big yawn editionprev: >>41645729qott: do you dream? do you remember them after? what do you dream about? how about nightmares? remember?
i dream of electric sheep
i havent had a single dream in months
>>41664596>do you dream?not that i can remember, pretty sure the medication i take to sleep stops them or something, i do often wake up from nightmares though probably atleast once a week :)
>>41664596>qottI dream occasionally, like every two weeks or so, the only reason I remember is because I started dream journaling, that and because the dreams usually leave an impression on me. the only recurring themes I can parse are death, sacrifice and the terrible feeling of being watched. the last one I had I was in a tiny white tiled bathroom with just a single one of those loud halogen lights. I'm gripping something that looks exactly like me by the throat and I'm trying to drown it in the bathtub, it thrashes and claws at me a lot, but after a while it stops moving.I don't know if I get nightmares, but I'm inclined to say I don't. the dreams I get don't make me wake up in a cold sweat or with any negative emotions in particular, other than the ones I get thinking about them. I used to have nightmares as a kid a lot, though.
>>41664596I've had weird dreams lately they make me wish I had a bf to wake up to >.<
>>41664596i used to dream pretty regularly and vividly it stopped a few years ago i assume i still have rem sleepthey came back for a few months when i first started taking melatonin but nowadays i just blackout and wake up with what feels like no gap inbetween
>>41665139melatonin is terrible for you
>>41665143whats so bad about it
>>41664596>do you dream?Yes. Vividly and often. Some times I can remember them well but If I dont reflect in the first few hours of waking up the memory fades away. >>41664870>picrel>Sometimes I come home from work and she wakes up doing this face
random cis men have wider hips than me
>>41665173Random cis women also have narrower hips than you
>>41665179untrue but i appreciate it
>>41665183It's most likely true but you simply don't focus on it the same way
>>41665143are you up to date on your vaccines including COVID? If the answer is no, then you are spewing shite from your ass
>>41664596I have had extremely vivid dreams for about 2 weeks or so and it weirds me out and idk if it's because I drink regularlyish kinda or the new omeprazole brand I'm trying out
>>41665244https://newsroom.heart.org/news/long-term-use-of-melatonin-supplements-to-support-sleep-may-have-negative-health-effects
Top. Kek. :)
>>41665163sometimes we get a little startled, its only natural
hi chat, am I going to get through the morning without collapsing in pain??? yes?? no?? mebbe? hope so? hope not?how is everyone?up to anything exciting today???>>41664596I guess I dream, but I don't really remember the details tbqh>>41665155it has p low toxicity and epigenetic protective effects against sleep disruption related changes in the brain and so onand since it works against amyloid beta accumulation it's thought to help against alzheimersbut like I knew a girl that was overdosing on like several 10mg tablets a day or w/e, I was actually shook, since u should only need like a few mg, like even 2mg should be enough tbqhso unless there is some specific or rare interaction, dose makes the poison etc>>41665266yeh but it's just an association found in long-term use and reviews of other studies show a positive effect on cardiovascular health so ymmvlike to conclude it's 'bad' then u might as well stop everything p much, including hrt tbqhhttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9251346/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4947538/>>41665410true
Some kind of sleep mongrel
>>41665509Post your sissy ass
>>41665555omg this yess.....
>>41665509Show us that sissy gyatt
>waiting on new hardware>everytime i check tracking data it's pushed back 15 minutes
>>41664596>do you dream? do you remember them after? what do you dream about? how about nightmares? remember?I tend to remember all my dreams, and I write a dream journal to compare them. Most of them are about shortcomings and anxiety in some shape or form.I have a first consultation for SRS tomorrow, I was expecting them to give me an appointment months in the future, no mere days in the future. What questions should I ask the Dr. on a first consult? I have a vague idea of what to ask but I want to make sure I'm asking the important ones.
