread man when you were a kid in school, then yes, you were groomed.
it wasn't spooks. it was me. i started the trend.
>>41572198>it genuinely does make people happyIts a bit more insidious than that, it doesn't provide ever lasting happiness just short highs with diminishing returns. Once you cannot attain the highs anymore you seek one more medical procedure and the cycle repeats until nothing else can cut it and suicide kicks in.
crazy how many chuds post here i hope all of you get psyop'd into trooning out as well (its probably too late for all of you by now considering youre posting on this board)
>>41571970yes totally, I remember hating looking like a dude from a young age but im not a woman either (and never will be)
>>41572670I am one of the people who made chud posts in this thread and there is a sealed vial of EEn on the shelf next to me, never opened. No syringe but I know where to get one.The pink abyss is drawing too close. I think I will give that vial to my friend today so I don’t get tempted.
>>41572740its okay chudjak all is forgiven now be a good girl for mommy and take your pills
