When did the dysphoria begin for you? Was it a childhood or puberty thing?
>>41572423It was a clitty thing, like when I first gooned my little clitty to sissy's hypnos like a good girl
Is it possible you were subconsciously aware of your attraction to the same sex prior to your realization of “sex dysphoria”?
>>41572423I remember vaguely wishing I was a girl around 8 and wanting to play as a girl in Pokemon and feeling bad when people asked my why I would do that. I coped myself into thinking I just wished I was more involved with my mostly female cousins and sisters >>41572472>10:34:56
>>41572423Never felt connected to any gender role when I was young, knew I liked guys by 13, but dysphoria only started around about 15 when my body started getting more masculine
What dysphoria?I trooned because my body wasn't masculine enough, not because it was masculine and I hated it. By age 20 I'd only reached around Tanner 3 overall.
I noticed most of the physical dysphoria coming on at puberty. I used to think I didn't have social dysphoria before then either, but I read an elementary school diary a couple years ago and I talked in several places about feeling like I wasn't a girl/was a boy.t. FTM
>>41572423I remember wishing I was a girl and fantasizing about it semi frequently since I was around 7 or 8.I remember thinking I would castrate myself (cut my testicles off) when I was older. But I didn't actually hate my body that much other than that until puberty.