>>41666214thats the worst ;w; what're you waiting on?delivery drivers often like to just drive past my place and not even attempt delivery as say im not home kek
>>41666347new monitor for birfday, 32" oled 4k ect. Was getting frustrated trying to cram vscode onto a 27" giving me some super small working space once all the extensions are popped outi hate when the drivers knock on the door and by the time walked to door theyve managed to get to a new postcode
>>41666373oo nice, happy bday :) , 32kin 4k is so useful for using IDEs hopefully it makes a big improvement for youive been kinda considering moving to an ultrawide so i can have 2 projects open at the same time but the thought of buying something purely for work grosses me out
>>41666424ty, not bday yet but i was getting frustrated and wanted it a teeny bit earlynever really enjoyed ultrawides, i feel that if im gonna have something that wide i might as well have it tall otherwise it's eating up desks real estate
>>41664596I do dream, and remember them. They are about too many things to individually list, often extremely vivid and intense unless i've been consuming lots of weed -- though that's hard to differentiate from if it merely prevents me from remembering those dreams rather than experiencing them.In general though there is a trend of dark labyrinths, and oddly, school-prisons. I wish I could articulate that last one better, it's something to do with some associations from my school years where it truly felt like being in a prison. As a result I'll often experience schools serving as prisons, or prisons that have a nominally "educational" purpose or sections.>how about nightmares?I used to have them a lot more. Oddly, i don't seem to have nightmares much any more ever since getting more comfortable with my transition. Some dreams can still be unpleasant, or I had one last night likely because i was very sick intestinally, but true nightmares have become easily 10x rarer or more.
it's not too late to say sorryit's not too late to say i regret hurting youit's not too late to say i still love youit's not too late to say it's not too late
>>41664596>qott: do you dream?Only when I'm awake
I’m reading sublingual pills can take up to 30 mins to dissolve but for me it’s gone in 5 mins or 10 at most. Am I overproducing saliva?
FOR FUCK SAKE SHEEN
>do you dreamYeah>do you remember themSometimes>what do you dream about>nightmares?Nightmares mostly tbqhUsually revolving around traumatic events in my life or shit related to workWhen I get normal dreams they usually revolve around having a family or friends and enjoying moments
>>41667268You are swallowing a bunch of the semi dissolved sludge for sure
/vg/ said that the game I'm making is troon-coded so I guess I belong here or something
>>41667080what the actual fuck is this
rip fpd
>>41664596>qott>do you remember them after?unfortunately sousually they sorta fade after an hour or so unless they're particularly bad>what do you dream about?usually weird amalgamations of the areas I grew up in and the places I would be when I was youngand then just all the people I know and kneweven people I barley think about otherwiseusually they feel so real and can tend to be so bland and regular that I mistake bits of dreams for shit that actually happened confuses me alotI have to retrace my steps sometimes just to figure out what's actually happened and notthey also tend to play in my fearssomething bad will always happen and it's always what im worried about at the timejust like in my waking life tbqh>how about nightmares?don't really have traditional nightmares anymoreall my dreams just kinda suck nowI wake from them feeling tired and stressed outmakes me hesitant to sleep
>>41667904 Reminder that Larry is a Jewish gyspy
>>41668368you are way uglier than i remembered mono..you, you remind me of this guy even more now, you look like you are abt to lead a pack of orcs in lotr fr
be nice nonas
post paige picsi need to know how badly i fucked up
took some pain killers and slept earlier, now I don't feel as badhope everyone is having a fun day tbqh
>>41668902keep goingi need the UGLIEST pics
>>41668902this looks like a lotr lower class goblin under the command of >>41668752
I still lift weights 3 times a week am I doomed to be sneedhon
>>41667080Stop right there criminal scum!
Any tips on how to cope with long philtrum?
>>41669255something I have seen ppl do before is if u take a pic then open ur mouth a lil so the lips are barely touching and then blow air out slowly while u take the picmaybe that helps but iunno haha
>>41669243She looks fine in most of those pics ngl
post the yuglies paige pics
The hon stare before he rapes.
>>41670117this retarded looking nigga was ballsdeep in kat butthole
How hard was your first month on E? Was it good/bad?
>>41670942>tfw first month on E was 138 months agoMan, I feel oldSucked iirc, basically menopausal symptoms with chesticles hurting and coming in hot and fast
>>41670942It was uneventful
>>41670968Are boomerhons someone that started HRT a long time ago?
>>41671018I'm 54 yo Back in my days we suckled the urethra of pregnant horses for our E like real sissies
>>41671018What? No. Boomerhon doesn't mean old, it means they started mones in their 30s or later.>>41671027You're not 54 you're 34 stop lying. I hate you bitches and your stolen boomerhon valor.
>>41664596hey guys, how do i become a girl?
>>41671081I heard someone say you don't become a girl you just become yourself more. If you're a girl then you become more girly, if you're a moid you become a skinwalking predator.
>>41671056Nah I'm 54, vid related, me omw to the beach
>>41671138Left it too late to get full body Lazer and now you have white fluff everywhere.
>>41671109help me
>>41671181I can't I'm sorry you can only hope you're true to yourself or become a criminal.
>>41669243Why was Mongo banned from the server? Did they give a reason?
>>41671181take your pills, Alice
Kira, what was the name of that model you used to date? I need to know.
>>41671203mono constantly talked about his penis (how his penis smelled that day and so on) and made others uncomfortable
>>41671277what did blobby do aside from take a big shit on a literal nazi
>>41669243rule 4 is very suspicious. no other server on this board has a rule like that. really makes you think.
I DONT PASS FML
>>41671871who made the server?
>>41671897mono
Y'all listen to playboi carti?
>>41670117shes kinda cute in a pathetic way
>>41671943She literally sounds like a male rapist. Bro isn't even trying to sound feminine.https://vocaroo.com/19I6fHftLmxm
>>41672036generally speaking a lot of ppl here are desperate they look at this and go "omg cute gurl" while she talks like a fully grown man
>>41671934heyyyy
honestly I don't think anyone here looks really bad, just a few act kinda weirdvoice is different tho cos it's not like u can close ur ears ngl
>>41672128paige looks horrendously ugly and sounds like a man doing a falsetto
>>41672187ehh I think most ppl would date someone that is ugly but doesn't act embarrassing in public or go mad after an argument
m'ladies whats up
>>41670942slept thru most of it I think ngl>>41671027ahhh my fellow 50yo>>41671218waaaah??? who was that? when???>>41672242I had a rest after being in pain earlier, hru lia???
>>41672278brapped too hard huhtaking it easy here, finished work, had a shower and a slice of cakemade some bread yesterday, want to look into a new recipe for the weekend
>>41672278I thought you used to date a model.
>>41672354ew no, but happy that u had a good day >>41672438oh no, not that I remember, but I'm p forgetful tbqh
I wish I could forget her too
I'm back.
>>41672894grats
>mom talking about her medical settlement money coming soon>starts talking about buying a house with the money and putting it in my name >how I'll be able to pass it on to my own kids later in lifeOh noShe doesn't knowI can't do this, I can't keep fucking living here I'll actually blow my fucking brains out, but what the fuck do I say to being offered an entire houseShe's not even well-off she's poor as shit, I don't even know why she wants to do thisFuck
>>41673075thank her for offering her kid a leg up on a comfortable and secure future, and then offer her some consolation for whatever fears she might have about that
>>41673075how doesn't she know you're gay
>>41673678I don't flaunt and for whatever reason she doesn't think to ask why I've never had a girlfriend
>>41673750just tell her already
how good actually is tagmap for making new friends if you have 0 friends and are completely socially retarded
I hate all of you
i want to be mean to my only online friend
What would you do if you got boypreggers? Would you give boibirth to the boibaby or would you get a boibortion?
i think im kinda weirdl. is it okay if im im ab it weird?
do we still have tds here
https://open.spotify.com/track/4SLRf6iffVPe0ZBvudaZNV?si=otfQJS7wQKOASdC0d5IJ-Q
>>41675293Trans derangement syndrome?Yeah we occasionally have tourists here with it, why?
I'm trans and I really like masculine trans girls... Only thing I hate is hair but muscles and stuff I like even clocky face
its like why does he spend so much time with crossdressersim sick of talking to them cus he spends all his time on his phone until they buy then sucki suck
>>41674237how come
I really screwed up and it's never getting better
whats thanksgiving plans??
>>41677442Relax, Mono will take you back. You just have to talk to him. It's not too late.
>>41677540be thankful for things
>>41677599im offended by your trip
>>41677694why are you a retard with a little d?
>>41677723no, its pretty big actually
same heh
>>41677540i want to buy a turkey from lidl and fuck it and suicide naked mid turkey fuckery so when they find me they would be very confused, even more since i am not even american..
>>41664596after identifying as trans and taking hormones i sometimes feel like a man but not in a negative way. i asked someone to call me my deadname and felt completely ambivalent. i still dont wanna stop dressing like i am rn. what is this called
>>41664596I dreamed I was shopping for menstrual products. Can my subconscious please stop bullying me for a bit?
>>41670942It was fucking phenomenal. Like, I’m getting pretty slow benefits physically, but my mental health was better than it’s been in decades. If I knew it’d be this good, I’d have started taking estrogen back when I still thought I was cis and let the tits come as they may. >>41677990You’re fine is what you are. You might be nonbinary, you might just not feel the same level of dysphoria some girls get. Personally, I call my old name my Persona; it’s not dead, it’s still mask I like to wear.
decided to buy a milk pump to harvest the goods more efficientlygonna trade enby milk for taters
>>41677540cock desu
ugh daddy
my penis smells really really good today
>>41678597"I love the way your penis smells too." Mono says with a smile and gently pulls Poodle closer. Their hands explore each others bodies with passion and curiosity... Poodle feels her feminine penis get hard. Mono's dick is also hard and ready. "Please Tess, can you pound my... hole? I already douched."Mono nods and pulls out her phallus. This would become an unforgettable night for the two lesbian lovers.
>>41678715very hot and clitty
>>41678715Did you just use AI to distract from the fact that you fucked that thing?
>>41678715kinoshe has a gf already tho do sadly this is lore inaccurate
stop talking about sex
>>41678889>she has a gf already tho do sadly this is lore inaccurateThat would matter if it wasn't Mono who has a history of cheating while lying into everyone's face. She was literally telling us in mtfg that she would never cheat WHILE she was sexting another transwoman on discord.
>>41678956She was just counter cheating vro
the psych ward where i was abused refused to provide my patient records to a govt agency after i signed a hipaa release form i think they destroyed them which i was told is very strange after such a short period of time.
>>41677540wet brine turkey. homemade apple pie and pumpkin pie. creamed corn. brussel sprouts with bacon and parmesan. homemade mashed potatoes with turkey dripping gravy. cornbread stuffing. pillsbury biscuits. get crossfaded. watch smth good on computer. pass tf out.
I brute forced a trip once but never used it because it was too much trouble
wish i didnt fall in love with my friends
>>41680064what kinda retard spends their spare time brute forcing a trip?
>>41679459damn that sounds so good>>41680387fr thats too much effort
>>41664596I usually dream about people, or my family screaming at me for being a tranny and hurting me. I usually wake up crying :(
>>41680676why do trannies fetishize Pokemon so much
>>41680739I am literally Zoroark
>>41680739the venn diagram of trannies and furries is a circle
>go through my old folders>find this gemgood times were hadman, I miss so many old people from here it's unreal
>>41681173stop being nostalgic of your penis
>>41681314I'm glad I don't have a penis lmaowhat are you on about
I finally understand itI caught the ufufluI have to find a cure
Today I dreamed that a large number of animals lived with me. Several dogs and 5 cats. The cats were very clever, but when the mailman arrived, every animal tried to attack him.>>41667904Hello larry. My phone number is attached to spam lists with the name "larry smith", it has been for the past decade. My family has no larrys nor smiths in it however and it never has had that either
im excited to see that larry accepted his name
watched San Junipero with gfholy shit the feels .__.this is the one bros
any based trooner telegrams...
>>41682131mono is back!??
hello computer people
>>41682264LMFAO fuck noI'm talking about an actual girl not dome serialcheating msnmoder
and im officially on vacation basedtime for a cocoa amirite bros
>>41681851pls give me heroin i am in pain
>>41682379are you pulling your jaw back when you take a picture why you look like that
>>41682379>>41682131kat.. you're a neurotic bottom and you need a man (an actual man, not a creepy rapehon on E like Mono) to handle you, satisfy you physically and emotionally..
>>41682569?huhI'm gonna go to sleep, today was excitedly exhausting, have fun schizo posting
>>41682616it makes you look like you have an overbite when you do it is all
>>41682616Not everybody is an actual moided schizo like you.
>>41682596I'm a switch and I'm not dating mongo yikes my gf actually has the same name as me, apparently that's common in Asia
I've seen frotage I stay moided
Need t4t desu
keep meaning to contact a tranny accommodating therapist to write me a letter so I can get my bollocks cut off, but I keep forgetting and getting too anxious when I do rememberit's over
i imported an irl friend and they tried to kill themselves and ran away for weeks
I suffer from ufuflu and I require treatment It is overOver>>41683598You can do it
>>41683598are there any of those in bongland without an 80 year waiting list?
>Boob implants scheduled for January 15thHere we goooooo
>When you have to come on mtfg to say how this one is -finally- the good one...
Is it true hon dosing permanently stunts breast growth please tell me that's just a myth
>>41685878it has been true for a lot of people
>>41664596QOTT: Only in small bursts of ~10 dreams in a short span of time and then none for quite a while.I often like to think of my dreams once I've woken up however i mostly entirely forget them by the end of the day. My dreams are entirely random, they never really relate to anything in my life and I just kinda go with the flow with whatever is going on in them which means they're often quite disjointed with no real 'through-line'I haven't had a nightmare in years i believe, none that i remember at least, I like to account that to my laid back lifestyle haha
i bought a 4k camera for my microscope https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2te2gIXZHd4
>>41686156Looks cool parrot, keep it up! :)
>Lost a bet>Put on dress and make up for Halloween>Get more attention then I was expecting>Felt natural, didn't feel nervous stepping out in lady clothes. >My make up sucked but I can get better>Somehow, being totally shameless felt right.>Last couple nights, start having extremely realistic dreams about being a woman or being a crossdresser.>This morning, I woke up and did not know my own name for almost 15 minutes. I thought I was someone else>Spend all day with complex feelingsI don't really want to commit to transitioning right now, but it would really help if I could get some crossdressing pointers. Just looking to learn, and maybe work through some of these feelings. It's just, I don't really know where my lines and boundaries are and I feel like I need to find out.
>>41686391if you don t pass already it is over, nothing matters anyway, all roads will lead to rope for you
What's a good place to get facial hair removed not necessarily permanently?
vagueposting ruined my life unironically
>>41686763How
dead
captchas ruined my life unironically
>>41686971Capitalism ruins everything
Searching for a surgeon for Orchi (and potentially SRS), anybody familiar with "MacMillan" or "Melissa Cifuentes"? Kind of a self-dox, but they're the only ones within the countryIf they're known, how are the SRS results? im somewhat unsure if i should go all the way with SRS now or just wait to let the procedure advance more while i get an orchi to avoid AA's
>>41686852it made me think i belonged but i didnt cus i was pretending to be other people all it did was make the people i care about paranoid
>>41687139Lying isn’t the best move to build trust nona
>>41684009HAHAHAHABHAHABAHAHAHABABAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHHHAAHAHAverage trans
>>41684009Bro lmao why are trans like this lol? What the fuck is wrong with trans bro hahaha
Kat is already obsessing over her new Discord Kitten here. Immediately moved on by splitting. Classic BPD.Now that it happened AGAIN, we can all agree there's only ONE LOLCOW here and that's Kat. Her exes were just victims and I have information from multiple reliable sources that it is NOT true what Kat ever said about them.Navy, Riz, Mono and Sophie never did anything wrong. Let's stop making fun of them and start making fun of Kat, the Discord Demon pushing 40 living like Alice in Wonderland with the brain of a 16 year old, tricking her next vulnerable victim as we speak.
This thread is retarded and you're all retarded.
>>41687139Just stop digging.
>>41664596is this ai generated or a real game
>>41687499can you fill an entire river with that?
>>41687499Nobody wants to keep talking about that. That person does not have a young brain, it's much worse, that person has an adult male brain. A predator and wearing stereotypes and aesthetics like a crossdresser. Even the current obsession is typical showing off, but who is that person trying to show off to? It is always look at how young, how rich, how female, how Asian. That person reduces everyone to traits. That person is the only person that wants to talk about this every day. It is not relevant to anybody else and makes the whole community here very awkward because nobody wants to come out and say it. If you say that person is a man that needs to fuck off you will put a target on your back by a real psycho. When that person announces leaving everybody starts talking again, but when that person doesn't really leave it's dead. Nobody wants to talk about it, they just want it to stop.
>>41688032you're right, he's marking his territory and nobody wants to smell that stank
